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σн αи∂ ι'м נυѕт тнє gιяℓ иєχт ∂σσя
Username;;
Ravendarus
Name;;
Rosalin
Gender;;
Female
∂ear ¢rush,
αs I gaze at you from across the park, I cannot help but blush. I know we have barely met each other... But I can't help it. Ever since you moved in next door I couldn't stop thinking of you. I pray you don't think of me as weird either, I do tend to get that a lot because I am so quiet and have a hard time truly expressing my feelings. Which is why I write this letter to you. I can show my emotions better. Sparsely I wait, thinking perhaps you'd notice me, you'd turn to me and smile, but alas... You never do.
ωhen I saw you with another my heart sank, ruefully I'd catch a glance of you sitting with her. My heart ached; I never realized how much it would. It was so swift, the delicate touch when you touched me, even for a second, passing me by, I didn't realize then how much I actually loved you. "Hey" you told me, the way you said it, the warmth filling your naturally cold voice, it made my heart flutter. It was the first time you spoke to me, noticed me, even for a brief moment. It was wonderful. I couldn't deny it anymore, as much as I had wanted to. I had been hurt with love once, but somehow it felt like I was supposed to. It was meant to be.
ѕєє уσυ мαкє уσυя ωαу тняσυgн тнє ¢яσω∂
And say "Hello"
Little did I know
тhat was how the park became my favourite place. I go there everyday thinking perhaps you'd come back there... You'd come, and you'd be alone, without her right at your side. Why the park? Because... it was my favourite place to be, rarely did I even see you at home because you avoided your brother, I could see why since I could hear him from in my room. So I wait at the park, hoping you'd come; and you did. You returned alone, in this moment I took a leap of faith and said hello. Little did I know, that you were upset, she broke your heart, and you needed comfort. I comforted you, and ended up becoming your friend. Which is more then I have ever been, it felt almost unreal, like it wasn't actually happening. But it did happen, and though I still couldn't show my feelings towards you, I enjoyed every second we spent together.
тhough I dreamed we could call them dates, I was happy when we went out together as friends. We'd go to the movies and enjoy my favourite food, Popcorn, I know you love it to, but I found it so sweet when you offered me the rest of yours. I treasured the moment, truly I did. Everyday we'd go on walks together for fun; we'd send texts and call each other like it was a normal thing. And somewhere along the way I became your best friend, we could tell each other anything... Yet, I could not bring out my feelings for you. How badly I yearned too, how my body ached to shout it. My heart bellowed, but I could not, I worried I would ruin our friendship which I treasured so dearly.
ѕo I had said nothing to you, my dearest crush. I went on like it was nothing, but it was everything. On the night of the festival, I awaited your arrival, together we sat, our eyes gazed up at the fireworks that lit up the night sky, dancing before our eyes like shimmering fireflies. I adored it. I recall the small smile I had, and the smile you returned; suddenly a loud crash from the fireworks make me jump, you wrapped your tail around mine comfortingly, a blush crept across my face. I leaned against you softly, and that was how the night became my favourite time of the day.
ѕo vivid are my memories of the things we went through together as friends, some are painful and others are not. The most painful was when you told me you had a crush on a girl. I asked you who it was and you said it was a surprise. I couldn't wait, after everything, it had to be me, and I felt it had to be. I was so excited when you called and told me you had a surprise for me. You told me to come meet you at the cafe down the street from the park. I was over-zealously ecstatic, never had my smile been so wide before, I remember taking a picture to be able to recall the electricity that raced through my body like a stampede. I rushed out the door; nothing could stop me... Then I saw it.
мαувє ι ωαѕ иαïνє,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
ι got there and there you were sitting with... Another girl, she was hardly beautiful, I almost mistook her for a boy. I was crushed; my heart broke into so many pieces that day. I was still your friend, so despite the pain that reaped through my heart, the ache that pounded in my chest I put on a rueful smile and walked to you; sparsely I managed to say hello. You introduced me to her and as I got to know her she seemed nice, but wasn't very gentle, she was tough and to me seemed dangerous.
ι was so hurt, I didn't get to hang out with you much after that, you were to busy with her. It hurt so much and in truth it still does hurt, but I accept it because you are my best friend and you will always be my dearest, dearest crush. I still love you no matter what. No matter if you end up with her forever, I will always love you, I will always be your best friend, so when you asked me if I ever hid anything from you, I lied... I couldn't tell you the truth, because I know what your like. You'd feel bad and get all guilty about it and end up ruining your relationship with her. As much as I would desire you to be by my side instead... It is unfair. But I also couldn't allow you to think on my lie; I couldn't leave it at that... So that is why I wrote you this letter. My Dearest Crush, please do not think ill of me, or find me weird, I will always be there for you, I just couldn't bare for you not to know at least of my feelings. I still couldn't say it in person, but this is close enough.
тhank you for everything my Best Friend, and the girl next door.
ℓove,
тhe ѕoft ѕpoken αdmirer
тнαт ι'м иσт α ρяιи¢єѕѕ, тнιѕ αιи'т α fαιяу тαℓє,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around
