perplexed bewilderment → glas' stuff

[glassea]

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hey dears! it's glassea here. this little thread is just for my ramblings and writings. it's a bit about me, some ideas i need to get down, things like that. i've already got a character thread and this isn't it, so... yeah. please do not post, ever.

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[glassea]

we're not just anybody here
we know what to do
we know who to fear

don't go telling us how to live
we know to compromise
just not how to forgive

keep away from my soul
can't mold me to your life
we're untouchable

we're an unknown type
and it's happening now
our time is ripe

[glassea]

what is one thing that you believe in?
i believe in the power of the people - for better or for worse.

[glassea]

you all know me as glassea.

before i was glas i was defy gravity.

and long before i was defy gravity, i was ozma.

honest to god i've always felt i was ozma. my name isn't that obviously. but me, the real me? i am ozma, the fairy princess disguised as a boy of frank l. baum's imagination. like ozma, i'm sheltered and classed as something i'm not. but will be like her? can i? can i force my way out of a box that's defined me for so long? ozma, the nerd. but i'm not just a nerd. i'm not. i won't be. i know i'm a nerd but all that leads to is people wanting to copy your homework and only being your friend for your notes. it's nice to be here online. here people don't want to copy your essays as their own. it's refreshing, actually.

obviously now school's a lot different. i don't have any friends anymore. i was the only person to get into my high school. we held the top spot in the usa for twelve years before my class came along. but we're still very very smart and very very intensive. your friends are your study group/sporting team/all extracurricular activities. it's insane. and i missed the last bit because of my stupid depression.

i don't know what this is
i don't, i can't.

[glassea]

the carnival had begun ages ago judging by the sun in the sky. noon, they'd said. now the sun dipped low over the horizon, spreading shadows like picnic blankets on the brown summer grass. the booths were still active and nothing was slowing down. in fact, it was getting busier by the minute. cars pulled into the gravel lot sending up clouds of dust as she watched, her own feet dusty from that parking lot. the walk over here had been long but worth it. so worth it. the girl in the overalls stood slack-jawed, hands at sides, once-white sandals for sunday church covered in mud. rides buzzed in front of her as they twirled around guests and lights at top speed, hurling them over the tops of the crowds. those that had been here all day didn't even flinch when a ride went noisily over their heads. but the girl hadn't been there all day and she ducked instinctively as laughter rolled overhead. she made to go further into the mess of human beings and fried foods but a word from her mother held her back. the girl looked inwards longingly but waited, trapped on the outskirts of the year's highlight. carnival.

[glassea]

hey dears. c; so this is my roleplay notice
board. it'll tell you what i'm in, making, or
have made. this is a great place to find
examples of my coding or roleplaying. so
have a peek! just don't post on here.

[glassea]

" - and - oh! such a shame, such a shame. both peeta mellark and katniss everdeen of the seventy-fourth hunger games have died of self-inflicted nightlock poisoning. there is no victor of this hunger games, folks. no victor - who would've seen that coming?"

welcome to the third quarter quell, the seventy-fifth hunger games. with peeta and katniss dead and the spirits of the people crushed, there is no reason for president snow to switch around the envelopes detailing the quarter quell games. he'll just read the real one this time. but it will lead to the deaths of more children - just as every hunger games has. there's no chance of rebellion now. right? wrong.

"here's president snow with the envelope. he's opening it... reading it... here we go, folks, the conditions for the incredible seventy-fifth games! 'each district has performed tests upon its children aged twelve to eighteen. the tests have measured both physical and mental capability. the top-performing children in each district will be the contestants of the third quarter quell, to remind the districts that not even the best and brightest among you can escape our grasp.' oh, and just imagine - those kids didn't even know what an honor they were being tested for, eh?"

we didn't know what the tests were for, and so we did our best. our "best" got us slated for the hunger games. but here's where they made their mistake. put the best and brightest kids in the arena, and we're going to do their best to find a way out of it. whatever it takes. and we might just succeed where the so-called star-crossed lovers failed - we might spark a revolution.

[glassea]

i just need to write sometimes
rant a little bit
why does everyone talk about me behind my back?
i'm not deaf.
not totally deaf.
just in one ear.
but i can still hear you.
all that this and that
do you ever get anything done?
i know school is a trigger for me
but i have to go.
and, well, i want to try this school for another year
energy systems at least
they don't offer that at base school
and it's so cool
idk man
i love energy systems
and behavioral economics
and psychology
i'd love to be a psychologist
honestly i feel like
i could help other people
with what i went through
i'd understand

[glassea]

write a your story in six words

she felt oceans tearing her apart.
writing is what you can trust.
when she sleeps there's no dreams.
running called her like a will-o'-the-wisp.
"live life," she said. "don't fall."
worthlessness is a sickness; a disease.

[glassea]

absolutely still - better than ezra
breakaway - kelly clarkson
champagne supernova - oasis
drops of jupiter - train
everywhere - michelle branch
fallin' for you - colbie caillat
gravity - sara bareilles
he lives in you - the lion king
i'll make a man out of you - mulan
just give me a reason - p!nk
kung fu fighting - carl douglas
long live - taylor swift
my heart will go on - celine dion
no good deed - wicked
one by one - the lion king
paint it black - siobhan magnus
q
riddle - five for fighting
science and faith - the script
thank goodness - wicked
under the sea - the little mermaid
vanilla twilight - owl city
whole new world - aladdin
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you found me - the fray
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