|TheComfortCorner|

[Yuki.]

I feel so horrible right now. Like everything is magnified. I keep getting these major headaches and migraines every day and its always followed by this feeling of vomit. It's like its sitting at the bottom of my throat but never comes out. Its just like that feeling right before you burp, just no burp.
Today everything seemed so sensitive to me. Just the slightest things made me go mentally insane like someone clicking their pen or tapping. I feel like something gets really hot sometimes and everything is boiling. Sometimes ill get really nervous and loose my selfawarness. I accidentily cut open my skin today because I got scared and thought I was scratching my arm softly; but instead I dug my nail into my arm by accident ToT
I feel like my mom doesnt even care. I try talking to her and she'll just ignore me. Yet she cares about her car though. No one can touch her car and even a small scratch will tick her off.
I can't wait till im 18. I just want to move far far away. Leave everyone. Just leave. It would be so perfect if only I had money. Im broke, while my brother gets every dime from my parents while he goes to his girlfriends house. All my other friends get #cdcdcd00 and up without even passing grades, but I get straight A's and get yelled at for A-'s
Im so sick of it all. Physically and literally.

[mac demarco]

ugh.

so this girl from my old school texts me.
we used to be friends,
until i figured out she's two-faced
and a backstabber.

i text back, who is this,
because i deleted her #.

so, instead of telling me,
she texts back this, word
for word.

awh, you think your
so [censored] cute. i don't care
how pretty everyone says you are,
your boring as [censored]. well, first of
all little [censored] you go to [censored] school
to learn how to communicate properly. so, in case
your dumb[censored] mind can't handle it, i don't
like your [censored] attitude. do you think i care
if we're friends or not anymore? listen up little
[censored]!! i don't like how your [censored] talking,
and you better start showing some respect, or i'll
beat the [censored] out of your little gorgeous [censored].
you'll learn to not delete my number, [censored], [censored].
even if you didn't, don't make it seem like you
did, cause it's not [censored] cute. so go [censored]
ask around if you still don't get it.

really? i want to cry right now.
that was all from just deleting her number.


i'm serious, i'm so hurt.
i didn't do anything! at all! i haven't even
seen her for about 3 months!!

what did i do?!?!

Well I am no pro hugger, but I how this feels. The best thing to do, is go to a parent or older sibling, or even a teacher. This is definitely cyber bullying, against the law. If you feel..like you can't go to some one like that, go to a trusted friend. I know it is really hard some times, I am in high school, not fun, but you can't tackle this by your self.

Some people just say things like that, it may sound stupid now, but from what she said, she sounds jealous. Or even just mad. Some girls just like a good old fight for no reason, the best to do is just try your hardest to ignore her, block her number and if it gets worse go to the police.
She has no rights to make you feel that way, it is unfair and horrible.

I hope this gets better, and sorry if I wasn't allowed to post..

thanks...i think
i'm actually going to open
up for once.
c;

she texted back again though...
this time it was

oh, dude, sorry kalista,
i was so faded right now. you know that spice,
right? yeah, well i'm sorry, you know
what that {censored} can do to you.

so we cool?

i'm not even going to respond to this.
if she really was high, then
why was everything typed perfectly?

why did everything have
correct punctuation?

[mac demarco]

I feel so horrible right now. Like everything is magnified. I keep getting these major headaches and migraines every day and its always followed by this feeling of vomit. It's like its sitting at the bottom of my throat but never comes out. Its just like that feeling right before you burp, just no burp.
Today everything seemed so sensitive to me. Just the slightest things made me go mentally insane like someone clicking their pen or tapping. I feel like something gets really hot sometimes and everything is boiling. Sometimes ill get really nervous and loose my selfawarness. I accidentily cut open my skin today because I got scared and thought I was scratching my arm softly; but instead I dug my nail into my arm by accident ToT
I feel like my mom doesnt even care. I try talking to her and she'll just ignore me. Yet she cares about her car though. No one can touch her car and even a small scratch will tick her off.
I can't wait till im 18. I just want to move far far away. Leave everyone. Just leave. It would be so perfect if only I had money. Im broke, while my brother gets every dime from my parents while he goes to his girlfriends house. All my other friends get #cdcdcd00 and up without even passing grades, but I get straight A's and get yelled at for A-'s
Im so sick of it all. Physically and literally.

i can understand this.
i have immensly strict parents alos, and i never get rewarded for
good grades, even A+, even when i deserve it.
my mom is super easy to P.O too...

keep your head up love. i know there's times when
it seems that they're closing in on you, making
everything worse and stricter and stressful on you.
(i have anxiety too)

but if you keep your mind set on your goals,
and what you want, and ignore the bad things,
all this will fade away. trust me.

it will get better, you deserve it- more than
most, by what it sounds.

my advice right now?
go get your booty a hot
towel and sit with it on
your face for awhile.

