by dakotaawolven » Wed Jul 17, 2013 12:53 pm
Zorro
I look into to Maria's eyes and saw the hope she had there. I nuzzled her softly.
"Like I said before, I'd follow you to the ends of the earth, Maria. But, what of Shiloh? She isn't happy when we take her away from the valley. She wants us to stay here. And why are you so upset with Decoy. He's your brother and he loves you. The only reason he stays is for his herd. He stays where he is needed, as I do here with you," I nuzzle her softly and glance at Shiloh. I see her sad eyes looking at the valley.
Decoy
I nuzzle Image with a smile and look up at Riva.
"This way. Stick close, though, we aren't as safe as we were down there," I walk beside them, but slightly in front, leading the way. I look around and follow the lightly worn path to Lori's grave. I keep my ears and eyes open for predators, other horses, and humans, but none appear. It is a long, slow journey with Image, but, after about four hours of walking, I spot the sudden drop off and stop quickly. I breath heavily and press my muzzle into Riva's mane. Trying my best to remain calm, I take several steps forward. Letting myself close my eyes for a moment, a flash back hit me by surprise and there I was, carrying Lori through the mountains, to her fate. I hear her piercing scream as she leaped from my back to save me, and I hear her head hit rock as she tumbled down the ravine. I could hear myself whinny, panicked and horrified, helpless and frightened. I watch as we tumble down again and land on the bottom. I see her laying still on the ground and my eyes snap open. I realize that there are tears streaming down my face. I shake my head slightly and continue forward. Sliding down into the ravine, I slip and hit rocks hard. But, I ignore the outside pain and focus on the inside pain. I kneel beside the pile of rocks that marked Lori's grave. Without looking up, I whisper, "I really do miss her Riva. But Maria doesn't seem to care, almost. Last time we were here, she fought with me about Shy. And, she lied to Shy. She told her I didn't love her. I don't know why she's so angry with me. I just don't know. I wish Lori was still here with me," I finally look up, tears streaming down my face. I don't need to hide my tears when I'm with Riva. I know I don't.