[NoLongerOnCS]

This was going to be a short contest
but i couldnt help myself

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Cheese Doodles? What in the world are Cheese Doodles, you may ask? Cheese Doodles are large fluffy creatures that love to have a fun time! Cheese Doodles have dragon Noses, but are not dragons, in fact no one would know how to classify them. They have thick, padded paws and the best part is their huge ears and big fluffy tails! No one knows what they are used for but all Cheese Doodles have three prongs on their backs. Neon Cheese Doodles Are not found often.

Why Are they Called Cheese Doodle? No one knows, yet again. Apparently a scientist decided to go kookoo and name them something funny before he died so the rest of the world would ponder about it. Cheese Doodle eat just about anything so there is no food explanation for their name, and no one will ever know why they are called what they are...

[Segie]

Dropping out, I lost my connection. Gonna reuse my form ideas for something else probably.

Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality. Wake up and live.

- Bob Marley

"The names Winchester. You know, like the rifle? You can just call me Chester if that makes life easier for you."

Name: Winchester - Gender: Male

Howd'ya get your name, Winchester?

"My father named me Winchester, and the name means a lot to me. I was named after his 1876 Winchester rifle. It has been passed down in our family for generations, and is the very rifle that saved my dad's life. He was taking a walk out in the country, planning on shooting some targets with the old Winchester to make sure she was still in good shape. There had been some sightings of wild boar roaming the area, a dangerous animal that he didn't want on his land. My dad wasn't known for having the best luck. A very large boar ran him down, and could of easily killed him if it wasn't for that rifle. The animal chased him for a few seconds while he loaded the gun. He was about to turned around and pulled the trigger but the boar reached him first and knocked him over. He dropped the rifle and it fired. The bullet bounces off a tree, hardly missed my dad, and hit that boar hog right between the eyes. I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for that gun, and I am proud to be named after it."

What do you do for a living, Chester?

"I make music for people to enjoy and let the road take me where it takes me."
Winchester doesn't have a home, he claims that the road is his home. Traveling takes up all of his time. He makes money by entertaining people by playing his guitar and singing. He finds a good place and sets his guitar case for people to drop money in. On a good day he makes enough to buy himself a meal and a bus ticket. He only hitch hikes when he can't buy a bus ticket, he doesn't enjoy it. He sings and plays country music and usually does covers of songs, is isn't very good at writing his own.

You're different, you know that?

Whats unique about Winchester? I would say just about everything, he isn't a normal cheese doodle. The way he lives, talks, heck, even his name is unique! He doesn't have a home, he sleeps on the bus and gets off whenever he wakes up. He is care free.

What are you like, Winchester?

"I'm strange, I'll leave it at that."
Winchester has the right, he is strange. First off, he is a realist and an atheist. A conversation with him can be pretty depressing. He is pretty much careless, he has gone no where with his life and it doesn't bother him. It doesn't take much to make him happy. He always has low expectations for everything, so he can never get disappointed. He loves to tell stories. If you know him well then you have heard the story of the Winchester rifle at least 346 times. He thinks of many other cheese doodles as fools and isn't afraid to share his opinion. He believes that you should live a stress free life because you only live once, you shouldn't spend your time full of stress and responsibility. He really loves his guitar and is very protective. Its the only thing he has actually worked for and earned in his life. He doesn't let anybody touch it. It doesn't have a scratch on it yet and he has never snapped a string, and he wants to keep it that way. If I won I would develop him more by roleplaying, I do that with most characters. x3

So Chester, whats your story?

"I grew up in the country. My family lived off the land. It was me, my brother, a my mom and dad. I learned how to hunt and farm at a young age, that's how we survived. When I was a teenager my dad developed this "return home with a food or don't return home at all" policy. Every day was the same for me, I would go out and hunt for my family. Sometimes I come home with a small squirrel, sometimes I'd come home dragging a buck. Sometimes I would return at all and would spend the night out in the woods. My dad was a heavy smoker. He started to get really sick, and the local doctor said he was showing symptoms of lung cancer. We took a trip out to the city to get him checked out, and he did have lung cancer. We sold our land in the country and moved to a more suburban area, where it would be easy to get my dad treatment. The cancer got the best of him and a year later it caused his death. My mom fell into a depression and she started to go down hill too. She died 4 years later. After the funeral I hit the road, and I have been on it ever since. That was 5 years ago. I have recently found a nice town and I think I might stick around for awhile."

