Zebra. wrote:[Warning~This might be a bit long : (] I used to have a best friend in real life, not really want to state her name, we knew each other since like kindergarten, and were good friends, then in middle school, this year, we became best friends, first we were shy friends, and then we began to get really close, talkative. We go to eat together at lunch everyday. We talk and go in trouble together. We go to detention together. We were really close. I visit her house a few times, she did to my house too. I go to the library with her often and go to Burger Kings. And then visit my house and play. She has adorable pet dog. She goes to cheer leading. I was going to too. But it was too late to fill out a forum. So I didn't join for this year. Kinda glad that I didn't now, because it would be a disaster. I was planning to go to cheerless with her next year. Just whatever we were really close, blah, blah. Then this I don't know how happened, we fight sometimes but this is more serious, I don't even remember why did we fight, after our fight, I just ignored the problem and eat at lunch myself, at another store, she goes to another store, everyday, it's like a silent agreement. She never goes to the store I eat at, nor do I go to the store she goes to eat at. I don't know but I got very jealous, she and her new "bestfriends" began going "blah blah blah and blah" I decided to find some new friends too. After awhile for some reason we were bestfriends again. But I felt very left out, she and her new "bestfriend" who is very a rude, inappropriate, and blah blah always hangs out. Even though she claims I'm her bestfriend, I don't feel I'm her bestfriend, so I everyday I always just follow them around like a puppy, me never speak, them chatting, very often they leave the store without letting me know. They left me out a lot. Then I started getting really jealous and asked the girl is she your best friend? I tried to ask normally without acting weird. She said "No? (Name) is my best friend." Well, why do you hang out with my best friend all the time? Hmm? In lunch I always feel really sad, but once the "bestfriend" is with other friends, and my bestfriend is with me, we started to chat and wander around, I think the really made me happy and cheered me up. Like when we used to be. I thought maybe instead of just following them. Maybe is should try to get her to notice me and get her back. But it didn't worked. During the stair. The "bestfriend" was chatting with her. I started giving the "bestfriend" a not happy and mad face. She started saying "Eww, your so mean." I replied. "No, get away from me." Then my bestfriend asked what wrongs. She said "Jessica thinks I'm your best friend and she isn't." That really bothered me. I told to not tell her that! At lunch I tried telling my bestfriend how I feel and left out. She just said no? Your not. And laughs. And leaves. Who knows. When I fight with her earlier, during that time she must had got used to the new bestfriends meanness and disgusting, and phrases like "your mom" >.< I really am upset. She wasn't like this. She was cute, fluffy, innocent and really nice, now she's just mean nasty. Then we had a fight again. I just left, like who cares?? Nope, I can't help. Everyday I think of her. In class, I chew gum sometimes. So does everyone! She likes loud, "Mrs. G! Someone's~ chewing gum! And it smells like strawberry gum!! She tried to get the teacher to notice me, but thank gosh, the teacher ignored her. My bestfriend has gotten really a pain, annoying, whiny. Even everyone in the class dislikes her. She always talks in class, tells people to shut up but herself never shut up. I get really jealous. At least I found some really nice friends. I really acutally cried in class. She was so mean. Everyday she would shot me a ugly disapproving look, and talks behind my back. We are enemies now. In class, we always have to have a "shushing-war" like she goes " Oh my goshhhhh!!! Jessicaaaa shut up ! " she always has to stretch her words and whine and add a "pa" sound after shut up. And I shh her back. She shh me back. This goes on forever. I just really dislike her. ;n; And feel really bad. It hurts inside me. And this, I have a crush on someone in my class, now my "best enemie" is flirting with him and they always get in trouble for turning around and talking too much. I don't really care anymore, I don't like him anymore. And a lot more. >.<