Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[mindfreakmagic]

Dear person of which I know,

I loved you for at least 3 years, and I'm still waiting for you to realize that turning me down wasn't a good idea.
Plus you friendzoned me to boot! Now we hardly speak anymore.

I've said this before and I'll say it again: When you're rejected by the man who is in your opinion 100% perfect, it kills your ego.

I hope you realize(d) that I'm actually a good girl who just wanted to love you for who you are. I wouldn't have changed anything about you. I respect and admire you fully still to this day.

I know that I have another man who I love even more now and he's one who I wouldn't leave for anything!

I hate to say it, but I wish you fall in love with someone and be rejected, even though they are everything to you. And then you stay in love with them! And when you try to win them over it fails no matter what you do. So then you could feel the pain I felt for 3 years hoping you would come around.

With a sadistic smile on my face and a ring on my finger,
~mindfreakmagic

(P.S. And I'm glad that ring isn't from you!)

[zoëlovespuppies]

Dear Friends,
You are both really good friends. The thing is though, you fight. A lot. And I don't know what to do when it happens. I feel bad picking sides, so I try to help but it doesn't work. You always rant about each other and I never know what to say in response. I'm afraid eventually one of you are going to say something that you regret and that makes the other feel really bad. I wish we could all get along.
With hope,
Z

[. ME]

Dear ___,
I hate you.
So much.
I hope you rot and die and that your business goes out.

[Simplistic Beauty]

Dear me,

Please make up your mind if you wanna take hip hop dance lessons or not. I think I do but i'm not sure. I mean, you used to take dance as a kid and loved it to death. I think you should me.

singed,
yourself.

[Aspen Woods]

Dear 'friend',
It was nice to hear from you today... I'm quite surprised you didn't forget about me, seeing as that seems to always happen. ^.^" Recalling our childhood... brought back some things that were better left buried... I really am going to miss you when you leave. I just wish you know what's going on... and that I'm not the same wolf I convinced you I was. Well, thank you, I guess... Thanks for not abandoning me.
~A lonely, bothersome wolf

[Simplistic Beauty]

Dear music,

Thanks so much for always putting me in that mood where I don't care about anything. You have always been there for me when I feel like crying or blowing up at somebody. You help me keep my calm and find my inner peace. Even if i'm in a good mood you make me feel even greater.

Love,
A girl who can't live without music.

[Takk]

Dear 'Guy'
I wish you'd consider my feelings before ranting about what I'm doing and making me feel bad. It's not my fault my tough child-hood left me rough and numb with some emotions; particularly the ones your after. Just because I can't talk about my feelings and cry, doesn't mean you should try to make me... It hurts to be accused by what you think you see...
From,
Devil-May-Cry

[Lucifer]

The fact that the Advanced Oekaki board has been added and the forum debating about it is making me feel bad.

[.elkie]

Dear Resident Crush/Jerkwad

Oh. I've resorted to writing to you... But you'll never see this. Why? Because. You don't need to make fun of me any more. I know what I did was stupid. I shouldn't have sent you that letter after valentines day-- The one with the candy and German quotations...

I'm so stupid! I hate myself for what I did. I tore a rift between our families that wasn't there originally. My friends did help me make the decision, suffice to say I made the choice on my own. It was stupid, I'm so freaking stupid. And you already hated me-- You're a month younger than me and I'm always a complete arse to everybody I care about. I can't look you in the freaking eye, you never text me back and I'm pretty sure you told everybody I HOUNDED you for your number when I only asked once. You said why, I said because, and you gave it to me. I won't text you back if you ever do text me, though. No, no way. I over-analyze and I read into everything that truly isn't there. We've had our conversations... Then you start calling me names... Bad names. Not idiot, even though you did call me that many times... But worse than that. Your side said it was said as a joke... BECAUSE you convinced them it was. I didn't take it that way. Like HECK I didn't. And when my sister decided to talk to you about it to defend me I managed to inadvertently make everything worse. Like I always do.

I always make every freaking thing worse. Like the opposite of King Midas.

Now my family will be forever angry with me. With the stupid decision I stupidly made.
And your family will NEVER be as close to mine as it used to be. Your mom is my Taekwondo instructor. I may be a Black Belt, but she's the instructor.. My sister, too. Now there's nearly a family rivalry. Your mom and my mom used to buddy it around... AND IT'S MY FAULT THEY'RE SO DISTANT NOW.

ALL BECAUSE YOU MADE ME LIKE YOU.

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, THOUGH. NOTHING COULD EVER BE ANYBODY ELSE'S FAULT.

I know that it's my fault. I know. I know that it's not your fault. It's nobody else's but mine. And I got everybody else to try to pick up the pieces AND IT BLEW UP IN THEIR FACE. I'm a terrible disgrace for a human being. I'm a waste of skin.

But I can live with that.

Know why?

Because I'm ugly, stupid, I eat so much I don't have the right to be this thin... Because I can't make any right choices.

I love my family. I am pretty sure they love me. But I am terrible. The Black Sheep, if you will.

I can live with that.

Goodbye. Maybe I'll see you next year. Maybe I won't. Hopefully, to my dismay, the latter.

This for a friend to whom this letter I'll never send.
If by means which way you are a friend, or you will be an enemy.
Maybe you will be, mean, nothing to me.
Hopefully, to my dismay...
The latter.

Find solace in my sheer cowardliness to send this letter to you...
And here I will end the letter.
M

[Simplistic Beauty]

Dear ~Masky/my friend,

WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD AT DRAWING ON HERE!!! Like seriously, I suck at drawing here on CS. I find pencil and paper so much easier but even then I still fail. Like seriously, I want her skills so bad!!

Singed,
Your friend who wishes she was half as good at drawing as you are.


Dear emotions,

Stop flipping messing around inside my body!! Yesterday I felt amazing and then confused, today I was in my I don't care about anything mood and now I feel sad kinda. I know my emotions change fast but gosh darnit, why? Also, why must you make me be scared of like everything, huh??

Signed,
A girl who wishes you'd stop already!