So you're the musical type, huh? What song do you sing?

"I'll sing almost anything, but here are some of my favorite songs."

Home by Philip Philips
Gone Gone Gone by Philip Philips
Best Day of my Life by American Authors
Demons by Imagine Dragons
Its Time by Imagine Dragons
Ain't No Rest for the Wicked by Cage the Elephant






A Love Story

I felt a sharp pain in my side. I opened my eyes, blinking a few times to focus them on the angry bus driver jabbing me with an umbrella. "This is the last stop, bucko. Get off." She said, poking me with the umbrella again. I pushed it away and looked out the window. I had rode the bus all night, starting from a small town outside of the city of St. Louis and ending up smack dab in the middle of the dangerous place. I observed the surroundings of the bus. Most of the buildings where run down and covered with graffiti. This was a bad area. "I don't want to." I said, looking up at the bus driver from my seat. "Well this is the last stop, buddy. I've been driving 'ya around all night and I'm ready to go home." She said, pulling the umbrella away. "Can't you drop me off anywhere else? I've got no where to go." I said, looking up at her with fake pleading eyes. "Sorry, buddy. I only can drop passengers off at bus stops. Get off." She said, walking back up to the front of the bus. I sighed and stood up. I put on my backpack and threw my guitar case over my shoulder. "Thanks." I said with a half smile before hopping off the bus. "Uh huh." The bus driver said in her husky voice before closing the doors behind me. I stood their for a few minutes, wondering what I should do. I started to realize how hungry I was. I dug my hand into my pocket and counted my money. I had exactly 9 dollars and 35 cents. It was enough for a meal, but I was going to need more to get out of this place. I started walking down the side walk, keeping my head low. I eventually reached a fast food place and went inside. The floor was slick with a layer of grease, and it was extremely hot. Flies buzzed passed my ears. I wanted to leave, but the smell of fried food drew me over to the counter. I observed the menu, my hands in my pockets. I quickly decided on 2 burgers and a medium order of fries. "I'll take 2 number 5's and a medium fry." I said quickly, pulling my money out of my pocket. "You want a drink with that?" The cashier said in a much too happy voice. "You got free water?" I said plainly. "Yes sir, we do!" He replied, that'll be 6 dollars and 8 cents!" I set two thirds of the only money I had on the counter. I walked away and took a seat with a loud sigh. I tapped my fingers on the table, pretending like I was strumming my guitar. It took about 5 minutes to complete my order, and as soon as they called me over a shady group CD's walked in. They gave me a weird look, I'm sure they didn't appreciate a new face in their neighborhood. It didn't help that I wasn't any sort of city boy. I had a bandanna around my neck and guitar on my back. I decided to get out of their as quick as I could. "Uh, can I take that to go?" I said quickly. I heard one of the CDs behind me snicker. "Sure!" The cashier said, giving me a worried look. He quickly packed my food and handed to me. "Thanks." I said, taking the bag and fleeing out the door. I walked away quickly. Not because of the group of CDs back at he fast food place, but because I just wanted to get out of the area. I hated the city. The smells, the traffic, the people. It all disgusted me. I walked like this for a good hour, eating my food on the way. I eventually came to a large fountain. This seemed like a nicer area. I decided this would be a good place to get to work. I took off my backpack and guitar case. I felt instant relief in my back, that stuff was heavy. I got my guitar out and set out the case, making sure my Winchester gun was well hidden under the padding. Usually I play whatever song relates most to my life, and I instantly knew what that was. I was exhausted, low on money, and was low on supplies so I needed to try and get a lot of cash today. I started playing the intro to "Ain't no Rest for the Wicked" by Cage the Elephant, one of my favorite songs. I started to sing and got a few smiles and about a dollar in change from a rather busy looking businessman. I kept singing, a smile on my face as more money was tossed into my case. This was gonna be a good day, I could tell. A small crowd was forming around me, some of the cheese doodles clapping their hands. A rather pretty girl pushed her way up to the front, a cute smile on her face. The song was almost over, and I dedicated it at her. "Oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close out eyes for good..." I sang, looking directly at her. She giggled and placed a 5 dollar bill in my case. I winked at her and watched as she walked away. I picked up the five dollar bill and straightened it out. There was a tiny heart drawn in the corner of it. "Huh." I breathed out quietly, placing the bill back in my case. I continued to sing until the sun started to go down. I attracted a lot of people, and I thought I made a lot of money. I was right, I had made 60 bucks even. This was the most I had made in one day ever. I decided to celebrate and go and grab a couple of drinks. I love going to bars, I know a lot of bar tricks and can make a lot of money doing them. I packed up my stuff and gave myself a limit of 20 dollars to spend. I wasn't planning on drinking to much, it was just a treat. I walked around and went into the nearest bar. I went in an took a seat on a stool. I ordered a drink and sipped it slowly, savoring it. I made small talk with anybody around me, just trying to enjoy myself. For some reason I kept thinking about that girl. I pulled out that bill she gave me and observed that heart on it. I decided to change my budget to 15 dollars, I didn't want to spend it. "You're welcome." A feminine voice came out of no where. I looked to my right. The guy I was talking to was gone, and the girl sat there. I was amazed, and I can't even imagine the look I gave her. She smirked at me. "What? Do I look like a ghost to you?" She said, looking a me as if I was crazy. "Uh.. uh no." I stuttered, placing the bill in my pocket, "Not at all." I gave her a half smile and repeated the wink I did earlier. She laughed. "You're weird, you know that?" She asked, grinning at me. "Yeah, trust me, I do." I said taking a sip of my drink. "So, what was all that about earlier? The singing and stuff?" She asked, eyeing me up and down. I shifted in my seat. "I'll tell you if you let me buy you a drink." I said smoothly, or at least I thought it was. "What, with my own money? I don't accept drinks from homeless people." She said, digging into he purse. "I'm not homeless." I snapped, but instantly changed my tone. "I have a home. I said in a more gentle voice, staring at the ground. "People with homes don't street sing. Whats going on with you?" She said, sounding concerned. "Well, the names Winchester, if you'd care to know." I said, annoyed that she was asking about my life but didn't even know my name. She was nosey, but she sure was pretty. "Oh, I'm Chelsea." She said quickly as I opened my mouth to speak. I nodded my head. "Nice to meet you. As I said I'm not homeless, I just have a different definition of home." I said. "And that is?" Chelsea replied, tilting her head slightly. I let out a sigh. "You're lucky you're cute, because you are really nosey." I said, taking another sip of my drink. It was almost gone. "Hey, bartender! Another one for this homeless guy." Chelsea said loudly. I gave her a look. "What was that for?" "Now you have to tell me." She said. "I never agreed to this." I said, rolling my eyes and turning away. "Oh, come on." She said, putting her hand on my shoulder. "Fine." I muttered, turning back towards her. "I'll tell you. Where should I start?" She thought for a few seconds. "Where did you come from?" She asked. "Well, pretty much everywhere. I just travel." I said. The bartender brought me over another drink. I took a sip of it. "I have been to every state." WIP

