What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
.u s e r n a m e.
-{{ Drowningintheabbyss
Deathpaw || female || 6 moons || Tortoiseshell cat with blue eyes || Drowningintheabbyss || page 1
. т н ɛ . c α т . ι и . զ ʋ ɛ s т ι σ и.
.α т . α . ɢ ℓ α и c ɛ.
.n a m e . a n d . r a n k.
-{{ Deathpaw {{medicine cat apprentice}}
.a g e.
-{{ 6 moons
.g e n d e r.
-{{ Female
.f u r . d e s c r i p t i o n.
-{{Deathpaw loves her fur. It is a tortoiseshell pelt, with brown, light orange, creams and white. Her fur is really thick making her look bigger than she really is. Since her fur is so thick it keeps her warm, but there is a down side, it is really hard to keep looking nice and clean. Her fur shines in the sun when it is nicely groomed, and the black in her fur makes the sun attract to her body, keeping her really warm in the winter.
.b o d y . d e s c r i p t i o n.
-{{ Deathpaw's body is very small and scrawny. Her fur makes her look twice her size. She is super skinny even though she eats as much as she can, her body although is very good for sneaking around and running. She considers herself in very good shape, even though she is still quite young Her paws are also small and skinny, but they are also an up side for running, and they make almost no sound at all when trying not to make noise.
.ғ σ я . в ɛ т т ɛ я . σ я . ғ σ я . ω σ я ƨ ɛ.
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{{т н ɛ . c α т . ι n ƨ ι d ɛ}}
.p e r s o n a l i t y.
-{{Deathpaw is a quietly energetic cat. She is never annoyingly hyper, but she seems to have hidden reserves of energy in times of crisis that get her through. She is kind and a bit motherly to everyone, and she would dearly love to have kits of her own, but she's not really the rule-breaking type. She is a bit shy with other cats, and has no really close friendships as of yet. She has still not forgotten the way her Clanmates treated her when she was younger, though she doesn't hold grudges, and the loss of everyone she has ever loved has put a sadness at the bottom of her soul, but all in all she presents the daily images of a quietly content, on-the-bounce cat.
.l i k e s.
-{{ -Watching the sun rise
-Caring for others, whether on the job or day-to-day
-Climbing trees
-Being alone
-Swimming
.d i s l i k e s.
-{{-Being around others
-Hunting or fighting
-Cruelty or pain in any form
-Big groups
.s t r e n g t h s.
-{{-Her loyalty
-Her proficiency for her job
.w e a k n e s s e s.
-{{-Lack of physical abilities
-Empathy with her enemies or prey
.h i s t o r y.
-{{This will be mentioned in the RolePlay if you do not mind.
.c r u s h.
-{{Forbidden
.m a t e.
-{{Forbidden
.k i t s.
-{{Forbidden
.o t h e r. k i n.
-{{Mother: Crystal {{Deceased}}
Father: Tysen {{Unknown}}
Sister: Sky {{Deceased}}
Sister: Night {{Deceased}}
.o t h e r.
-{{Deathpaw could not become a warrior because she is blind in one eye.
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
.u s e r n a m e.
-{{ Drowningintheabbyss
Hazel || Male || 3 moons || Black cat with Icy blue eyes || ~Drowningintheabbyss || page 1
. т н ɛ . c α т . ι и . զ ʋ ɛ s т ι σ и.
.α т . α . ɢ ℓ α и c ɛ.
.n a m e . a n d . r a n k.
-{{ Hazel {{Kittypet}}
.a g e.
-{{ 3 moons
.g e n d e r.
-{{ male
.f u r . d e s c r i p t i o n.
-{{Hazel has a very light coat of fur. It is all black except for the white patch on his chest. His fur would not keep him warm in leaf-bear, but he does not have to go outside. He can stay in her nest with her housefolk. His pelt is always sleek and shiny, it looks very nice when it is groomed, it is also easy to keep it nice and clean.
.b o d y . d e s c r i p t i o n.
-{{ Hazel's body is small and sleek, without much muscle definition. He is reasonably coordinated but not particulary adept at fighting or hunting. He pushes himself to the limits of his physical abilities, but is not particularly strong because of his size. His legs are long with small paws. His tail is long, and he usually holds it close to his body, not given to lashing or curling it. His ears and eyes- which are a unique pale grey are also large, though not abnormally so. Despite his size, he projects a strength of character and of spirit.
.ғ σ я . в ɛ т т ɛ я . σ я . ғ σ я . ω σ я ƨ ɛ.
{{т н ɛ . c α т . ι n ƨ ι d ɛ}}
{{т н ɛ . c α т . ι n ƨ ι d ɛ}}
.p e r s o n a l i t y.
-{{ Hazel is very energetic. He is also very curious, he always wants to explore the forest, but his housefolk kits always catch him before he even goes out the window. He also is very humorous when it comes to being by himself. He is very weird sometimes. He is always running and jumping around, dancing kind of, waving his forepaws in the air and trying to walk like the housefolk. He although only likes the tuna they fed him, not those pebble like things, he loves fish but not the food they feed her. He loves being pet by the housefolk kits. They really like him. He always likes to lay in the sun that comes in the window, he hates loud noises.
.l i k e s.
-{{ -Housefolk kits
-laying in the sun
-Sleeping
.d i s l i k e s.
-{{-getting woken up
-loud noises
-pebble like food
.s t r e n g t h s.
-{{-Fast runner
-Good at climbing
.w e a k n e s s e s.
-{{-Lack of battle moves
-Fear of blood
.h i s t o r y.
-{{Born as a kittypet, was taken away from his mother and never met her father.
.c r u s h.
-{{Nope
.m a t e.
-{{Nope
.k i t s.
-{{Nope
.o t h e r. k i n.
-{{Mother- Renesmee
Father- Unknown
.o t h e r.
-{{Nope
