



voodoo dynamics. wrote:i'm so confused.
what's happening.
what happened.
my daddy kicked me today.
I don't understand.
all that I've ever done is love him. I tell him that I love him, give him hugs and kisses before bed and in the morning, I make him things, I bake him cookies and go everywhere with him.
sometimes it feels like i'm a dog, and daddy's my master. a dog will love it's master no matter what the master does to the dog.
but what makes it worse, is that he kicked me when I was bringing him some cookies that i'd baked especially for him, and a little story that i'd written and wanted him to read.
he called me fat and lazy and pathetic and useless.
he's never done this before.
whats gone wrong.
i'm so scared.
was he just having a bad day, or does he really hate me?
I want my daddy back ;^;
can I please have a hug? i'm so close to tears...
thank you if you read that all <3















voodoo dynamics. wrote:i'm so confused.
what's happening.
what happened.
my daddy kicked me today.
I don't understand.
all that I've ever done is love him. I tell him that I love him, give him hugs and kisses before bed and in the morning, I make him things, I bake him cookies and go everywhere with him.
sometimes it feels like i'm a dog, and daddy's my master. a dog will love it's master no matter what the master does to the dog.
but what makes it worse, is that he kicked me when I was bringing him some cookies that i'd baked especially for him, and a little story that i'd written and wanted him to read.
he called me fat and lazy and pathetic and useless.
he's never done this before.
whats gone wrong.
i'm so scared.
was he just having a bad day, or does he really hate me?
I want my daddy back ;^;
can I please have a hug? i'm so close to tears...
thank you if you read that all <3

CinnyKitty wrote:I feel like everyone is pressuring me to be religious. I've tried to become religious, but science makes so much more sense to me... And I feel like I'll never be fully loved by my friends because I'm not religious. ;n;
voodoo dynamics. wrote:i'm so confused.
what's happening.
what happened.
my daddy kicked me today.
I don't understand.
all that I've ever done is love him. I tell him that I love him, give him hugs and kisses before bed and in the morning, I make him things, I bake him cookies and go everywhere with him.
sometimes it feels like i'm a dog, and daddy's my master. a dog will love it's master no matter what the master does to the dog.
but what makes it worse, is that he kicked me when I was bringing him some cookies that i'd baked especially for him, and a little story that i'd written and wanted him to read.
he called me fat and lazy and pathetic and useless.
he's never done this before.
whats gone wrong.
i'm so scared.
was he just having a bad day, or does he really hate me?
I want my daddy back ;^;
can I please have a hug? i'm so close to tears...
thank you if you read that all <3
Edward Elric wrote:» I feel like I'm not wanted anymore.
My parents are always yelling, at eachother, me, my brother. I'm blamed for everything in my house. My brother does know how to leave bruises and cuts, things he has done a lot to me recently. I've been ridiculed by him lately, more than usual. The things he calls me makes me hate myself and feel small. I have become anorexic at one point because he calls me obeese (I am apparently severely underweight according to my doctor). I can't look in a mirror without seeing all my flaws, or enter a room without being afraid. At school everyone I ever confided in is turning against me. I'm now a even bigger outcast. I'm being severely bullied again. Physically and Emotionally. Nobody is there for me, my great aunt has told me openly she hates me and wishes death upon me. I can go on longer but I honestly dont think I should.
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