This is the first story I have ever wrote like this. ^-^ Hope its not too terrible.

[greeenspice]

t h i s . s l o p e . i s . t r e a c h e r o u s . a n d . i . i . i . . . .

Do you remember the day
I leaned up against your car?
And it started rolling
down the street

You screamed and
ran after it
Tried to open the
door and it ran over your foot
And I was too busy
laughing on the ground to see

It would take Brad Pitt
to leave you
It takes five seconds
to need you

And I'm mad
at all the lovebirds
Cause they don't
know to play our song
I wish that pretty girls
couldn't see you

Wish that all the roads
would lead you
Right to me
Cause that's
where you belong
Til Brad Pitt comes along

Do you remember
the time we watched Carrie
And you said it
reminded you of me

And I threw the
remote at you
And you said
"My point exactly"

Later on that night
under the
Neon city lights
you paid a homeless guy
To sing a song to me and

It would take Brad Pitt
to leave you
It takes five seconds
to need you

And I'm mad at
all the lovebirds
Cause they
don't know to play our song

I wish that
pretty girls couldn't see you
Wish that all the roads
would lead you
Right to me
Cause that's where you belong
Til Brad Pitt comes along

You call me unlucky cause
I lose everything
But I swear I'd be
careful with it
If you gave me a ring

It would take Brad Pitt
to leave you
It takes five seconds
to need you
And I'm
mad at all the lovebirds
Cause they don't know to
play our song
I wish that pretty girls couldn't
see you

Wish that all the roads would
lead you
Right to me

Cause that's where you belong
Til Brad Pitt comes along.

