Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends | V4

[WalkerNom]

Story of my life:

[Anuran]

ASDFGHJKL;!
Soooo, during lunch today, I was standing in my usual spot in front of the cafeteria, waiting for my friends as they left their classes to come meet me. (I get out earlier than everyone else because my teacher is super snazzy) While I was standing there by myself, my crush that likes me too got out before my friends did, and we found ourselves by, well, ourselves, for the first time ever. He gave me literally, the best hug I've ever gotten, y'know, the super long ones where they rub your back and play with your hair and talk and you can hear their heart beating and their voice humming through their chest. Twas beyond amazing. He was putting major overkill into flirting with me, calling me all of this gushy stuff while we hugged, and then when he had to go to get his lunch, I thought he was gonna kiss me. Like, his lips were RIGHT THERE, but... it didn't happen. :c Anywho, he squeezed me and then whistled at me and winked and such when he left, and just AGH. I hope he asks me to homecoming; and since he's Vars. Football, I'm definately going to the homecoming game to see him play. c: I wanna chill with him alone during lunch sometime, but uuuuuuuugggh nerrrrves I'm so scared to askkkkk because then everyone will know that him and I like eachother and we've been keeping it on the down-low for now.. I just... ugh I don't know. I really, really like this boy. Like, a lot. We're both more or less athletic, we both like the same music, rock and alt rock and such, we both have the same shade of blonde hair, we're just so in sync in everything besides food. He likes a bunch of nasty things like coffee without sugar. I need at least two teaspoons of it. -.- Asdfghjkl;. I just hope that he asks me soon, lol. <3

[Keletheryl]

So, I was walking home from school with my friend and as we're walking, my boyfriend walks past us towards the school. Doesn't even say hi to me. I really hope that he just didn't see me, but we were supposed to meet up today too and he said he was 'not home until 6'. It was almost 3 at that time.. so I hope that he just didn't see me and that he was going to go out somewhere and not be back until 6..? I'm kind of hurt by this. I don't know what to think.

[Madison143]

Oh gosh. How do you do this to me? Does anyone notice how much I like you? Don't you?
We used to tect so much, but now our conversations are short and far inbetween...

[spiderman_socks]

My feelings are kind of all over the place right now. ;_; I just don't even.

[Lana1171]

When you have this one question on your mind.... Is it okay to like one direction and have a boyfriend? I am like obsessed with one direction it's not funny and he doesn't mind but... This question is still on my mind

Edit: Another question I have on my mind is why do people stare at my boyfriend and I? Seriously... All we do is sit next to each other, hold hands and he puts his arm around me that's all! It's not like we can't keep our hands off each other... God! Even the teacher gave a me a lecture like saying "she's watching my hands" cause I sat next to him.. Even know I'm like not really a little kid anymore, but we do go to a Catholic school so um....

[kafka]

Having no crush is weird :|
My friend and I just recently broke away from our crushes, so now... I think we're crushing on food >.>
Not as in we're eating too much, but the other day some guy dropped a grape on the ground and we stared at it, going "omg it's so cute ^o^"

Eh. Maybe it's just us.

[Refugee]

@Noni: Don't worry about now. Maybe let it grow out a bit? Change its color? honestly I have no idea what you look like irl so I can't give you a straight answer. But like I said, don't worry about guys. You'll be out of school soon enough, you'll meet a HUGE variety of guys at college/your work/the real world, whichever you are heading towards. PM me if you want me to explain further, ok?

I hate myself! I chickened out on him today...!

Okay, despite what I've said about this guy, Brian (yes, the one I've mentioned in SOOO many posts before. I'm crazy over this guy) Anyways, I'm a guitarist. Its one of my biggest hobbies and sometimes at school its all I ever talk about.

Brian wanted to impress me, so he brought his acoustic to school today.

Then he asked me to stay after school with him alone (10th period, from 2-3) to play guitar with him and show him what I can play, etc., since people say I'm a good guitarist apparently

But, I DITCHED him. I TOTALLY forgot about it and when time came to get on the bus to go home, I realized this and my heart SUNK. I felt so AWFUL. I think I left him in the orchestra room all alone!

So I don't know the words to apologize to him.. and I also think maybe subliminally I chickened out cause the last time I stayed after school with a guy ALONE, he tried to kiss me. So maybe I was recalling that and didn't want that to happen again?

NOTE: Brian and I had a past. We never dated, but we were crushing on each other two years ago... and he knows that, I know that...

So what's wrong with me? Maybe do I still have feelings for this guy? Does he maybe still like me back? Why is it that he wanted me to come down and spend an hour with him alone in the orchestra room with his guitar..? I've know him for five long years and honestly, this boy drives me nuts. Like in a good, frustrating love kinda way.

Please help anyone,
-Kris <3

[Noni Gailin Ayrenin~]

@Noni: Don't worry about now. Maybe let it grow out a bit? Change its color? honestly I have no idea what you look like irl so I can't give you a straight answer. But like I said, don't worry about guys. You'll be out of school soon enough, you'll meet a HUGE variety of guys at college/your work/the real world, whichever you are heading towards. PM me if you want me to explain further, ok?

Actually, I was thinking about dying my hair black, and since my bangs are blonde, doing those in either a deep purple or a neon purple.

I'll edit this post later with a Picture I drew to give you a rough idea of my hair style.

[Roonil Wazlib]

@TeganlovesNiall
You're allowed to find other guys attractive while having a boyfriend...there really can't be a 'rule' against finding people attractive, it's part of human nature. You can have pictures, albums, t-shirts of 1D, it's not like you can cheat on your boyfriend with a band you're never likely to meet.