Welcome to Whysperia wrote:Glassea wrote:..-snip-..
but in the end i just kind of hate most of my characters unless i specifically create them so that i actually enjoy being inside their heads.
..-snip-..This is very interesting to me. If you do not
enjoy being in their heads and you dislike
them so thoroughly, how do you play them at
all? I can't quite wrap my mind around that, I
must admit. xD
I personally like being in the heads of my
characters, especially the ones that are..
Well, psychopaths. They're the ones that
scare me and make me.. Well, they give
me chills and thrills, and I love it. So dirty
and disturbing, it's amazing. I don't know,
I just find it all very interesting. Then
again, I think they're all real people, just
living in some other universe or realm or
something. xD Whatever, don't judge me!
I have to like my characters, otherwise I absolutely hate playing them xP however most of them have nothing in common with me, but I still enjoy them, unless its Kaleb who I think everyone hates, and then I get to hate him more since I play him.
I hate characters that are like me, since I see and pick at every personality flaw I have, and its so much more fun analyzing what other characters would do in a situation, especially my lovely Aiden who is my only character with acknowledged mental disorders [except Kaleb cause he doesn't count]
also would anyone be interested in these plots? I've asked about everywhere else and no one seems to be so I thought I'd just try
I really wanna make a plot out of this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_IOazzmTBw
[what would you do by bastille w/ lyrics]
the lyrics are sort of a plot on their own, or at least the background of one character and the start of the roleplay or so
I sort of want it mxm just because that's what I'm used to, but it would take a little twisting to get it to be mxm
and
so I have an idea based off the song oh darling by plug in stereo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gk40DTv6NfA
mxm like always for me, more on the relaxed side
so it would be a younger kid, who looks up to this older kid, maybe a friend of his brother. The younger looks up and admires him cause he just thinks he's a great person, but he's on the shy side and isn't so sure of himself. However, the older looks at him in a different light. He actually kinda likes him and he's cute, but he thinks he's sort of off limits, and so he's waiting for him to say something instead, since he also doesn't know his preferences. So they're both sort of admiring of each other but sort of stuck as friends
or
a man, teacher, is accused of having relations with a student that never happened, and spends a good amount of time in jail. He undergoes some traumatizing things there, and when he gets out, he has to leave, after being ridiculed by the town he used to live in. He moves and settles down in a small town where he thinks things will be fine, finding a job in some small restaurant or something. He thinks no one will find out about what had happened, and a man grows interested in him. He's super wary of it after what happened to him in the prison, but he eventually comes to realize the man is gentle and means him no harm, but shortly after he begins to return affections things get out about what happens, and he's accused of more things, and so yeah... things go from there.
I also really want something in a family setting with a little kid
so yeah
sorry, I dont post here much ;-;
