Hardcore Rockers (Post Away)

[Maxella Roe]

It's NOT your fault! Accidents happen Jason, and you can't do anything to stop it. Even if you'd found her right away, the time it took you to even get her out from under the log, it would've still been too late! Don't blame yourself, I know you tried, and I'm beyond proud of you for trying. Things happen, but it's not your fault, it's no one's fault. She's proud of you, and if she could see you now, she'd still be proud. Just remember that.

[Self Destruction]

Don't be hard on yourself, I don't know the whole story but I'm sure you tried your hardest and you know she'd probably won't want you feeling this way and blaming yourself. She's so lucky to have people to love her and miss her even after her passing.

[The Lone Twin]

Still... I should've stayed by her to make sure that she didn't slip, or fall in, or anything like that. I just feel like I should've done something.

I drew a picture, my first one on the Oekaki, in honor of her, click the link to see it. http://www.chickensmoothie.com/Forum/viewtopic.php?f=30&t=1854407

[pumpkin.]

Okay, I'm going to write a six paragraph rant on life and PM it to you; you got it, Jason? Because I hate seeing- or, hearing, whatever- other people depressed. So, excuse me if I don't seem active on this, because, of course I'm discreetly dying to fan-girl over Pierce The Veil.

Now, off The Moldy Cheesepuff goes, to write a rant!

That's an awesome Oekaki, meaning and all.

My mom sings along to PTV, Skid Row, Def Leppard, etc. all the time; that's why I love her, despite the fact that she hates me. I'm not sure how my dad would feel about my music if he were still alive. I'm pretty sure he'd just laugh and ruffle my hair before dancing off like a leprechaun XD

[The Lone Twin]

Um... Okay. I'm depressed because I've been through a lot, with losing Lauren, and with Blaze going into what I think was a coma, and the nightmares I've been having since the... incident.

I love pierce the veil, and I can't wait to get some of their albums.

I like most of those bands that your mom listens to. Really? A leprechaun?

[Maxella Roe]

I'm out of it now! I just slept for a few days because I overdosed on sleeping pills.

Send them to me when you get them!

I don't listen Def Leopard or Skid Row, but I listen to PTV

[pumpkin.]

Oh my God, you like PTV? We can be "Internet mexibesties".
... Don't ask X3

My mom can be epic when she wants to be..., sometimes..., not really..., eh?
And, yeah, a leprechaun. I think he was Irish, and I have a vivid imagination c:

Have you guys ever seen the movie Suicide Room?

[Maxella Roe]

No... but it sounds interesting. Why do you ask?

Life is beautiful if you choose to look at it that way. Its like the awesome song by Sixx x AM says. That I really need to get. I've been planning on getting it soon of I can get one of my buds to get it for me.

[The Lone Twin]

Lauren had it, I can just give it to you. In fact, it should be on her computer.

You don't have write a rant on life Pumpkin. Besides, nothing you say could possibly make me feel any better or worse, than I feel now. But you can if you want, I'll still read it and reply. I'm sorry everyone for my down in the dumps attitude, I've just been through a lot, and I'm depressed. I'll try and keep it to myself as much as I can. Thanks all of you for being patient with me, and for your love and sympathy. I'm glad that I've had such great friends, and you all mean so much to me.

[Self Destruction]

There is no reason to excuse your depression and sadness you lost someone you loved and that is going to be hard on you, the best thing to do would to get it out of you and talk to people you can trust or you know that can make you feel better.
That would be better than keeping it buried inside of you