by Taako » Sat Apr 20, 2013 10:31 pm
I am so fed up with everyone right now. At 3;50 AM, I wanted to go to bed because I have gotten no sleep this past week. Everyone calls me a party pooper, but I go to sleep anyway because I invited them. Well, I wake up with 2 iPhone flashlights in my face and ice under my head. Great friends, right? I didn't invite one of my friends because she wouldn't understand some of the jokes, and she thinks that one of the people I invited hated her. One of my friends that now lives far away and was excited to hang out with me has only hung out with my sister, who hates her. Yet my sister will confide in her more than she confides in me. The other friend I invited over hasn't wanted to do anything I want to, and was being meant to me. Now I wish I had invited other people, so that I would have a good time and not feel like crying when I should be happy. And I would have, if it weren't for the second friend not respecting her. And whenever I want to bring anything like this up with my friends, I end up chickening out because I don't want to lose them. I feel like one of my friends is just using me because I have Minecraft on my XBox, and she doesn't have an XBox. Should I talk to them? I just really, really need a hug right now.