by Ohkami » Fri May 03, 2013 10:56 am
Ren James Curtis -
Once inside Aaron's car, I leaned back in the seat, resting my head on the head rest with my eyes closed. As I felt Aaron's hand on my thigh, I felt a rush over my body just before I opened by eyes and looked over at him. I saw him reach for my hand, and intertwined our fingers together with a weak smile. I wondered if I looked as bad and tired as I felt, as Aaron questioned if I was alright. I nodded lightly, not able to talk still just yet. It felt good to be in our car though. In our car, and holding hands. This was okay. Looking out the window, I started to think of the house we could get. The house with the white, picket fence and a courtyard. I thought about us having lunch outside in the courtyard, and then playing around the front yard with Gambit, and later on, with our dog and our kids. I smiled, thinking about it, and leaned by head on the cool, car window. I was trying to forget everything that happened, and focused on what would happen. So far, the future looked to make up for everything that was happening now. I jumped, my daydreaming taken from me, as I suddenly heard a voice over the speakers in the car. I hadn't seen Aaron look at his phone or answer it, and I didn't expect to suddenly hear a voice on the car-phone system. At first, I was worried that the doctor was calling about Aaron. Maybe they got a test result back that was read incorrectly, and he needed to go back. When I heard the doctor say Eddie's voice, I glanced over at Aaron, with a slightly questioning look on my face. It faded soon, as I saw his own facial expression, and then just shrugged at his words. "If you need me, I'll go with you," I replied easy enough. "However, I think Eddie would prefer if I wasn't there. So, I can just wait in the car unless you see it's going to take more than a half hour." I never broke my smile as I spoke to him, and thought that maybe I would use the alone time to think for a while. I didn't want to be alone still, but I would do whatever Aaron wanted, and I didn't want him to worry about me if someone else needed his attention.