A r a ' s J o u r n a l || Stay Out

[ElementStar]

July 7, 2013

Everything was fine... Everything was perfectly fine until Neige was an idiot!
Someone told me about his latest journal entry and I am furious.

You know what, Neige? I couldn't care less about you wings. And I if you talked to Divine, you would have realized that I told her that I am ready to move on. And what you said just strengthens the reason why.
You couldn't care less about my feelings.

I liked you at first from what I knew about you, you seemed like a wonderful guy. When I met you, these was... The energy around you was kind and warm. As I got to know you better, my feelings became sturdy and I felt like you were the one for me, so of course I was crushed when you started dating my best friend. Who wouldn't be?
And you shouldn't think so highly of yourself, not everyone likes you fancy wings!
And if you and Divine don't work out, I don't know if I would be able to forgive you. You gave me so much false hope...
Neige, my feelings for you were as true as the sun is bright. (tear drops begin smudging the words, but they are still legible)

Neige, I am sorry. I wish I could ask you what I did to make you think my feelings were not true... But... I don't think we will ever speak again. This was the last straw. I think... I think it's time I moved back to England. It's obvious no one here really cares about me, with love or friendship.

Goodbye, unless someone can convince me otherwise, this will be my last journal entry.

-Ara

[ElementStar]

July 26, 2013

It has been a long time since I made an entry here, hasn't it?

Anyways, so much has happened. Neige proposed to Divine, but don't worry, I have moved on. I am going to be the Maid of Honor and I am quite excited. However, it is going to be challenging. I was attacked not too long ago and I am recovering in a hospital, but I am strong enough to go to the wedding. That, and I got into a flared argument with the hospital staff since I was able to beat every reason they had for my not to go to the wedding. I will not miss my best friend's special day.

Also, I have been thinking. After Neige, I realized I needed to rethink what I was looking for in a guy. Now that I am certain I know what I am looking for, I might have found him... twice. There are two guys who are so different, yet... I am drawn to both. Oh, I feel terrible because of this. I can't like two guys, can I?
I haven't even spoken to one of them...
I am going to try to talk to both of them more, maybe then I will realize which one is right? That, or I end up alone again and I need to keep waiting.

What else is there...
Atlas and Nike are growing well, they are still sweet bundles of fluff, though. If I ever get a boyfriend, he better like cats. That, and Greek mythology. My middle name is the name of a Greek goddess, after all.

So, I think that's about it. I hope I didn't leave anything major out.
So long for now.

-Ara

[ElementStar]

August 8, 2013

I must say, I am very excited!
As I have stated before, I have a crush on two guys. Hugo and Glacier. Well, my crush on Hugo is constantly growing. He's my friend, so I already know him well, and he's just a wonderful guy.

Oh yes, another thing, Hugo and I are going to go on a date! I'm more excited than I was about my first date with Neige. Honestly, I'm a bit glad I'm not with Neige. If I had been his girlfriend, I never would have gotten to fall for Hugo. He's such a great dragon!

Now, I should really stop rambling about Hugo.
I am still recovering, but I'm healing very well. My wounds don't show signs of scarring, which is promising.

I'm not sure what else to write, really. Life is relatively calm.
Happy asked me fore some advice. Sadly, since I've never had a guy ask me to be his girlfriend, I wasn't much help. Luckily, Happy doesn't plan to do what he asked me about any time soon.

I guess I'm done for now. Hopefully I'll be able to make another entry soon.

-Ara

[ElementStar]

August 22, 2013

Well then…
I suppose I should say good job to Happy, seeing as he finally asked her to be his girlfriend. She said yes, and when he told me he was beaming with joy. It’s quite a sight when a happy dragon is flooded with joy and love.

Anyways, congratulations to Happy and Silhouette, but this is my journal.
Hugo is such a wonderful guy and our date is going wonderfully!
He took me to a cottage tea house and oh, it was just lovely. I had green tea to calm my nerves, yet it didn’t change the fact that it felt like my heart was racing with excitement.
I can’t wait to see what he has planned next for our date!

So, it seems that there are some new children running around. Congratulations to the parents… but it makes me wonder if I will ever have a family again.
I have no siblings, so I will never be an aunt or a sister, and all of the Fallon family except me was killed back in England.
Though not everyone quite realizes it, I am an orphan…
Luckily I have Adnon. He’s like a grandfather to me, so at least I have him around.

- Ara

[ElementStar]

month day, year

Well, I have some good news and bad news.

Hugo and I are now dating! He asked me to be his girlfriend, and there was no way I wasn't going to say yes. I had to make sure he was willing to face the danger I live with, but he was so sweet and I know his words were true. I am so glad we met, I love him. <3

Now for the bad news.
Well, to some it wouldn't be bad, but I am the only one with an Angel as a relative.
My brother, Icarus, has been trying to talk to me again. Sure, I care about him, but only a little bit. I grew up as an only child, and when I properly meet him, he's an Angel. We aren't very close, and I have a life of my own. Sometimes I just wish he would leave me alone...

-Ara