Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Moiraine]

Dear A.,
We're not kids. We're not overdramatic teenagers (any more). We grew up together and we're both adults. You were my first real love, I'll admit it. Our health issues pushed us apart and I forced myself away from you because I thought it'd cause us both less pain in the end. But I'm always going to love you, and I keep forcing myself to ignore that thought, but it's true. How is it that we're so bad for each other but so right at the same time?
Love,
Nao

[violeta.]

Dear you,

We talked a little bit today. I felt bad because I left for a bit after you stopped responding for a little bit.
Did I mention this morning. While you were playing your game while we were on our skype call, I was laying in bed, just staring at the case smiling like an idiot.
And all day today, all I've been able to think about has been the way you asked me if I would date you.
The way you had that nervous smile and the way your cheeks were red. I could even see a bit of hopefulness radiating off of your face.
I never say anything is cute, but your face priceless. I'm sure mine was just the same.
I'm eating the cake you gave me right now. It's not the best since I'm not a fan of chocolate cake, but I like it all the same.
Okay, I'm going to be honest now, but I'm really scared.
It's not my anxieties this time about how things are going to be between us, I can see now that they aren't going to change, but I'm worried about what's going to happen in the future. We're still pretty young and have a whole world to see. So how long are we going to last? What, are we going to break up one day when one of us gets bored of the other and crack the other's hearts into pieces? I know I could never do that to you; I cry just at the thought of getting hurt.
But enough of that. I'm curious to actually see how long we last. Unlike your past relationships, this one wasn't set up. You choose to ask me to go out with you. It was your decision. Not someone else's. My friend thinks that that's how everything is going to be different for us. We're closer then you and any of your other partners were. We don't act strange with each other. We're just ourselves with the other. And it was your decision in the first place. Not someone else. My friend said that since this is a different start, things should end up different. I hope so. I don't want either one of us to get hurt in the end.

-violeta.

[Smamm]

Dear Friend,

I don't know how to put this lightly, so allow me to be blunt. She's playing you.

You maybe can't see past her lies or fake appearance, but she's just not as in love with you as you are with her; or at all for that matter. I'm tired of hearing from you only when no one else will listen to you complain, so stop texting me. I don't want to hear about your problems with her, because what I know is killing me inside, but I keep it inside because I know it would destroy you.

You maybe think your fighting is just temporary, and that your relationship is "F'd up," but it even more so than you know. She's playing you.

When I come close to telling you, I ask; do you want me to be honest? You always cut me off, though, saying it's not what I think. She actually is doing homework. She actually just can't hang out today. I've heard it all before and the scenery isn't changing, and it never will, because she doesn't like you.

You're her little toy when convenient, and you can't even see that she's playing you.

You know my best friend is friends with her... Did you ever stop to consider I may know things you don't? I could only deal with hearing this so many times without investigating; and when I did I wish I hadn't, because my suspicions were correct. She asked her how she really felt, and so I know that "she doesn't really like you".

Yet you throw out the word love, and little do you know it's one sided.

If you honestly can't see it now, walk out of my life and never come back. I thought we were friends, but it looks more like I'm your personal scratching post instead.

Quit blowing up my phone, and open up your eyes and figure out what's going on.

Best of luck to you.

[V for Kiyoshi]

Dear boyfriend,

just once, i'd like to hang out with you. YOU, not you and your friends, not you and your sister. just once id like to spend a day together without your phone blowing up and it be your ex girlfriend on the line.
no, i've told you countless times i am not a jealous person, but every time we hang out with your friends and i hear about how all these girls just love you? yeah, it kind of hurts, and yeah, you WOULD feel the same way if the table was turned.
i've only asked two things from you in over a year. feed me when we spend the day together, and one day out of the week to see each other. i get neither. you have 6 days to hang out with whoever you want, i just want a day. i think in my circumstance you would want to spend the one day together. i guess not.
news flash, when you ditch me to hang out with an ex of yours, i WILL get upset. yes, i do trust you; but no, i do not trust her. not at all. nor is that likely to change any time soon. you know exactly why

its been over a year now, and i can easily say that its been amazing. when i do get the chance to see you, i constantly have weak knees and butterflies. i doubt that will change any time soon.
your family is great. your mom and dad make me feel right at home, and im glad im comfortable enough around them to participate in their doings.
your sister has become my best friend, one that i wouldnt trade for anything. your niece is the absolute cutest thing, and she always makes me smile. i cant wait to watch her grow up.
actually, i cant wait to have one myself. i know you said you don't want kids, but seeing you with children, i know youd make an amazing stay-at-home dad.<-- you know how much i hate changing diapers.

i just feel likeyou are amazing. there is no other word to describe you. you make me feel like nobody else has, and you dont even try.
i love you. there, i said it. one of us had to, right? i love everything about you, good and bad. i wouldnt trade you for anyone else.
im constantly worried i will lose you. its a terrifying idea, and my mind will never be at ease. i just..kind of need you.

i know im not perfect by any means, but thank you for accepting me for me.

thank you, thank you, thank you
---Kiyoshi.

