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[CeruleanRush]

guys i dont know what to do anymore. on tuesday i have my appointment to see if i need to go back to treatmnet for my eating disorder. I really don't want to, if i do i dont think that i'll be here anymore. i think it will led me to stop eating all in all and make me start doing things i shouldnt do. My depression is starting up again and my mom wants me to start taking my meds again. they DONT help and i feel like im so strange to everyone else that i have to take meds for this. i dont know what to do anymore.

*ear perk*
I heard eating disorder.
I know EXACTLY the position you're in. It's a bit crazy at times...

Scratch that. It's a roller coaster going downhill one hundred miles an hour, right into a brick wall.
As unappealing as treatment sounds, (for an eating disorder, I'm not sure about depression.) it's going to help. Just give it a chance, even if it's a second one, and see if it improves.

If I can recommend anything to you, it would have to be what I use to get around my own eating disorder. If you have the same thing as me, (not wanting to eat in general) then try these. They have a lot of the stuff your body needs, and it's only one thing. As much as I hate it, you can just drink one really fast and move on to other things, instead of having to dwell on eating-related issues. I've been using them for a while now as a shortcut around my own eating disorder. It's a really nice way to avoid eating, while not hurting yourself.
Plus, they don't taste terrible either. :P

Well, there's my little bit of stupid advice...
Over all, just don't give up. *hug*

thanks and about the drinks I cant because they were used as punishment in treatment centers and they are bad and give my mom bad momories. Right before I went into treatment I was MAYBE drinking two or one a day the sidekicks though and when i got in finally I was roombased for over a month with a tube. They said if they waited a couple days for treatment i wouldve died... thanks for the hug <3

...punishment?
*slowly shoves refrigerator out the window*
I'll never be looking at another one of those, hehehe. C:

Anyways, Seep's advice is probably best.

Good luck to both you and your family. ^^

And to close this out... Have a puppy.
Because the puppy never fails.

[c h r i s t m a s]

PUPPIES ;u; some motivation <3
thank you

[Lake Petal]

-sighs- I am so sick of being judged by Night's previous actions... I hate how people judge me because of her.. And I am sick of Asberger.. I don't get what is wrong with me actions yet people yell and spit at me for being rude...

Once I get these last pets.. I quit trading. I'm actually thinking if quitting all together now.

I came here to escape reality.. The bull that is going on in life.. The depression I have fallen into.. But it never stops. It's just like school. The "popular" people can do no wrong, and the underlings are toys; who cares about them.

[jacketgirl]

-sighs- I am so sick of being judged by Night's previous actions... I hate how people judge me because of her.. And I am sick of Asberger.. I don't get what is wrong with me actions yet people yell and spit at me for being rude...

Once I get these last pets.. I quit trading. I'm actually thinking if quitting all together now.

I came here to escape reality.. The bull that is going on in life.. The depression I have fallen into.. But it never stops. It's just like school. The "popular" people can do no wrong, and the underlings are toys; who cares about them.

Don't quit. Just don't give up. You may have things that make it hard but it's not worth it. When I started using the internet people treated me terrible. I never was sure why but I felt awful. I went to be crying about that as well as real life. My mom tried to get me to stop using it but I had an online friend I couldn't let go of. So I stayed and things worked out. I'm not saying that will happen to you. You can quit if you need it, just know there are supportive people here.
It feels like the world pushes you to collapse sometimes. Some mornings I could have sworn I would die when having to face it all. Since then I've gotten better. Things are not as bad as it used to be. You just have to do whats needed to push on. If you need to quit CS to stop some of it, then do. But don't give up on life quite yet. It sounded so stupid when people told me this, but it gets better. That's not a lie. It may take a while but when you fight it, even a tiny bit, it finally does. It still causes problems sometimes, but it's not nearly as bad.

[-_____-]

I could use a hug and maybe some cute pictures to cheer me up. Tomorrow is going to be painfully stressful for my fiance and I. First of all, I am trying for my learner's permit and I am e x t r e m e l y nervous. I've taken dozens of online tests and I am doing okay, but still...

Then there is the thing I have been dreading all week. I have to start packing to move back in with my parents for a few months. This is going to be horrible.

[.musical.dragon.]

I feel like nobody cares about me. Even my friends. The other day, the table that I sit at with them was full, and not one of them said anything about it. I feel awful. I just wish that people would actually truthfully like me. It so depressing and lonely. I hate my life. I'm fat, ugly, and stupid. It's just plain awful. I even feel like people on CS don't like me. Almost, actually, I think that all of the roleplays that I've started haven't been finished or whatnot because people abandon them, even if they do have a good plot line. I feel super sad and stuff. I hate all of this, it's just not fair. I have some more stuff to vent about too, if anyone cares...

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[Fiacla]

I feel like nobody cares about me. Even my friends. The other day, the table that I sit at with them was full, and not one of them said anything about it. I feel awful. I just wish that people would actually truthfully like me. It so depressing and lonely. I hate my life. I'm fat, ugly, and stupid. It's just plain awful. I even feel like people on CS don't like me. Almost, actually, I think that all of the roleplays that I've started haven't been finished or whatnot because people abandon them, even if they do have a good plot line. I feel super sad and stuff. I hate all of this, it's just not fair. I have some more stuff to vent about too, if anyone cares...

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I have been in he same situation. Even my 'best friend' acted like a 'sheep' (as i like to stay) and stayed with 'popular people' (which is the 'flock'). It was hurtful and embarrassing, and I know how depressing it can be feeling like there is just no one to turn to.
You are not fat, ugly, or stupid! You are a wonderful, genuine person who is filled with beauty! A thing you must remind yourself everyday! You are twice the person all of those 'friends' will ever be! So hold your head up high, and remember that you are beautiful!

I'm always around if anyone needs to talk! ^^ Just shoot me a PM!

[Cloverstream]

I could really use a hug.
Me and my sister and mom are all really upset.
Alot of my friends died or where severely injured in a bombing.
I know it's horrid to be online, But none of my friends are calling me back and I need comfort.
I'm logging off for a few days soon... But I could use some comfort.

I'm so scared.
More of my friends could possibly blow up any minute.

[strawbewwy.]

I could really use a hug.
Me and my sister and mom are all really upset.
Alot of my friends died or where severely injured in a bombing.
I know it's horrid to be online, But none of my friends are calling me back and I need comfort.
I'm logging off for a few days soon... But I could use some comfort.

I'm sorry. They were at the Boston Marathon, weren't they? *Hugs tightly* I'm really, really sorry for your lose.

[Moiraine]

This isn't for me exactly. My best friend is having a really bad time lately, and she's changed her tumblr URL to "I walk in darkness" (I think it's that anyway, my Spanish is limited but she is fluent). I'd like to change mine to "You're not alone" or "I'm with you" or something like that, as a sign of support. Can any fluent Spanish speakers translate those phrases for me? It would mean a lot to both of us, I'm sure.