Put your lips
Close to mine
as long as they don't touch
Out of focus
Eye to eye
Till gravity is too much

And I'll do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And I'd be smart
to walk away,
But you're quicksand

This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
And I, I, I like it

I can't decide
if it's a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of
my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is
skin and bone
Trained to get along
Forever going with the flow
But you're friction

This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
And I, I, I like it

Two headlights shine
through the sleepless night
And I will get you
and get you alone
Your name has echoed
through my mind
And I just think you should
think you should know
That nothing safe is worth
the drive and I would
Follow you
follow you home
I'll follow you
follow you home
This slope is treacherous
I, I, I like it.

I walked through the
door with you
the air was cold
But something
'bout it felt like home
somehow

And I left my scarf
there at your sister's house
And you still got it
in your drawer even now.

Oh your sweet disposition
and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car
getting lost Upstate
Autumn leaves falling
down like pieces into place
And I can picture it
after all these days

And I know it's long gone
And that magic's
not here no more
And I might be okay
But I'm not fine at all

'Cause there we are again
on that little town street
You almost ran the red
'cause you were looking
over me
Wind in my hair I was there
I remember it all too well.

Photo album on the counter
your cheeks were turning red.
You used to be a little kid
with glasses in a twin-size bed
And your mother's
telling stories about
you on a tee ball team
You tell me 'bout your past
thinking your
future was me.

And I know it's
long gone
And there was
nothing else I could do
And I forget
about you long enough
To forget why I needed to

'Cause there we are
again in the middle of the night
We dance around the kitchen
in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs
I was there
I remember it all too well

Maybe we got lost in
translation
maybe I asked for too much
And maybe this thing
was a masterpiece
'til you tore it all up.
Running scared
I was there
I remember it all too well

You call me up again
just to break me
like a promise
So casually cruel
in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up
piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all
too well

Time won't fly
it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my
old self again
but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days
and nights when you
made me your own
Now you mail back my things
and I walk home alone

But you keep my old scarf
from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of
innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'cause
you remember it all too well
'Cause there we are again
when I loved you so
Back before you
Lost the one real thing
you've ever known
It was rare
I was there
I remember it all too well

Wind in my hair
You were there
you remember it all
Down the stairs
you were there
you remember it all
It was rare
I was there
I remember it
all too well.

High rise
veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and
subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced
there like a rainbow above you
Street lights
glisten on the boulevard

And cold nights make
staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake
keep me awake so I won't be
caught off guard

Clearly I am a passerby
But I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day
won't you take me away?
Small town hearts
of the New Year

Brought down by gravity
crystal clear
City fog and brave
dialogue converge
on the frontier
Make haste
I feel your heartbeat
With new taste
for speed
out on the street

Find a road to a humble
abode where both
of our routes meet
The silver sound is all
around and the
colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go
I guess we'll never know

Cheer up and dry your
damp eyes and
tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that
rainbow above you and
shoot it through your veins
'Cause your heart has a lack of
colour and we should've known
That we'd grow up
sooner or later
'Cause we wasted
all our free time
alone

Your nerves gather
with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you
don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a
happy affair
A ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed
Panic on the getaway
The high tide
could take me so far
away

VCR's and motorcars
unite on the
Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure
the rage of the new
Post-Modern Age
'Cause somewhere along
the line all the decades align

We were the crashing
whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely
sea-side holiday
away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling
tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone

Cheer up and dry your
damp eyes and tell me
when it rains

And I'll blend up that
rainbow above you and
shoot it through your veins
'Cause your heart has a lack
of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up
sooner or later
'cause we wasted all our
free time alone.

