Chandler Riggs ♥ wrote:S-she died. B-but. My grandmother... I loved you. You couldn't have died. I-I I'm crying, I won't be able to go on. My stomach hurts, I just, please, come back. I need you. Come back...
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My dog who I can't sleep at night without him on my bed is dying too... I just. I won't be able to carry on. Everything will be gone. I won't sleep. No dog you ever shove at me will replace him. I'm serious. I'm sobbing more now..
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Thanks brother for breaking my nose. I appreciate it. [It was an accident...] I seriously can't blow my nose when I'm sick?
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This is horrible.. I can't live through this.
randompersonH2O wrote:Echo;; wrote:Why do I feel so ignored? So used?
My parents are fighting four days before Christmas. My little sister is being a pain in the arse and I have a little baby brother who's just oblivious to whats going on around him. I'm the oldest out of three children and I have to have the responsibility to look after them, help around the house, and practically do almost everything. My mother tweaked her back out and is sick. She can't really do anything right now. My dad is trying to make money for us, a family of 6. Since he got laid-off where we used to live, we had to move and he had to get a different job. We're almost broke and haven't gotten much for Christmas because we have to pay bills. Honestly, I'm the one doing almost everything, other than my dad. I sister thinks it's great to ignore what my mom and I tell her to do. I'm sick, and no one seems to care. I've talked to me boyfriend about this a lot, but I think it's just weighing me down even more. I talk to my friends, on here and outside of the internet, but they all say it's fine and to try your best. I just want to crawl into a hole and just cry. My parents are fighting about my dad deciding to work on the only day my mom can go Christmas shopping, and then over a tree we still have yet to get. I thought Christmas time was supposed to be the best time of the year. I know I have a better life than some people out there but, it's weighing me down to think about how much I have and how much they have. They'll be glad to at least get a piece of food, or anything at that matter. Whenever my parents are fighting, I'm just sitting here on the computer, or sitting on the couch, listening to them fight over my blaring music in my ear. Honestly, I just want it to all stop. My little sister thinks she can do whatever she wants, and always does something wrong, which in the end, I get blamed for. All I can do is just cry myself to sleep thinking about everything. I'm really busy with a lot of things, but I can't find the time to do a lot of them. If anyone could shoot me a PM and try and help me with this, or just talk to me on here, give me a hug or somethin', I'd be very, very grateful.
*hugs* Aww... don't cry, sweetie. I can honestly I'm nowhere close to walking in your shoes, but I can tell you that things will get better. It may not happen by Christmas, but it will happen. I've had that kind of trouble with my little brother before, so I know where you're standing there. Try your best to talk to her and explain to her that not everything she does is a good thing, and that she needs to listen if you say she shouldn't do something.
I hope your holidays get better, honey.

❄ Winter Solstice ❄ wrote:If somebody can PM me that would be great. I'd rather not discuss this in public. I just found something out and I feel really used right now.
Chandler Riggs ♥ wrote:S-she died. B-but. My grandmother... I loved you. You couldn't have died. I-I I'm crying, I won't be able to go on. My stomach hurts, I just, please, come back. I need you. Come back...
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My dog who I can't sleep at night without him on my bed is dying too... I just. I won't be able to carry on. Everything will be gone. I won't sleep. No dog you ever shove at me will replace him. I'm serious. I'm sobbing more now..
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Thanks brother for breaking my nose. I appreciate it. [It was an accident...] I seriously can't blow my nose when I'm sick?
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This is horrible.. I can't live through this.


CrumbPatrol wrote:A good friend made me realize something today. I am home-schooled, and I am always very grateful to see people at my old school when I go with my mom to pick up my brother. Today I went and wished all my friends happy holidays. My little crush even came up and wished me a Merry Christmas. The thing is, I am always so excited to see people since I rarely see them. I'm suddenly bothered by the fact that everyone else that I know sees other people their age nearly every single day for more than five minutes at a time. I suddenly feel so... lonely. It's scary.
We were already planning to put me back into public school,but I just have never really felt this way. It's like I'm all by myself.




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