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[littleghosthunter]

✳I watched as he walked back into the cave, with a bunch of fire wood. I remained silent as i watched him. Bringing my knees up to my chest, and snuggling deeper into his coat. As the fire slowly began to radiate heat. My eyes silently followed his everymovement. I was curious, yet i was unsure if i should speak up. And as he turned to leave the cave again i sighed slightly. My eyes flickered up to him as he spoke his name. 'Luka? Okay, i shall call him luka then' I thought almost smiling but i bit it back.

✳Leaning against the wall. My shoulder brushed the cold stone, and my head rest on the wall. I was so tired, but i was also uncomfortable. Who knew someone could get so exhausted in a short few moments. I sighed as i stared at my knees. My legs where covered in goosebumps seeing as i was wearing shorts. Thank god i didn't wear a skirt or a dress, i thought.

[koegami]

➸ I continued through the woods. Making easy work of the muddy path. I found where the fawn was hiding. I stalked it, noticing it had something wrong with it. The fawn sensed danger and it got up, it's back leg looked twisted. ok. So much for the killing part of the plan. I was a sucker for baby animals. And this fawn was too cute. I felt bad for it because it's leg was twisted. I shifted back and walked over to the thing. I picked it up, ignoring it's constant struggle to break free. I turned and walked back, a guilty look on my face.

➸ I got to the cave and i walked inside setting the fawn down on the cave floor. I had this mix of embarrassment and compassion on my face. And odd mixture if i do say so myself. I pet the fawn's head and i looked at her. I couldn't help but smile. "I'm am so kind hearted." I say looking down at the ground. And I was, it was true. I was a sucker for cute animals. Got a problem with that?!

[littleghosthunter]

✳It was very clear i was shocked, as he walked into the cave with a live fawn. I wandered what he planned to do with it, but then i noticed it's leg. and i frowned. I hadn't actually spoke while he was around. Because i can't seem to find my voice when he's around. But now i can, "What happened?" i asked my eyes fixed on the adorable little fawn as it laid there on the floor of the cave. Poor thing, it looked starved. I could tell it's to young to liv eon it's own. It still needs it's mother. But probably got abandoned because of it's leg.

✳chewing my lip i look up at Luka and sighed, I don't understand what he plans to do with the fawn. There isn't anything we can really do for it.

[koegami]

➸ I looked at her, i sighed and closed my eyes. running my fingers through my blonde hair. I shook my head, moving it back over my right eye. "I... don't know. Something's wrong with it's leg. I've been watching it now and then." I said quietly. I knew i had to kill her, I was so soft. I didn't wanna kill it. But I knew i had no other option. Without the proper tools let alone license. I was useless. I sighed. I sat down by it. And Even i myself was surprised. I pet its head and gave it a small hug. I knew i was making this harder than it need to be. But I didn't care. I was just too soft.

➸ I smiled and looked at her. I shook my head and looked away. I knew this was going to be hard but.... I stood up and started to walk towards the mouth of the cave. I sat down staring out opening and watching the rain fall on the ground. If you listened carefully, it sounded like there was a musical going on. different sounds and pitches. It was amazing. "Just kill the thing. I won't watch." I said, looking back at her. I stared down at the ground and closed my eyes. Hoping that i wouldn't have to do this and it wouldn't have to come to this.

[littleghosthunter]

>>on my kindle no pretty post

"I'm not kill in it!" I shrieked looking over at Luka with wide eyes. I pressed myself against the wall, as if trying to distance myself from the fawn and him. I didn't want to be the one to kill an innocent creature. Even thought I knew it wouldn't last very long. I refused to kill it. First of all, I only kill deer with guns, and that's in season. And I gut them yes. But an innocent little fawn? I would kill myself before harming a hair on the poor baby's head.

I sighed looking up at Luka, unsure of what to do. I didn't want the poor thing to suffer. Which is what it is currently doing. But I couldn't kill it, never.

[koegami]

➸ I turned around looking at her. "Either we kill it, or we let it go on it's own, and let it die naturally." I said shrugging. This hurt so much more than expected. I shook my head. I stared at the fawn. I really didn't want to come to killing it. I bit my lip and turned away. The best thing i could do was let it go. But which way? Now or later? I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration. I fought back the tears that so badly wanted to escape. 'What am i going to do? I'm a mess.' I thought. My eyes widened. This was completely idiotic. Why would I be so worked up over this fawn. God! What happened to me over these days!? I shook my head.

➸ I took out my knife. I wasn't going to let something this foolish mess me up. This was just a fawn that needed to die. I gritted my teeth then. Fighting just about everything that my body wanted me to do. My hands were shaking, I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I set the knife down and I pet the fawns head. I knew i'd have to let it go. One way or another, it would have to die. There was no other way. I couldn't save it, and that's what hurt the most.

[littleghosthunter]

I sat there staring at him. He didn't expect me too kill it did he? I'd have a break down if I had to. Uncool dude, uncool. Sighing I looked down at my lap, "please just let it die naturally" I whispered. Really not wanting to see it die. Nor do I want to be the one with it's blood on my hands. I looked up at luka, "just let it go" I added.

>>bleh wb

[koegami]

➸ I nodded, putting my knife away. I walked over to the deer and Picked it up, ignoring it's cries of protest. Walking to the mouth of the cave, i walked out into the pouring rain and into the forest. I continued to walk even as the fawn stopped struggling. My chest tightened. I wasn't about to cry. I wasn't about to cry..... ok maybe i was. I looked away from the fawn as unshed tears started to stream down my face. I didn't try to wipe them away, for the risk that i'd drop the fawn. I walked to a small hole in the ground. I set the fawn in it, thank god it was small enough to fit. I turned away, I couldn't bare it. I ran off, in a different direction. I wasn't headed back to the cabin. I was headed to the beach. I just needed time to think.

((Wouldn't say i have wb, i'm just lazy and tired...))

[littleghosthunter]

I watched him go, a frown on my face. And my expression saddened. I sighed looking around the cave, that held just me now. I stared out of the cave into the rain, as it poured down. Causing small puddles at the mouth of the cave. I bit my lip and stared at the fire. I knew i was going to have to place a log on it, in order for it to keep burning. Biting my tongue i picked up and log, and placed it on the fire. Yelping as the tips of my fingers got burnt. I cradled my hand to my chest resting against the cave again as i stared at the fire.

[koegami]

➸ I got to the beach and I walked out. I walked to the water and walked into it. I was only in there up to my ankles. The ocean breeze was salty, I always would make a face each time i smelled it. I have no idea who or what would like the smell of it. but surely i wasn't one of them. I walked around in it before walking up to a rick and sitting on it. I looked out over the water, watching the rain hit the water, making little ripples in the water. I smiled when i though of jumping in mud puddles when i was younger. I love it. That might have been what may be the best memory i have had when i was a kid. that didn't include my good-for-nothing-cousin. I chuckled and stuck my foot in the water. It was cold, which sent chills up my spine. But it was warm enough to think about going for a swim in it. Would i do it? Possibly. But not at this moment in time.