Tire swings
Summer dreams
Honeysuckle on the breeze
Whistle County creek

Laying in the green grass
I was watching clouds pass
Baby you were watching me
Cold barn struck bed
Everything you said
Slowly educating me
I never had a lesson so sweet

You can get high
on a first kiss

You can get by with
Sweet tea and God's graces
You can love like a sinner
and lose like a winner
Nothing's shatterproof

You can crash and burn
and come back someone
new
And that's what
I learned from you

Autumn rain
Window pane
Looking how the leaves change
Just like the two of us

Still got your laugh
Your ghost
Your jacket
Guess I loved you
way too much

But I'm a little smarter
my heart's a little harder
But it's still soft enough
to cry
Cause I remember
those times
I remember

You can get high on
a first kiss
You can get by with
sweet tea and God's graces
You can love
like a sinner and lose
like a winner

Nothing's shatterproof
You can
crash and burn
and come back someone new
And that's
what I learned from you

Saw you just the other day
All that I could
think to say was
"Hey, how have you been?"
You caught me with that
old smile
Said "It's really been a while
And I still think about back when"

We used to get
high on the first kiss
We could get by with
sweet tea and Jesus
And you can love
like a sinner and
lose like a winner

Nothing's shatterproof
You can crash and burn and
now I'm someone new
And that's what I learned
from you.

I wake up
I stretch out
I wonder what you’re doing
right now

Yeah I slept in my make-up again
Tell myself I must be
crazy

Thinking about him
I find myself something
decent to wear
Take the towel out of my hair
About that time
you called me
And I’m reminded
Without you I’d be

A stranger in an
all night diner
Waiting for
a love to find her
Lonely like a harbor light that's
never seen a boat
Like a line in an old love letter
No one ever wrote

I go to work
work all day

I'm a walking tape recorder
of everything you say
Walk to the car
dig out my keys
Start thinking if
You were with anyone but me

I'd be a stranger in an
all night diner
Waiting for a love to
find her

Lonely like a
harbor light
that's never seen a boat
Just a line in an
old love letter
No one ever wrote

There you are
On the street
Just standing there

Waiting on me I
I show you my new shoes
You say you love them
Baby without you

I’d be a stranger in
an all night diner
Waiting for a love to
find her
Lonely like a harbor that's never
seen a boat
Just a line in an old love letter
No one ever wrote

I wake up
I stretch out
I wonder what you’re
doing right now.

Days go by
I wonder if you hear me
Can't you read
between the lines?

Now I'm standing still
I am disappearing
Take this chance
I'll make you mine

Don't you wonder why
You change in time
Makes you feel
so empty inside

But love's got me
cornered in the back of the
room
I'm spinning around
I'm spinning around
And all I see is someone
I don't know
Love's got me tangled
tired me too
No sign of a wall
sign of wall
Spinning me around
And baby all I see is you

He tells lies
are you really thinking
That you deserve
another try

When you see these eyes
You see another planet
Don't ask how
but fate decides
Don't you wonder why
You change in time
Makes you feel so empty inside

But love's got me
cornered in the back of the
room
I'm spinning around
I'm spinning around
And all I see is someone
I don't know
Love's got me tangled
tired me too
No sign of a wall
sign of wall
Spinning me around
And baby all I see is you

Spinning and turning
And living and learning
I should be able
to handle this
Make it or break it
Move it or shake it
Do it or fake it
Girl you've got to make it

But love's got me
cornered in the back of the
room
I'm spinning around
I'm spinning around

And all I see is someone
I don't know
Love's got me tangled
tired me too

No sign of a wall
sign of wall
Spinning me around
And baby all I see is you

Spinning me around
And baby all I see is you.

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u s e r n a m e ; ;
Hi, I'm Greeenspice! I'm new to the Cheese Doodles community, but I fell in love with the species at first sight. I'm hoping this gorgeous girl could be my first CD!

g e n d e r ; ;
Female

Haha, I'm a girl, of course!

n a m e ; ;
Madeline, or Maddie for short.

Hi. I'm Maddie, or Madeline for short. Whuh? Ha, whoops! Sorry, redo? Hi. I'm Madeline, but feel free to call me Maddie. I speak in the color #BF8040. I love orange tea that tastes like Christmas. I also love stuffing soup--called Bean and Lentil Soup formally.

m e a n i n g ; ;

Madeline has been found frequently in literature, from the poems of Keats and Tennyson to Dickens' Nicholas Nickleby to the charming and much loved children's books of Ludwig Bemelmens starring the sprightly French schoolgirl.

