Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Bye.....]

Dear crush,
How is the new school? This year has been a lot harder than I thought. Going there with you would've been easier. All of my friends are there, including you. Everyone here... it just feels like they hate me. I mean, my best friend still comes around but I miss hanging out with you and everyone else. I know it's cheesy and cliché and everything but the fear I won't get in creeps up on me every day. My grades are depending on this and the lack of friends is probably showing in my work. It's just... oh my gosh I wish I had just gone in the first place. It's so hard here without everyone. It's all drama and a sea of people I feel hate my guts.
Until next year I guess,
Your unhappy Rue

[noodle cat]

Dear Ezra Miller,
So I watched another movie with you in it. In this one you played a deranged son. Perfect.
-Cat

[Anuran]

To my Runaway Textbook,

It would be lovely if you came back because, yeah, I don't have the eighty-something dollars to pay for 'losing' you, unless the bookroom teacher is willing to accept Hollister gift cards. Also, I'm scared to report your absence to him because, well, the teacher-bro is my homie-g and I don't feel like bringing him the news that I've 'lost' one of his books. It's almost the equivilant of running a daycare and telling the parents, 'Whoops, I've 'lost' your kid.' So, yeah. Please come back to me. I won't criticize your weight anymore, nor the fact I have to lug you around all day!

love,
Mwah.

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To My Broski,

Yeah,
uhm.
Stop telling me that you want an ingrown fingernail.
I know that you're jealous, because I was fretting over this gorgeous senior's brother's freakishly growing fingernails.
I ALWAYS GIVE YOU ATTENTION.
You're like a freakin' older sibling, jeegus.

love,
Your Brosis.

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To That Incredibly Gorgeous Senior I Chill With In Eighth,

So,
Yeah.
Has anyone told you that you've got a gawgeous voice? ;D
Like, furreals doe.
Your laugh gave me chills.
And the way we battled to answer the sub first, and you said, 'Oh, -censorship-, it's ON!'.
Yeah.
I think you're freakin' awesome. xD

From,
The-Junior-Who-Totally-Won

[VesVes]

Dear society,

I like animals. DEAL WITH IT.

From,
Nyota

[randomlygenerated]

Dear former self,

Yes, everyone is right. You don't know very much about stress. You don't know the meaning of the word 'confused.' You will have to wait until you grow up. But I won't scorn you for it.
I know you think that life doesn't get much more confusing. But it does; trust me, it does.

I want to be right, but I'm always wrong
And when I'm wrong, it feels more right than right ever did
Right is not fixed; it turns as I turn
I don't want it to

I want to laugh, but it's better to cry
Crying is living more than laughing ever lived
And when I want to cry, I laugh
I don't want to

I want to sleep when I'm awake
And waking, want to live a dream
But I hate the dreams I want the most
I don't want to

I feel like I'm truly living, but I'm dead inside
I'm not in control, but I don't want to be
So why do I feel so out-of-my-depth?
I don't want to

I want to be me, but who am I?
The more I want to be me, the less I like myself
Yet when I am myself, I love me
I don't want to

I want to be someone else, someone who's more like me
I want a more tangible unreality
I want to be free
I don't want to

Yes, I know you won't understand that, dear. I didn't expect you to. But when you DO understand it, perhaps it will be quite comforting to write it down.

You're all you've got for definite, so learn to love yourself. I didn't used to love me... but we've been through a lot together, and despite all I say, I do love myself. Though I argue with myself, though I despise myself, though I tell myself off, though I don't understand myself; I do love me. You will too, one day.

Love from,
~ You, at 19

PS. Don't worry, I don't think you'll ever lose your sense of humour. It's the one thing you have that no one else gets. Xx

[spacecowboy79]

Dear Dad ,
I get so sick of it sometimes .
the constant nagging to go make myself look presentable , and the way you make Mom feel , and even the way you've scared me out of everything . Mom deserves better than what you put her through sometimes .
well , I'm just done . I AM good enough , and I'm sorry I didn't realize it sooner . I'll love who I want .
I'll look how I want . I'll be vegetarian if I want .
I'm not gonna let you and your crap scare me out of living my life anymore .
love ,
Gabbi
p.s. I'm sorry that you're such a miserable person , but I'd rather be positive .(:

[selenite.]

Yo S__
please stop telling me I'm too young to date a senior
please stop telling me my boyfriend's one of "those guys"
last year you dated four seniors
so stop looking so offended when I tell you to go away
yeah you have more experience then me
got it..
but you don't even know my boyfriend
I don't care if he hangs out with all the "attractive players"
he's different than them though
not to sound cliche or anything but come now
players don't tell you they really actually love you
players don't stay by your side when you're completely broken down wishing you weren't alive
players don't lay by your side and point out everything they love about you
so stop thinking you know everything about him
because he's nothing like the guys you've dated
thanks
-the girl who knows you're jealous

[MajorPoland]

Dear M,
I hope that you won't be too sad or angry.I am not able to see you ever again,because my parents don't allow me.They say that you have a bad influence on me,but I don't think so.They say that I have to wake up and see the world how it is and not I want it to be.But I want to be together with you,because you are the bright light in the darkness that is guiding my way.Please,try to forget all that moments you had with me,I am sure there were many.I won't forget you,but I'll try to pull the memories of the free time we've spent together somewhere in the last corner of my very small brain.If there is one thing I lack it,it'd be forgetting about you and me.For some reason I think that this Thursday will break my heart more than anything else did.You are the most amazing person I've ever met and I want you to stay like you are.Maybe in the future,we'll build our friendship up again,because I am sure that we won't see each other for a very long time.You are more worth to me than you know.I know that you'll be happy without me too,but remember that if you feel alone there is always a person thinking of you out there.There are so many things I wanted to say to you,but I never told them to you,because I was afraid,but I am sure that you'll find it out sooner or later.Stay strong,we'll meet again,I am very sure.

Love,
Theory11

[Tuesday & Imoen]

Dear ____,

Let me just say that I absolutely adore you. And I would never ever say or do anything to hurt you. I've dug myself a hole and it's looking like I'm taking sides to you, I'm sure. But I'm not. I promise. I really wish you would just confront me about all of this. I'd be very open and honest. I want to talk to you about all of this awful gossip going on but I don't know how to and I'm afraid... afraid you'll hate me or be mean to me or tell me it's none of my business or worse, even dismiss everything. I definitely don't want to feel scared or worried about talking to you. Because like I said, I care about you, and it'd kill me to think you think badly of me. You've done so much for me (more than you'll ever know, really) and I wouldn't pay you back this way. Please talk to me soon about all of this.

[spacecowboy79]

dear _____ ,
don't you dare forget about me .
I can't lose another one .
love ,
- Gabbi

dear C____ ,
I wish I could just tell you . but I guess we're funny like that , huh ? (x
whatever . I'm sure you'll figure it out sooner or later .
why are you so hard to read ?(x
but I'm glad it turned out okay for you , at least .<3
even though you're semi - retarded at the moment , I want you to know the last thing I would do is intentionally hurt you .
love ,
- Gabbi <3
ps , can we stay friends ?