Second chances doesn't always mean a happy ending.
Sometimes, it's just another shot to end things right.
Every day is a journey,
and the journey itself is home.
Tangle. wrote: - -"ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴏᴇs ɴᴏᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ"
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username ~ tangle.
name ~ kai or kal
meaning ~ shortened version
of kalahari, a large, african desert
gender ~ male
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"ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴs ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ ɴᴏᴛ sᴜʀʀᴏᴜɴᴅᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ"
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ᴡʜᴏ ᴀᴍ ɪ? - - - - - - - - -
- - - - - - - ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴀ ᴡᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇʀ.
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I live alone
But I've never been lonely.
I rarely talk
Yet I speak constantly.
A wanderer by nature
I have yet to find myself lost.
A messenger.
When I was little, my mother had been an important healer, the only one my tribe had. Being a healer
required focus and remaining within the village all day. I rarely stayed to help my mother sort out herbs or mix poultices.
Instead, I spent most of my time running in the nearby desert. We lived in a prosperous town, which is rare upon the
open desert, but with the arrival of several foreigners came a plague, a plague that all but wiped out our village within
its first year. People I'd known all my life would come down with the sickness and would be declared dead only several
days later. My father had been one of them. For the first time in my life, I was scared, useless. My mother was so busy
taking care of the sick that she rarely got any sleep. I needed her, so I began to help her out, learning the ways of a
healer if only to be in her presence throughout the long days and nights. I knew immediately when she'd come down
with the disease. She never told me, but I saw the haunted look in her eyes and was kept up every night by her sickly
hacking. Pretty soon, she was too weak to work, and I became the village's sole healer. I hated the task, but I took it on
without questions. I payed special attention to my mother, who had been falling in and out of consciousness. I had been
taking care of her one day when she insisted she wanted to go on a walk, get out of the tent that smelled of her own
sickness. I helped her out, giving her a shoulder to lean on. We didn't say a word, instead walking over to the edge of
camp. I heard her sigh besides me, the light of the sunset bathing her face in its golden colors. There were tears
streaming down her face.
I don't know how long we stood there, but I had felt the life leave her long before I finally decided to return to the
village.
Half a year later, nearly every villager had died of the plague. I was one of the last left, and the youngest by far.
During the last days of the final tribe elder, I was given a task: to take a message to one of the nearby towns, asking
them for help. As I stared into the dying elder's eyes, I knew it was meaningless. We'd sent messages before, but the
neighbouring towns had never bothered to respond. He was doing it to save my life.
That day, I ran from everything I ever knew, any compassion I'd ever received. The only familiar thing was the sand,
which never seems to change no matter where you go. I felt like curling in on myself, there was hardly a point to it
all anymore, but I didn't stop. I just kept running and running and running.
The desert is my home
With its endless ocean of shifting sands and heat that blankets anyone in its vicinity. Never the same
twice, but each time I greet the sands as an old friend. The desert never stops moving, and neither do I. I’ve seen a
lot, but also very little. I’m a guide, a traveller, but most see me as a wanderer. A lost wanderer. I tread on unfamiliar
soils, but have done so my entire life that it no longer feels strange. I rarely see the same soul twice, but when I do,
they become my everlasting kin, my closest of friends, whoever they may be.
Some say I'm strange, others say I'm mad.
Call me what you will, I will never change, I'll just go on watching the world through open eyes.
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