|TheComfortCorner|

[ratsy]

I can't see how people call it not a big deal when their parents fight. I mean, I guess I am clingy. I guess I am overly sensitive or whatever. But I can't take it. I find myself crying behind the toilet or throwing oranges at the shed or whatever... I just don't know. I really can't take it on the weekends it happens. It always happens the same way.
I hate that, I honestly just hate. It. Mom doesn't want me to tell anyone about this but I suppose typing this here is fine cuz no one here knows us. Maybe I won't even post.
It always starts the same way: one gets mad at the other for forgetting something or not letting them forget something. Then the yelling and the crying and the yelling again. The dogs and I somewhere in my room or me trying to make them stop.

I've always wanted a father. I didn't realize the price. I didn't realize there would be fights and crying and those nights I couldn't fall I asleep and so much more. And so freaking much more.

Then they make peace. But the rest of the day is a silent mess full of headaches and glares and hysterics.

Maybe I'm just too sensitive.

[strawbewwy.]

I can't see how people call it not a big deal when their parents fight. I mean, I guess I am clingy. I guess I am overly sensitive or whatever. But I can't take it. I find myself crying behind the toilet or throwing oranges at the shed or whatever... I just don't know. I really can't take it on the weekends it happens. It always happens the same way.
I hate that, I honestly just hate. It. Mom doesn't want me to tell anyone about this but I suppose typing this here is fine cuz no one here knows us. Maybe I won't even post.
It always starts the same way: one gets mad at the other for forgetting something or not letting them forget something. Then the yelling and the crying and the yelling again. The dogs and I somewhere in my room or me trying to make them stop.

I've always wanted a father. I didn't realize the price. I didn't realize there would be fights and crying and those nights I couldn't fall I asleep and so much more. And so freaking much more.

Then they make peace. But the rest of the day is a silent mess full of headaches and glares and hysterics.

Maybe I'm just too sensitive.

Oh my god are parents are related. *Hugs tightly* I understand, it's the same thing at my place. I find that going to my room when tensions start rising and just chilling out helps, put your ear buds in and read a book. I get the same way too, I have a fear of yelling and I get really shaken up even if my dad just STARTS to raise his voice a bit, so you're not alone. <3

[Jetti]

When ever my parents start to yell at me my eyes start to tear up... May I have a hug please? Or some advice?

[strawbewwy.]

When ever my parents start to yell at me my eyes start to tear up... May I have a hug please? Or some advice?

*Hugs* Same here hun, don't worry. When they get in a better mood tell them that it bothers you when they do that, and if they could address you with a more quieter tone (:

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I am probably the biggest jerk on CS in the history of CS. Ok so the thing is I was putting some pets up of an auction just because I was board and was thinking to my self "ok some other people are putting up better trade offers then me. So I'm probably not going to win any way." Wrong the person excepted the suggestion right away, but I wasn't expecting to win the auction. So I canceled the trade and the other trader wasn't very happy about that. So we got into a small argument about how I was not owning up to my responsibility as a trader, and well they were right. I'm a chicken (cuss word) for dropping the trade like that. So now I have a number 1 hater of me, so I PERSONALLY sent the admins a letter asking them to give me the boot off of CS because of my behavior and it only seems right that I do it. No I have not been a trouble maker in the few short months that I have been on CS but I felt like a complete (cuss word) for canceling the trade. I probably don't even deserve a hug because if my actions.Literally my username should be changed to THE BIG FAT JERK and there should be a warning sign on my signature saying BAD PERSON DON'T TRADE WITH THEM EVER!!!!!! So I'm going off line for quite some time in order to think things through. I hope it was ok for me to rant.