The name "Madeline" means "high tower" or "woman from the tower" in Hebrew literature. For this Cheese Doodle, I just thought Madeline was a cute name, since she reminded me of my friend Maddie.

I'm pretty sure I'm named Maddie because Maddie is such a pretty name and I'm such a pretty Cheese Doodle, right? Just kidding, being modest makes people like you better. Redo. Maddie is such a pretty name, and I hope to live up to the beauty someday.

a g e ; ;

Erm, age is just a number, right?
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Well, if you must know, I'm 19.

w h a t ' s s o u n i q u e ? ; ;

Well my mommy says I'm special... Haha? No? Okay. I had cancer.

Maddie was diagnosed with stomach cancer a few years ago. Even when she found out, she fought it hard, like a soldier. She would follow all the directions the doctor gave her, but she would also go above and beyond to fight it. Someone once told her that cancer was an inward sickness, the worse the victim's mood, the worse the cancer. Maddie decided to be happy. Well, not exactly happy about the fact that she had cancer, but she faced it with a good mood. The cancer made her unable to eat any dairy products, like cheese, milk, or even cakes. She would make "veggie" cake instead, with broccoli and carrots. Also, her favorite drink was orange tea. She claims it tastes like the scent of a Christmas store. Cinnamon, holly, happiness, snow, and joy. Mixed together. She also enjoyed Bean and Lentil soup, which she calls Stuffing Soup. Maddie would play outside with little creatures to brighten her mood. She took sugar pills, which she called "happy pills". (They were sugarcubes... shhhh... don't let the secret reach Maddie's ears)

This was when she was 14.
Now, she is facing treatment with a smile, and the doctors hope she will be fully recovered by the time she is 24.

That's not all that makes Madeline a unique CD, though.
She has big dreams, but lives in a small city. She's trapped within the boundaries of Fort Wayne, Indiana. (don't worry, I (greeenspice) don't live there, it's just a small city I've went to last year) She wants to be famous someday, but her cancer and her home hinder her. To follow her dreams, she draws... on her walls. With permanent marker. She has an array of Sharpies, in all the colors you can imagine. She keeps them on her nightstand, and draws her dreams out. The places she wants to go, the sights she wants to see.

I want to go to Peru someday. Nobody really cares about that though, all they care about is my cancer. And I kinda understand, too.

a c c e s s o r i e s ; ;

I wear a stomach cancer awareness bracelet on my right hand. I'm left handed, so wearing it on my right hand is more practical.

Aside from that, she also has glasses she doesn't like to wear. One of her eyes (left) is 20/20, but the other (right) is 20/50, so she needed glasses. They are dark brown on the outside and white on the inside, like a white-bellied fish.

Ooh! White bellied fishies! Their back is black. From above the water, looking down, you see black fish, which are hard to see. From the bottom of the lake, everything is bright, so you can't really see the white bellies, or the fish. I wish I was a white bellied fish. When I'm out in public, people stare. They see the way I eat, they see the way I'm careful. I wish I could blend in like a white-bellied fish.

Maddie also wears blue stud earrings.

o c c u p a t i o n ; ;
Maddie doesn't really have a formal occupation, and she's not getting one until she's cured.
For now, though, she volunteers at the local preschools, all four of them. She goes to one every day, and on the other three days of the week, she volunteers at the public library. Sometimes she takes Saturday and Sunday off to rest, or to visit her friends.



She also goes to her old high school, and just stares. In her freshman year, right before she was diagnosed, she vowed to her friends that they'd all get out of this town as soon as they could. All her friends left, to California, Florida, Texas, New York, etc. but she never fulfilled the promise. Stuck at home, she made new friends, the ones that went to the community college in Fort Wayne. She sometimes does random research projects in the college's library.

p e r s o n a l i t y ; ;
On the surface, Maddie is a very, very happy and cheerful girl. Even with her cancer, she tries her best to make people happy, and always wears a smile. The smile goes so deep that even Maddie believes she is truly happy. There are some times, however, that she is down. Those times are usually when her medications make her nauseous or grumpy. Sometimes, she's lost in her own mind, though. She thinks of her past, with her old boyfriend. They had a beautiful love, but it just didn't work out, since he was off to college in Canada, while she was stuck in Indiana. She doesn't like talking about it all that much, but when she thinks of it, her bubble is popped, her whole world is swirling around.

