Things That Annoy You (V. 69)

[Quiescent]

boy i dont like heatwaves at all this is ridiculous technically its only been like 38 degrees for the past few days so its not as bad as other cities in australia but wow its still ridiculously hot outside and we're gonna have at least one more day of a forecast of 40 hhhhh
not to mention theres been no rain for ages sooo theres total fire bans aha im so paranoid we're gonna get fires around here theres already a whole heap of fires everywhere else in the country sighs

[delete,]

it's 2 am and i hate myself

i just want so many animals
hairless kitties and hummingbirds and mice and lizards
and i want them all
at once
do you see my problem
i can't even manage dogs
i'm not even a dog person and i have three and i only like bear
and 'm actually kinda scared of dogs bye


i have literally no self control
it makes me want to just cry
all day every day
and i'm reminded every day of what i did
and that it was wrong
and i hate myself every day for it
curls up and dies
and it doesn't help when everyone teases me about what i did until i cry and go into a panic attack
it was so long ago and it was fixed and my mom says it's okay
but she still teases me and it still hurts
please stop
and if i could just grow up and tell my mom what actually happened i could maybe get into therapy
but i can't and i won't and it hurts me to think about.

i can feel it coming back
that reeling sadness that seeps into your bones and makes your hands shake and your eyes burn
and it's so deep that you can't help but just sob
i can feel my depression coming back.
i just want to be happy and to be able to hold myself back.
why does it feel like everyone else can be happy and can restrain themselves.
why does it make me feel different and bad

[walk.]

Why does school exist today?
Why?

Ughhhhhhh

[Songa]

The way you make me feel annoys me.We are just two people who are the same age who happen to know each other.It's not like were friends really...*Sigh* yet you haunt my mind.You are a stranger so why I care about you? Now because of you I can't get to sleep.I hate you and they way you make me feel.Yet I don't.

[0000007]

I can't fall asleep -again, no surprise- 2:45 am, whoopee. Doing my homework i forgot i had. Dammit. If school never existed I'm pretty sure i would be a better person, but I'm not. I feel like a jerk cuz I've had no time to RP eather. I hope they know i leave my account online...

And so many other things. *sigh* i should be sleeping.

[flowery]

Nuuuuuu I wanna sleep more vnv and I wish I didnt have to go to school vnv

[wolf ;;]

I was up til 6am last night yet I woke at 7 and I'm not tired.
I wanna sleep

-

Its actually boring without school...xp

[spori]

it's been so dang hot today
ugh i hate summer i hate warm weather it's gross

[Quitting CS...]

Two more days before I HAVE to get my Oekaki fixed

I am screwed.

[Lanton]

Why do people have to be so illogical and hateful?
Live and let live, people.

So you're vegan.
So you're not.
You wanna talk about it.
Debate your hearts out.

But NEVER tell someone their life is worthless and they deserve death since they dared to drink milk, own a dog, or enjoy horseback riding because KARMA. Fan of karma, what do you get for wishing a horrible death upon another person?

If people want to be vegan then they should be able to be. Not everyone can.
Not everyone is an upperclass, educated, non-diabetic or otherwise dietarily un-restricted, able-bodied Western person living in a first-world country with cash to spend. To assume otherwise is bigotry.

Also, can you stop saying animals should also go vegan?
Seriously. Explain to me again how forcing lions, tigers, wolves, and pythons to eat meat-free diets is preventing animal cruelty?

Also, those copy-into-your-sig if you don't like abuse things are stupid. The stats are made-up and copying and pasting some internet grunge says nothing. If you're not mentally ill, then you're not going to enjoy seeing people bullied or puppies abused.

/rant

Copy and paste this if you know someone who has been eaten by a sea monster. 99.999999999999999999999999999% of teens don't care and will leave this page without copying and pasting!!!! If your the 0.000000000000000000000000001% of teenagers who cares then pls put this in your signature and help stop people for getting eaten!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!