[FallenSilent]

Dear Mother,

I sincerely hate you sometimes. Really, I do. So what if I join Clubs and not sports? You can't blame my friends for my choice to not play sports. I don't play sports because I'm terrified of the day that my asthma acts up and I don't have my inhaler, or my heart condition get worse and I don't tell anyone. My friends don't even know when my health problems are acting up, why would I tell you? They act up randomly, sometimes in the middle of class, and I have to sit there until the pain goes away. I can't talk when that happens, it hurts. Don't complain about me joining activist clubs. I hate sports. Deal with it. I run as a stress reliever, nothing else. I'm not competitive. Sorry for not meeting your expectations as your daughter.

Love,
The Daughter That Screams Inside

[.: ḀиɢⒺḸ ~ ɧȺwk :.]

Dear self,
you're with your bestfriend so why do you still lonely?
goodluck

me

[tawnypelt3]

Dear Papa, Jason, Bruce, and all the rest of you guys,


Sorry, guys, I guess I can't move on. Doesn't really matter to me, anyway. You broke your promises, so why can't I?

God, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I don't think I can get out of this. I miss you. Stefan misses you. Little brother misses you.

Love you guys. See you soon. No flowers this time, sorry. But maybe I'll bring lunch, if the weather is nice. Uncle is taking good care of Stefan, but he misses you, Papa. Maybe I'll bring him, too. He knows what it means when we go to the park. He looks at your stone and I can see his eyes and I know that he knows.That somehow makes it worse, Papa. I'd rather he didn't know. I know he's smart, but he's just a dog. He's innocent. Pure. Seeing that sadness in him, it's awful.

I don't know what to do anymore. My life is almost empty, almost meaningless. I'm only ever living for the few people I have left. They need me, so I am here. So long as they need me, I will be here. But a part of me can't help but want, with every bit of my heart and my soul, to be with you. I love you all. I love you so much.

I can't get over this. I don't think I ever will. I want to. If it means it'll stop hurting, or hurt less, then I want to get over you. It sounds horrible for me to even say that. No one should ever forget you, all that each of you has done. But I'm saying it, because I'm alive, and you're not, and I know you all will forgive me. But I love you so much. I can't get over you.

I love you. I love you. I love you so much. I love you more than anything. The problem is that I can't. I can't. I love you too much, and that's why I'm stuck.

I'll never stop loving you. I love you, Papa. I love you, Jason. I love you, Bruce. I love all of you. I can only hope that you received my feelings. I have no other way of getting them to you.

Love you all,
Sister

P.S. Little brother's starting to get big. I hope you can see him. You would be as proud as I am.

[Calum Hood Is Bae]

Dear Directioners,

PLEASE stop being mean to Taylor Swift, and her fans. Just because someone doesn't like One Direction, it doesn't mean that you are so much better than them, or that they have a bad taste in music. Think before those words come out of your mouth. Remember that you are talking to a living creature, and not some doll who can't actually hear what you are saying. Words do hurt, and can have a permanent impact on somebody's life.

Sincerely,
MEEEEEEEEEE!

[kaminari]

Dear ____ and _______

I'm sorry, I just can't. You guys are both great, and I love being friends with you, but that's it. Just friends. I don't want to be anything more, it's just too complicated. And G, I'm a year older than you AND we go to different schools, so I don't think it would work out. I'm so sorry. D, you're really funny and cool, but I just don't feel that way. I could try, but it wouldn't be right. I really don't want to hurt you guys, but.... My heart belongs to another. I'm so sorry and this is really difficult, and I feel really bad about it. But I hope we can still be good friends. --Kaminari

[ShatteredSoul]

Dear mom,

I realize your life is hard and even though you do sometimes take it out on me and my brothers, I just want you to know I will always love you. I wish just for a couple days I could take every worry and problem you have and make it mine so you could have some truly good days. Even more than that I wish I could push them all on my dad, so while hes out enjoying himself, he can know what its like being a single parent with four teens and working most of the day, barely getting any sleep, and never having the time to do stuff with your kids. I would love to see him crumble under the pressure while you still stand strong.

With the most love I can give,
Demon Blade