Maddie is very caring, especially to little creatures. When she found an injured squirrel once, she took it in, and nursed it back to health before letting it back into the wild. She has a soft heart and and is very willing to listen to others, as long as it's reasonable. But, if she really, really doesn't agree, she will be very stubborn and rest her case until you give in. She's also very good at guilt tripping, but only uses it when she finds it necessary.

She used to be very sporty, but she was a sore loser. She participated in almost every sport in middle school--volleyball, tennis, field hockey, you name it. Maddie was very good at what she did, she made all the goals and right defenses. She went for the ball, never backing down, fearless. Her team mostly always won, but whenever they didn't, she would feel down for a long time, until their next win. If they had a bad season, she would almost think of quitting.

Maddie also doesn't have that good of an education. She had always put friends and sports before academics, and she fell behind in many of her classes. To make it worse, she had to drop high school in her junior year, due to her cancer. She was still with her boyfriend until his senior year, though. In that year, she spent so much time with him that she kind of let her friends go too.

l i k e s ; ;

Orange Tea
Stuffing Soup
Her Friends
Volunteering
Little Creatures
Sad movies
Rugs
Sharpies
Drawing
Calendars
Christmas Music

d i s l i k e s ; ;

Sickness
Cancer
Dairy
Thunderstorms
Spiders
Bears
Haters
Bad Breath
Old Books
Bamboo Plants
Socks

h i s t o r y ; ;

You want me to talk about myself? Alright... I didn't know you c-cared that much, but okay. Here it goes:
I was born in Kansas City, the one in Missouri, not Kansas. I never really got why they had two Kansas Cities.
When I was four, my parents got divorced. My dad moved away to New York, and I was left in my mom's care. She was a really good mother, and she moved us to Fort Wayne, where she got a job at the diner.
In elementary school I was really "popular", as far as popular could get in fourth grade. Boys liked me, and one even gave me a kiss on the cheek. It was just a peck, don't worry!! All my girl friends went bowling with me, out to the pool, beach, wherever I went, my friends did. One of my friend's dad was a manager at the local factory. He gave my mom a job there as a mechanical engineer. She learned the ways of factory life quickly. In middle school, I did a lot of sports. My mom's health slowly went downhill, due to the factory. She retired and I got a small job as a waitress for a year to get us by.
My freshman year of high school I was diagnosed with cancer. My mom spent the last of our money on treatment. In my sophomore year I met the love of my life, or so I thought. He gave us some money to help my family. Then... One night, my mom was sick, and he rushed her to the hospital.
Then...
Then... I'm sorry. I can't go on.

^^^I'll take it from here.
Maddie's mom passed away that night in the hospital. It was halfway through her sophomore year. She went to live with her boyfriend's family. In her junior year, she dropped high school. Her boyfriend's family was like a second family to her, and they helped her get treatment and medications. In her boyfriend's senior year, though, he got accepted into a college. She was so happy for him. At first, he promised to come visit her, and it would work out. Then, Maddie decided to break it off; she said it would be better for him, and his family, if she wasn't their burden. Even though Maddie still loved him, and he loved her, she didn't want to keep hurting his family. She pretended to be angry with him and screamed that she didn't love him anymore. Maddie ran out of the house, with a heartbroken ex-boyfriend running after her. He understood the real reason why she left.

Love made us all liars.

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Madeline smiled as she smelled the air of autumn. Leaves falling around her. She was swinging her legs on the bench, waiting for him. He told her he would meet her here. A wave of excitement rushed over her, bubbling up like soda. She could feel the hairs creeping up on her back when a breeze went by. In the distance, she saw a figure, dark against the light skyline. He was coming!
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"Hey," he said, taking her paw into his.
"Hi," she trailed off, breathlessly, staring into his deep eyes. soooodreamy

They went off on the typical introduction, telling about family, hobbies, friends, likings, etc. etc. Maddie found out they had lots in common--both sporty, big dreams, trapped in a little town.

On their first date, they went to an ice cream shop down the street. He was so polite, so caring, so gentle, and just the right amount of protective. She had shaved ice, since she was allergic to dairy. He apologized over and over for being so inconsiderate, saying that it just "slipped his mind". She told him that it was fine, she liked shaved ice too. He felt bad, but he got vanilla ice cream anyways.

