|TheComfortCorner|

[*~Sharni~*]

I keep getting flashbacks...
I don't want to have flashbacks Dx I want to forget what happened ;-;
It hurts... But randomly I just get flashbacks, no matter what I am doing.
They make me want to curl into a ball. I want to cry. I want the world to go away.

I can't even talk to people about it, I can't even think about it, the memory has been pushed aside from pain so much I can't even remember it. Except when I have flashbacks. Then it is vivid and clear. The memory of what happened is still there afterwards, even if the image fades...

It's not something I can post here, it is far from CS friendly I think...

I just want a hug ;-; I wish I could just have a hug and someone to tell me it's ok ;-;

[strawbewwy.]

I keep getting flashbacks...
I don't want to have flashbacks Dx I want to forget what happened ;-;
It hurts... But randomly I just get flashbacks, no matter what I am doing.
They make me want to curl into a ball. I want to cry. I want the world to go away.

I can't even talk to people about it, I can't even think about it, the memory has been pushed aside from pain so much I can't even remember it. Except when I have flashbacks. Then it is vivid and clear. The memory of what happened is still there afterwards, even if the image fades...

It's not something I can post here, it is far from CS friendly I think...

I just want a hug ;-; I wish I could just have a hug and someone to tell me it's ok ;-;

*Hugs* It is okay, trust me. I get them too, they won't last forever. If you ever wanna talk you can PM me anytime ^^. Sometimes writing it down helps, or listening to happy music or doing happy things. (I would recommend this one song but it's more of a nostalgic song and yeeeaaah x3)

[seep5]

I feel so bad for saying that and putting the truth out there on the bus.
I know it must have hurt. Even though she was acting like a spoiled brat.
It's true. I'm the only one there for her.
She's moms dress up toy and dad is a kid himself who lives far away.
I'm what she's got.
She's what I've been taking care of since I was seven.
Now that she's ten and a half,
It's time to stop acting like a toddler now.
I feel bad. I want to live my own life and not constantly stress over her and my mom.
But it just means I'm doing a horrid job taking care of her if I think like that. X/

*hugs*
I am not sure if I can relate or not but things will get better eventually, they must.

[*~Sharni~*]

I keep getting flashbacks...
I don't want to have flashbacks Dx I want to forget what happened ;-;
It hurts... But randomly I just get flashbacks, no matter what I am doing.
They make me want to curl into a ball. I want to cry. I want the world to go away.

I can't even talk to people about it, I can't even think about it, the memory has been pushed aside from pain so much I can't even remember it. Except when I have flashbacks. Then it is vivid and clear. The memory of what happened is still there afterwards, even if the image fades...

It's not something I can post here, it is far from CS friendly I think...

I just want a hug ;-; I wish I could just have a hug and someone to tell me it's ok ;-;

*Hugs* It is okay, trust me. I get them too, they won't last forever. If you ever wanna talk you can PM me anytime ^^. Sometimes writing it down helps, or listening to happy music or doing happy things. (I would recommend this one song but it's more of a nostalgic song and yeeeaaah x3)

Thank you <3 *huggles*
They only recently started a few weeks ago, the thing that happened was in early January...
Thank you for the hug, it means a lot ;-; *hugs*

[-_____-]

I am thinking about it again. The whole situation is absolutely d i s g u s t i n g. Will I ever stop believing that it was partially my fault? No, because it was. I know for a lot of girls those feelings of blame happen. But I am unlike most girls, because I let my guard down. I trusted him more than anything even though I knew I shouldn't. I loved him. I only wish I could go back in time, because given the chance again, I wouldn't do it.

[sparrow]

Ughhhhh such a bad daaaaay. I need a friend or someone to talk to. Will someone message me? It would mean a lot. <3

[Templar_Rutabaga]

I would like a PM from someone if it is possible... I think I have an issue and I don't know how to deal with it...
Edit: Thank you I got one

[hellebore]

I thought I was getting over my depression, but no. I feel like it's slowly creeping up on me again.
I lost someone, trying to convince myself it wasn't my fault, but I'm now feeling it was. That's the main thing right now. Guilt. Guilt and the feeling of uselessness or weakness also gets me the most.

I need a hug while I listen to this song please. ;_;

[seep5]

I thought I was getting over my depression, but no. I feel like it's slowly creeping up on me again.
I lost someone, trying to convince myself it wasn't my fault, but I'm now feeling it was. That's the main thing right now. Guilt. Guilt and the feeling of uselessness or weakness also gets me the most.

I need a hug while I listen to this song please. ;_;

*hugs*
*hands cookie*
Keep your chin up c:

[-_____-]

I am thinking about it again. The whole situation is absolutely d i s g u s t i n g. Will I ever stop believing that it was partially my fault? No, because it was. I know for a lot of girls those feelings of blame happen. But I am unlike most girls, because I let my guard down. I trusted him more than anything even though I knew I shouldn't. I loved him. I only wish I could go back in time, because given the chance again, I wouldn't do it.

Can someone who is comfortable with talking about personal/disturbing issues mind PM'ing me, please?