
"I'm taking you up on that," I replied, just feeling him on my body, and a shuttered over my body as his voice came out in a whisper. "If I get you, I'll take whatever you tell me to." I reached out a hand as he sat up, and held onto him a bit longer, joining in his chuckle at the lame joke, but I had thought the same thing, so I didn't have much to say on that. I sat up, and lightly put a blanket around me as I felt a slight chill in the air, but kept watching Aaron every second. If someone told me that for the rest of my life, I had to watch him, I would not complain. However, I also knew that it would be torture to see him and not be able to touch him. My mind went to the thought of Eddie kissing Aaron, and my heart sink, as I thought what I would do if Eddie had taken Aaron from me. I wasn't sure I would be able to see him even just passing on the street, knowing he belonged to someone else. I notice him look at his pants he hand on earlier, and managed to give a toothy smile, as I remembered the comment he had made between kisses when I took them off all too quickly and on one try. What can I say? They were either coming off like that, or they were going to be ruined when I tore them off. When it came to Aaron, I became a little aggressive when I wanted him. It could scare me at times when I would think about it. Like when I wanted his belt off the other night, even though I was so sick I was sure I was going to die that night. I knew right now my breathing was raspy, so I stayed still for a bit to try to even it out. I used to have asthma as a kid up until I was about twenty, and this was too familiar to me. Though, I slightly feared when I did get over this pneumonia, that I might become pron to asthma attacks again. I'm not sure if I would be able to handle that, living with and loving Aaron so much. I put on some gray sweats and old t-shirt after a bit, and walked out of our room. I saw that Aaron was looking at the TV intently, and walked over, sitting next to him, so that I was slightly leaning on him. "What's going on?" I wondered, seeing too much going on to register right away.