"So, what do you like about me?" Sophomore Maddie was curious.

"Well, for one, you're beautiful," he said, looking straight into her eyes, dead serious, "and you're so sweet. You could go a whole lifetime without getting any beauty sleep, and you'd still be the most beautiful princess in the world to me."

Maddie giggled and went on to tell him that he was perfect in every way.
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The next date was at the movies. They watched one of those old fashioned, tragic movies. It was a clear day, sunny, only a few clouds in the sky. Maddie met up with him at the cafe next to the cinema. They shared a coffee and a cinnamon roll before heading into the theater's doors. He held the door for her.

She blushed when he told the cashier, "Two tickets, one for me, and one for my to-be-wife." He promised to live up to the statement as best as he could. She kissed him on the cheek.

In the theater, they sat in the front. When the hero rescued the damsel in distress, Maddie was ecstatic. fairytalesarereal
But then the princess died. And Maddie wept on his shoulder. He hugged her and comforted her.
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"Maddie. Get up!" he called. Maddie awoke with a start. itsasundaymorningwhatcouldbewrong But then she sensed it. She could hear her mom's shattered breathing from downstairs. She rushed down and brought her mom to the hospital with him. In the afternoon she was released from the hospital. whewwhewwhew

That night it happened again. This time her mom never made it back. Maddie sobbed and sobbed, called her dad, who was in New York, and told him what happened. He said he was sorry, he said he would miss her and pray, he said he wouldn't come back. youleftmeasachild She cried. nowyouleavemeatmylowestpoint

Maddie's boyfriend hugged her. He took her in, to live with his family.

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icant

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burden

Maddie had her head in her hands. She looked out the window, thought, His family is so good to me. So good. I'm just being a-a-a... a burden. I'm being a burden. He'll be off to college, he'll come visit if I stay. I can't stay. I'm a bbburdenn. I c-can't. Can't. I have to leave. Find a place on my own.

She stood up, and walked out of the room, into his family's den. "Hey, I have s-something to discuss..." she said, awkwardly trying to look confident.

"Honey, oh dear, what's wrong?" his mom came to hug her, troubled by the look on Maddie's face.

When his whole family gathered around the table, she said, "I've been thinking, lately, maybe, I'm becoming a burden. It was so good of you to take me in," she looked at his parents, "but I can't keep being a burden. I'm more than grateful for the love you've g-given me, but I don't want to k-keep hurt-t-ting this family. You guys are like my second family, but he's off to college soon, and I'll just be a nuisance. I-I think I should-d-d leave... maybe?"

The family quickly said no. They wouldn't even allow it. They love her, and always will, and plus, it would just hurt the relationship.

I know, she wanted to say, I love you guys too. I just can't stand to have you suffer with me.

Maddie had decided. This was the only way. pretend
pretend to be mad
only way

love made us all liars

"NO!" Maddie screamed at him. "No! I d-don't love you! Not anymore! I can't stan-n-nd this anymo-ore!" She fought back tears, choking on her words. i dont mean any of this. i love you. i love you. im just protecting you. i cant make you suffer with me. not your family. no. this is the only way. i love you.

She ran out of the house, screaming, hating herself for doing this. but it's the only way. to keep them unharmed. love.

He pulled her in a last embrace, saying goodbye. He understood. She knew he did. He wanted to stop her, but couldn't. "GO AWAY!" she yelled, pulling back, in fake disgust, hiding her sadness and love underneath. "LEAVE!" please don't. i love you. stay. don't listen to me. make me ssssttttaayyy. mmake me sstay. i love yyou. donn't go. pleasee.

i'm sorry i'm a burden. i'm sorry i broke it off. i'm sorry that we both still love each other. can't you see? this is the only way you won't drown with me. i'll be fine, i promise, i hope, at least. i will always love you. i don't know how you'll explain this to your family. i'm sorry. i don't want to hurt you.

She turned and ran away from his house.

She looked back just in time for him to catch her last glance. goodbye. be happy without me as a burden anymore. live the big life. your dreams. you deserve no less.

i love you.

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The winner is Greeenspice!!! Congratulations! Your form was beautiful omg you have noooo idea <3 <3 Ive never seen such a pretty form!

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I'll take great care of Maddieeee <33333 omgg thank you so much sammich!!!

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