|TheComfortCorner|

[music is my life]

Basically explains it all.

same i feel like all my friends hate me because i bother them because i am alive

B-b-but I am your friend.... You don't bother me..

i dont meen you or my other closest bestest friends just the new ones i made in september as me and a girl fell out an none of my other friends really talk to me they just go to her buti dont meen you .:nyan:. dont worry

[music is my life]

i am sad as i cant sort my own problems out but i can sort everyone elses

[breath.]

I feel like saying Good Bye to everything and just going into a massive stage of depression

[castielle]

I feel like saying Good Bye to everything and just going into a massive stage of depression

I know the feeling, unfortunately. :c If you want to talk, my inbox is open. c:

[music is my life]

this is what it is like to be me silence is a girls loudest cry

[Cinnamon Vanilla]

*sigh* I could really use some PM's and hugs..

Those messages from someone who doesn't mind listening to me babble, please? ;u; Thank you all so much.

Ever, you are always welcome to pming me.

[oikawa]

this is what it is like to be me silence is a girls loudest cry

it's okay, i know what you mean about your earlier posts.
-hugs-
you can PM me if you want, i'll listen.
you're an amazing and wonderful person, please remember that.

[Viperly]

(This sounds very superficial, but I do believe that my frustration w/ the situation is partly what causes my depression.)

I am so sick and tired of being called cute. It is degrading and belittling. Once I say or do something "cute", people's minds shut off and they stop listening. Do people not realize what a conversation killer this is?

I do not actively try to be called "cute." e.i. I'm talking about how happy I am to be using the body farm in one of my classes and they say "aww"? It would be a great way for me to get experience with working around real, live research. But somehow they turn into "look how excited and happy she is! Cute!"
I eat a certain way that is usually very particular = cute. I give "awkward" hugs = cute (which btw, is actually because physical contact of that nature is uncomfortable for me unless I know you very well). The way I talk/ animate my face = cute. My lack of experience in the social realm = cute. The way I sit down in a chair (??? someone has actually said this to my face before) = cute.

It's the particulars.

I work very hard and being called cute does not make me feel good anymore. Someone once told me that if there were more people like me to help run things in this world that we would be better off and how that she could tell I was going places. I nearly broke down on the spot. Tell me this. Something anything like this. Show me that you listen and comprehend.

It's hard to keep yourself motivated and driven when, whenever you open your mouth people, forget to listen. It hard to keep on without encouragement that isn't prompted by a mental breakdown.

My own peers treat me a child. And I am tired.

[namii]

(This sounds very superficial, but I do believe that my frustration w/ the situation is partly what causes my depression.)

I am so sick and tired of being called cute. It is degrading and belittling. Once I say or do something "cute", people's minds shut off and they stop listening. Do people not realize what a conversation killer this is?

I do not actively try to be called "cute." e.i. I'm talking about how happy I am to be using the body farm in one of my classes and they say "aww"? It would be a great way for me to get experience with working around real, live research. But somehow they turn into "look how excited and happy she is! Cute!"
I eat a certain way that is usually very particular = cute. I give "awkward" hugs = cute (which btw, is actually because physical contact of that nature is uncomfortable for me unless I know you very well). The way I talk/ animate my face = cute. My lack of experience in the social realm = cute. The way I sit down in a chair (??? someone has actually said this to my face before) = cute.

It's the particulars.

I work very hard and being called cute does not make me feel good anymore. Someone once told me that if there were more people like me to help run things in this world that we would be better off and how that she could tell I was going places. I nearly broke down on the spot. Tell me this. Something anything like this. Show me that you listen and comprehend.

It's hard to keep yourself motivated and driven when, whenever you open your mouth people, forget to listen. It hard to keep on without encouragement that isn't prompted by a mental breakdown.

My own peers treat me a child. And I am tired.

that person is right.

You seem {by this peice of text} to be a person who knows the meaning of words, and knows how to choose them carefully. There are some people in power right now who are careless with their words and it makes a huge {usually bad} impact.
I can imagine that if you where in power somehow, you wouldn't do that.
You would say the right things at the right times, and things {a lot of things} would be better

I may sound like a therapist when I say this but this is just what I think;
Maybe you should try surrounding yourself by people who will listen and treat you not as a child, but as an equal
They may be very low in the 'popularity' chain
They may not.
I don't know.
But you {and everyone} need/should hang around with people who think you no different, who treat you equally and not as a child.

You say you are a hard working person
The world has to many lazy people
The world needs more hardworking people like you
So good for you for working hard

I'm sorry I don't have all the answers/suggestions that you may be looking for, because I'm only human, and nobody's perfect

Feel free to pm me and tell me how wrong I may be, or whatever.

- f r e e d o m

[nope.]

I'm so tired of be autistic.
I'm so tired of not getting sarcasm, and getting excited over mundane things.
I'm so tired of having "special interests" and things that I talk about nonstop.
I'm so tired of going nonverbal and making kitten noises, only to be told to SHUT UP by the popular girls.
I want to be normal.