Escape

[Allen Walker12]

"Akari......I'm sorry for trying to help" he told her his heart was hurt when she didn't want to marry him anymore. He couldn't come up with words.

[Amplify]

( i feel so bad right now ... )

Stephanie -Akari-
she wanted to reply but her new self thought she shoudnt since he didnt call her stephanie. she took off the lip gloss and nail polish then went and layed on her bed. she had no idea what she should do now. she was scr*wed now. she now wazs stuck acting likeb a normal 17 year old and ryo now hated her more. she didnt know why she always wound up ruining everything but she did. she thought of some more things 17 year old girls did. she rather give up but she never did that. she hated herself so much yet this normal girl wouldnt kill herself but she would go do somethoing crazy but she wouldnt be able to. she just sat on her bed looking at the ceiling. she had to go do something, she cant go back to being akari... akari was a horrible version of herself but her new self wasnt any better. she didnt and did want to die. she ruined her life yet again. she didnt know why she always ruined her life but she did.

[Allen Walker12]

(About the rp?)

Roy sighed and said " Akari I'm not going to call you a name that was not given to you and please Akari I don't hate you but I just don't want you to get hurt that's why I asked for you to change some things I didn't mean change your whole self..Akari please I'm trying to help don't make this harder than it has to be...." He told her saidily.

[Amplify]

Stephanie -Akari-
' my new name was given to me by me. you obviously do hate me and your just saying that. you said to be normal not to change anything spacifically. i am not making it harder at all. " she thinks to him then stands up. she had to do a 17 year old thing to prevent from turning into her old self (akari) again.

[Allen Walker12]

He sighed and said "I don't hate you I may be frustrated but I do not hate"

[Amplify]

Akari/S ( S stands for Stephanie )
She goes and does 17 year oold girl things and then she is less akari. she hated being stepanie and akari. she wished she could be the perfect girl for yro but no matter how hard she tries nothing is ever good enough. she always messes up.

[Allen Walker12]

Roy sighed and said "I'm sorry for butting not your life I just thought I could help...I guess not" he told her.

[Amplify]

Akari/S
" no one can ever help me, i am a mess, more or less a wasted life. i was born and i was messed up. i am stuck being me when me is horrible. the real me and the new me are both reched. no one likes either of my selves. " she thinks to him more as akari.

[Allen Walker12]

"I like youbcantbyoubsee that! I want to help you, you can be changed!!" He told her.

[Amplify]

Akari
she says this fully like akari would. ' sure you want to but you cant, i am a mess, i am too messed up to be changed. i may as well be killed by someone, anyone now. i am a hated person and even if you say you love me i know you still hate me, at least a little bit and you know you do. i wont be the one to kill myself but sooner or later 1 of the many people who hate me will kill me and i do not know if i would put up that big of a fight to live. i am not being wacky or crazy or dishonest. i am being truthful. you are the only person to ever love me even a tiny bit and i make you angry and mad at me every day. i do not deserve you. you should be with someone better than me. you should be witha truly normal and perfect girl. you deserve that not me. "