[oyakawa]

Can someone PM me. ._.

[theexileofkiem]

I feel so horrible right now. Like everything is magnified. I keep getting these major headaches and migraines every day and its always followed by this feeling of vomit. It's like its sitting at the bottom of my throat but never comes out. Its just like that feeling right before you burp, just no burp.
Today everything seemed so sensitive to me. Just the slightest things made me go mentally insane like someone clicking their pen or tapping. I feel like something gets really hot sometimes and everything is boiling. Sometimes ill get really nervous and loose my selfawarness. I accidentily cut open my skin today because I got scared and thought I was scratching my arm softly; but instead I dug my nail into my arm by accident ToT
I feel like my mom doesnt even care. I try talking to her and she'll just ignore me. Yet she cares about her car though. No one can touch her car and even a small scratch will tick her off.
I can't wait till im 18. I just want to move far far away. Leave everyone. Just leave. It would be so perfect if only I had money. Im broke, while my brother gets every dime from my parents while he goes to his girlfriends house. All my other friends get #cdcdcd00 and up without even passing grades, but I get straight A's and get yelled at for A-'s
Im so sick of it all. Physically and literally.

I'm really sorry! It sucks to be under appreciated I hope every thing gets better! Please feel free to pm me!

*hugs and gives cupcake*

[theexileofkiem]

Can someone PM me. ._.

Yup

[Lake Petal]

Is it wrong to foe people? I feel like it is.

This one user forced me to a point of quitting. They then begged me off foe so they could demand overpay for their hollyfox. Later, they do the same thing that made me foe them in the first place. Having had enough, I made it clear I foe'd them for a reason and left it at that.

I thought I was done with them. But apparently not. Their "sister" PMs me.

"My sister said she had horses to offer youthst YU seems to be wanting she said she is trying to make it up to you but she can't get ahol of you her name is (removed)"

I calmly explained that I put people on my foe list for a reason, and to have a nice day, not wanting to deal with this. After another panic attack and anxiety plus more, today has not been good.

I get two more replies..

"Oh sorry I had no idea... But she helped you get Holyfox ou shouldn't be that cold hearted towards her not aloof people can change and you firing her because she has a hard time making her desision or because she wanted to auction her pets HER PETS the wrong is on you and that's a quite immature reason to put her on foe. ...."

and

"Iona foe me for strung fact then go ahead I'm only stating fct and if you wanna use that as a stupid reason to foe somone then oh we'll life sucks it it gonna be all UR tigerrs and ravens"


Now I feel guilty, annoyed, and wanting to foe her, but if someone tells me not to do something, I do it. But they said "Put me on foe" so I dont want to...

I just... Need a hug. I have not once "fired" at her, though I have had many attacks from the two of them by now..

[LuvFinnick123]

Is it wrong to foe people? I feel like it is.

This one user forced me to a point of quitting. They then begged me off foe so they could demand overpay for their hollyfox. Later, they do the same thing that made me foe them in the first place. Having had enough, I made it clear I foe'd them for a reason and left it at that.

I thought I was done with them. But apparently not. Their "sister" PMs me.

"My sister said she had horses to offer youthst YU seems to be wanting she said she is trying to make it up to you but she can't get ahol of you her name is (removed)"

I calmly explained that I put people on my foe list for a reason, and to have a nice day, not wanting to deal with this. After another panic attack and anxiety plus more, today has not been good.

I get two more replies..

"Oh sorry I had no idea... But she helped you get Holyfox ou shouldn't be that cold hearted towards her not aloof people can change and you firing her because she has a hard time making her desision or because she wanted to auction her pets HER PETS the wrong is on you and that's a quite immature reason to put her on foe. ...."

and

"Iona foe me for strung fact then go ahead I'm only stating fct and if you wanna use that as a stupid reason to foe somone then oh we'll life sucks it it gonna be all UR tigerrs and ravens"


Now I feel guilty, annoyed, and wanting to foe her, but if someone tells me not to do something, I do it. But they said "Put me on foe" so I dont want to...

I just... Need a hug. I have not once "fired" at her, though I have had many attacks from the two of them by now..

*Hugs* It will turn out ok You don't need to un-foe them Just ignore any messages you get from them or you could foe the sister. Then neither could annoy you. You aren't being cold-hearted, but gave them a warning, and they ignored it. If it makes you feel better, you can foe both of them

[-_____-]

I won't go into any details {mostly because I'm not allowed to}, but I could use lots of hugs right now. On top of the real life things that I cannot discuss...this one user is seriously making me think about quitting CS :'c *reaches out for hugs*

[Riverspell]

*hugs* You can PM me if you like if you need to talk.