

Never Again. wrote:Achromatic wrote:I feel so empty all of a sudden, they say new schools are usually for the better, but not for me.
This is my first year at a completely different new school. I don't know anyone there, except for a girl that goes to my church. We're not that close, but she's someone I know. I really miss my old class. I know it's wrong to live in the past, but my new classmates have been together for 7 years already. Whenever they start a conversation, it usually leads to a discussion about what did last year or whatever. I try to not let it bother me, but it really hurts. Honestly, I don't want to be friends with these people, they're just not my type, but I feel forced to since I'm relying on them to get around this new school. I've started to realize that my old friends have found new classmates and have gotton along pretty well with them, and there's a growing distance between us. We're not as close as we used to be. I try to push myself to fit in, but I can't. I used to be pretty popular (mostly because I'm not a selfish person and I always help others with homework) in my old school, and, not trying to prove anything, I'm definately among the smartest in the class. I'm not saying I have a higher IQ. When I say smarter, I mean smarter than the people of the same age group around me. Here at my new school, your physical abilities and gym grades mean alot. Now, I'm very very bad at gym and sports, and that's a problem. I feel like everyone is drawing their magnifying glass and focusing on my weakness instead of realizing my other talents. Sure, the girls and some guys are friendly towards me, but only because I'm new and people are more interested towards new things. Once all the fuss is gone, then what? Am I going to be the 'stupid sicko' of the class?
It's not even fair. Just a few minutes ago I just found out that one of my classmates held a b-day party and invited pretty much everyone else but me. Everyone else but me.
And nobody told me.
It really hurts, really really hurts. I didn't have a choice, I was just trying to fit in. Why?
-Achromatic
You poor thing!-hugs-
I'm scared of moving on to high school as I will be leaving friends behind! ;-;
I really do hope you find someone who like you.Who cares about you.Who feels for you like i do <3



Achromatic wrote:I feel so empty all of a sudden, they say new schools are usually for the better, but not for me.
This is my first year at a completely different new school. I don't know anyone there, except for a girl that goes to my church. We're not that close, but she's someone I know. I really miss my old class. I know it's wrong to live in the past, but my new classmates have been together for 7 years already. Whenever they start a conversation, it usually leads to a discussion about what did last year or whatever. I try to not let it bother me, but it really hurts. Honestly, I don't want to be friends with these people, they're just not my type, but I feel forced to since I'm relying on them to get around this new school. I've started to realize that my old friends have found new classmates and have gotton along pretty well with them, and there's a growing distance between us. We're not as close as we used to be. I try to push myself to fit in, but I can't. I used to be pretty popular (mostly because I'm not a selfish person and I always help others with homework) in my old school, and, not trying to prove anything, I'm definately among the smartest in the class. I'm not saying I have a higher IQ. When I say smarter, I mean smarter than the people of the same age group around me. Here at my new school, your physical abilities and gym grades mean alot. Now, I'm very very bad at gym and sports, and that's a problem. I feel like everyone is drawing their magnifying glass and focusing on my weakness instead of realizing my other talents. Sure, the girls and some guys are friendly towards me, but only because I'm new and people are more interested towards new things. Once all the fuss is gone, then what? Am I going to be the 'stupid sicko' of the class?
It's not even fair. Just a few minutes ago I just found out that one of my classmates held a b-day party and invited pretty much everyone else but me. Everyone else but me.
And nobody told me.
It really hurts, really really hurts. I didn't have a choice, I was just trying to fit in. Why?
-Achromatic
Frosttheleopard wrote:Now I'm 99.99% sure my cat is dying.
I've had her for my entire life, literally. I'm not ready to loose her yet...
She hasn't been eating or drinking, she hasn't been using her litterbox, she threw up bile today, she coughed up bloody mucus.
The stress and constant attacks from the new kitten is killing her. Not to mention she's starving because he always eats all her food...
I just hope that during her final moments, I can be there with her. I want to be able to hold her in my arms one last time when she dies... I can barely see through my tears right now.
She is the kindest, most beautiful cat I have ever known. I don't want to loose her... She isn't just a pet, she isn't just a lifelong friend. She's family. Her death would be just as devastating as if my sister or my dad died. I'm not ready to loose my best friend. I don't want her to die, she can't be dying yet...
I really need a hug. There has been so many tragic events in my life, with the best dog I could ever ask for passing away, bullying, betrayal, blackmail, learning my uncle has cancer, my grandfather dying, my brother hating me, now this.
Camillion wrote:Yay home alone with a tornado touchdown RIGHT by me ;-; please don't let it come near omg I'm scared
PeachFuzz wrote:Camillion wrote:Yay home alone with a tornado touchdown RIGHT by me ;-; please don't let it come near omg I'm scared
*hugs*
I'm praying for you and I hope everything will be OK <3

OMG same i have a tornado near me
but on another note
im done. done.
I've tried so hard to impress him. I thought he liked me, and I liked him so much. And then he sends me a picture of his girlfriend kissing his cheek? That just killed me.
Thanks so much. You meant the world to me.

oakydeer wrote:
OMG same i have a tornado near me
but on another note
im done. done.
I've tried so hard to impress him. I thought he liked me, and I liked him so much. And then he sends me a picture of his girlfriend kissing his cheek? That just killed me.
Thanks so much. You meant the world to me.
Okay girl, listen to me. That fool doesn't mean jack. If he's toying with your heart like that, its time to drop him from your life and NEVER speak to him again. Its time for you to live for the most important person in the world. Yourself. U u U

Camillion wrote:Yay home alone with a tornado touchdown RIGHT by me ;-; please don't let it come near omg I'm scared


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