"I know I love you but I won't
But I just need something to calm my nerves
Tell you a thing in case you don't
Preferably a cigarette or something just as absurd
I know I miss you, but it's OK
Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay
I don't get depressed when I am lonely
'Cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain
Of the distance that took you away"