[W o l f ;;]

I am probably the biggest jerk on CS in the history of CS. Ok so the thing is I was putting some pets up of an auction just because I was board and was thinking to my self "ok some other people are putting up better trade offers then me. So I'm probably not going to win any way." Wrong the person excepted the suggestion right away, but I wasn't expecting to win the auction. So I canceled the trade and the other trader wasn't very happy about that. So we got into a small argument about how I was not owning up to my responsibility as a trader, and well they were right. I'm a chicken (cuss word) for dropping the trade like that. So now I have a number 1 hater of me, so I PERSONALLY sent the admins a letter asking them to give me the boot off of CS because of my behavior and it only seems right that I do it. No I have not been a trouble maker in the few short months that I have been on CS but I felt like a complete (cuss word) for canceling the trade. I probably don't even deserve a hug because if my actions.Literally my username should be changed to THE BIG FAT JERK and there should be a warning sign on my signature saying BAD PERSON DON'T TRADE WITH THEM EVER!!!!!! So I'm going off line for quite some time in order to think things through. I hope it was ok for me to rant.

Hey, don't worry, that is very small compared to what I and other people have done. It's your choice not theirs to cancel, and hey, we all get angry x3

[oikawa]

it's 5:30 in the morning and ive been up all night.
i keep thinking about how i hate myself as i am, right now
i also cant help but think that i'll hate my younger self when i get older
particularly my current interests and fandoms.
i don't want to be someone despised, even though, oddly, i already despise myself
i just don't want to seem stupid, and i feel very much so by liking some of the things that i do with such a passion.
it's really confusing and irritating and i like the things that i like but im sometimes shamed for liking them.

i dont really understand, im tired and i would like a hug, please.

[seep5]

it's 5:30 in the morning and ive been up all night.
i keep thinking about how i hate myself as i am, right now
i also cant help but think that i'll hate my younger self when i get older
particularly my current interests and fandoms.
i don't want to be someone despised, even though, oddly, i already despise myself
i just don't want to seem stupid, and i feel very much so by liking some of the things that i do with such a passion.
it's really confusing and irritating and i like the things that i like but im sometimes shamed for liking them.

i dont really understand, im tired and i would like a hug, please.

*hugs*
Your mind grows as you age, I don't dream of having pink cars and a pony anymore, because that was from a different stage of life.
Like what you like and don't let the world bring you down for it, if you love it, why pretend you hate it? Sure you might outgrow it someday, but that is part of life, it makes it interesting, gives you awesome and amusing memories, so get some rest and wake up as yourself. And remember you deserve just as much love as everyone else, so love yourself and the parts of this world that are still beautiful and don't worry about the people who think that everything must be kept the same. C:

[Rainpelt]

When ever my parents start to yell at me my eyes start to tear up... May I have a hug please? Or some advice?

*big hug* That happens to me too, you're not alone, I've been known to tear up when they even look at me sternly if I know what the problem is... I'm a wimp x3 I would take to them, like Perey said.

it's 5:30 in the morning and ive been up all night.
i keep thinking about how i hate myself as i am, right now
i also cant help but think that i'll hate my younger self when i get older
particularly my current interests and fandoms.
i don't want to be someone despised, even though, oddly, i already despise myself
i just don't want to seem stupid, and i feel very much so by liking some of the things that i do with such a passion.
it's really confusing and irritating and i like the things that i like but im sometimes shamed for liking them.

i dont really understand, im tired and i would like a hug, please.

I agree with Seep, don't worry about your future self not liking yourself right now. I can definitely say that some of the things I love might make me seem stupid at times, and my younger self had that going for her too. What I do is keep a journal, it helps me "come to terms" so to speak with who I used to be because I can understand how my thought process worked back then (and how truly terrible my handwriting was x3). Middle school, for example, I had this obsession during my first few years with drawing "pets" and adopting them out to my friends and making them take care of them... good times, good times (especially since I thought I could draw). You shouldn't hate yourself, it's alright to hate choices you've made, but you only get one chance to be who you are right now, and this is it. You should enjoy it! So you like something stupid, that's a-okay, it doesn't mean you're a stupid person. I'm sure you're plenty intelligent <3 If you're shamed for liking them, shame on them. I'm sure they like something completely idiodic as well, they just aren't comfortable enough with themselves to share.

[Jetti]

It seems that everyone on CS hates me right now...