|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[control freak.]

Life keeps throwing more and more things at us that are making
it impossible for me to remain optimistic. I literally have no
clue on what we're going to do...please hang with me if this
ends up being a long post. And I am so sorry for whining
about these kinds of problems again....

I finally got a job after two years of looking!
.....after "hiring" me, some things came up and
she lost contact with me. Then we found out
that we had no way there, anyway, because
the car broke down.

We found someone to help fix our only car!
...they ended up finding out something else was
broken and now, we have no transportation for
a week or more.

My father-in-law finally got to go to court for his disability!
.....then later on that day, he had to be rushed to the hospital
for an emergency appendectomy. More hospital bills. Oh. And
the weather has been freezing and we have basically no heat.

The weather seems to be getting better!
.....it seems our water pipes have a large amount of rust
in them, seeing as the water was running brown last
night.

Apparently, it isn't an immediate threat!
....we woke up to a floor full of water, because
apparently, the dishwasher sprung a leak.

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Just those sorts of things! (not examples though, those
are really all true). The worse part is that we haven't
been able to pay the landlady her rent in over three
months. She has been tolerant enough..but after
having to call and let her know that the dishwasher
is broken, she sounded very angry. Now, we're
probably without water for five days...

[Captain Chomp]

I'm so useless...I can't get good grades well I can, but I just can't focus...I don't want to tell my parents because they'll think I'm 'making ' excuses and my firneds are just so mean to me lately and ignore me...I'm so utterly useless.

[My Immortal]

Lock down.
I started crying...

[My Immortal]

Please let me get a ferret.. I love them and you will never understand...oh someone please help
I know my problem is not important as others so you can ignore this if you like..

how can I help?

[hurricanessong]

I think I may have torn a muscle
hope its better so I can play on Saturday
And also to all of you who are thinking that they aren't good enough, you're perfect just the way you are

[the weeknd]

I think I may have torn a muscle
hope its better so I can play on Saturday
And also to all of you who are thinking that they aren't good enough, you're perfect just the way you are

I hope you heal, whether you tore a muscle or not. I hope everything gets better! c:

[My Immortal]

Please pm me...

[TwinDaggers]

Every time I start thinking I'm feeling better I get sad again ughh

When will this infinite sadness just go away?

[My Immortal]

I was pmd.

[.m i n y o o n g i]

Why doesn't anyone care...
Come on I know you can see me you
just don't want to, you care hear me to
don't you know how i feel when it acts like
you cant see me, like I'm nothing, It makes me
not want to be here and you never listen to me to
I try and tell you but all i get is a bunch of crap from
you, you never cared did you? then why did you
act like you did, it hurts me more not the
it ever will, and you don't even know
that I cry myself to sleep at night
but you don't care, I have try'ed
you open up to you but all I
get nothing, Please god
Just end me now.

Cant you see I'm in pain? No of course not you
don't see anything, That's how it always is, you never
care, you say you do but you lie to me, and the only thing
that I like to do and I feel like it saves me, Is listen to music
from people who have it worse then me, but they live threw it,
by screaming, so what its loud back off, They saved me! and you
don't even know, I wish I wasn't alive! Why am i even here? I don't want
you be here and no one wants me to be here, I hate it and they hate me, so
a simple thing is all I ask, JUST END ME! Please I hate my life and I never want
you be seen or heard of again, so just eff off. and I will be happy, Witch is
rare for someone like me, I put on a smile to keep the pain away and all
you do is smile back, Why? Don't you care? If you did you would say to
my face that you care and love me, but no! Its not true, So let me
hurt myself and give me the gun, I need to barrow it, and I will
need my iPod to play songs while I do it, and all you will hear
is a shot and a thud, then bam, I'm gone, never to be
heard or seen again. That's how you and everyone
even me wants it. I wont miss to, Bye. I hope you
have a bad life without me.

Someone please talk to me...before i end it...)