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by sharkbuddie » Sat Apr 13, 2013 4:54 pm
jacketgirl wrote:Nothing is very wrong but something has been bothering me. I keep thinking of what happened with my dad. It bothers me in the night and even if the experiences are long past I still cry. I can't sleep thinking about how violated I felt and how humiliated I was. It hurts. I keep asking questions. Was is abuse? My mother says it was not but I've had others tell me it was. What would have happened if I was injured when he shoved me against that wall? What if I told DCFS how scared I felt? Was it all my fault because I started those fights? Because I tried to run away? What if he never got sick? Would things have gotten worse? What would happened to my siblings? It was so long ago and I love my dad. But I hurt still.
I can't tell anyone, I don't want them to judge my dad. But I just don't want to hurt...
Yo, whoa, hey now. Calm down girly. Have a cookie. -hands cookie-
Lookie here, darlin', I'm not sure if you and I are talkin' 'bout the same thing, but hey. It is NOT your fault.
Can you see that? If not...
[size=200]IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!
I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.
See, when I was a wee little girly, my mom took my little sister and I to live at a friend's house to get away from her stalker boyfriend. That friend ended up...well... "Using" me inappropriately. Again, I'm not sure if that's what ya mean, but...yeah. It makes you feel horrible, right? Like a fresh pile-o-pig crap? Yeah, I know. Trust me, sweets, I know. But lookie here. Lettin' it bother you is silly. You hafta move on, okay? Find a nice boy (or girl. I don't judge. c:) that you love, and be with them. They don't deserve to ruin your whole life. It ain't your fault.
Okay?
Okay.
Now go eat some cookies and pet some kittens. c: -hugs-
You are a beautiful person and you should feel beautiful.
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by Cukee » Sat Apr 13, 2013 9:42 pm
t o o t h l e s s ; wrote:Please ... Can someone PM me? My life has become a living nightmare...
Of course honey, I think Ive dealed with everything possible.
Parents breaking up,
Death,
Bullying,
Being
used,
Violence by my mum,
Anorexia,
Ilness,
EverythingBut Im still here. Life aint getting rid if me! (:
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by Sepia » Sun Apr 14, 2013 12:59 am
greenwolf1998 wrote:For English homework, I have to write about a difficult decision I have had to make.
My mum suggested I write about having to put my cat down. I started but.. I can't even fit
into those four pages how difficult it was for me and how much I loved her. Like, even when I
get the chance to let my feelings out... I can't. It's so frustrating,
I can't even write about her without crying. I'm so mad at myself for acting like this.
It hurts.
I want her back.
She was my best friend.
I feel so pathetic.
Sweetheart,
It's not pathetic at all to feel sadness when a pet dies and not being able to write about it, especially one you're close to; quite the opposite, in fact. It isn't anything to be ashamed of and you shouldn't feel pressured to write about anything you don't want to write about. Who cares if your cat was your best friend? Animals can make great pals and no one should tell you otherwise - it's really good to be best friends with an animal and I'm sure she enjoyed being your friend too. Trust me; she won't be in any pain now, and she will be rolling with balls of yarn and with playing with other cats; she'll be happy, and she will always be with you, padding along behind you. Just because she has gone doesn't mean you'll never see her again - she might visit, who knows?
But don't feel bad about not being able to write about it. What other things could you write about? Moving house, maybe (even though it was probably your parents' decision)? What about confronting a friend over a disagreement (might apply to you)? I don't know you so these ideas will probably be really unorthodox, but I hope this helps you c:
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by jacketgirl » Sun Apr 14, 2013 3:34 am
Victimized. wrote:jacketgirl wrote:Nothing is very wrong but something has been bothering me. I keep thinking of what happened with my dad. It bothers me in the night and even if the experiences are long past I still cry. I can't sleep thinking about how violated I felt and how humiliated I was. It hurts. I keep asking questions. Was is abuse? My mother says it was not but I've had others tell me it was. What would have happened if I was injured when he shoved me against that wall? What if I told DCFS how scared I felt? Was it all my fault because I started those fights? Because I tried to run away? What if he never got sick? Would things have gotten worse? What would happened to my siblings? It was so long ago and I love my dad. But I hurt still.
I can't tell anyone, I don't want them to judge my dad. But I just don't want to hurt...
Yo, whoa, hey now. Calm down girly. Have a cookie. -hands cookie-
Lookie here, darlin', I'm not sure if you and I are talkin' 'bout the same thing, but hey. It is NOT your fault.
Can you see that? If not...
[size=200]IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!
I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.
See, when I was a wee little girly, my mom took my little sister and I to live at a friend's house to get away from her stalker boyfriend. That friend ended up...well... "Using" me inappropriately. Again, I'm not sure if that's what ya mean, but...yeah. It makes you feel horrible, right? Like a fresh pile-o-pig crap? Yeah, I know. Trust me, sweets, I know. But lookie here. Lettin' it bother you is silly. You hafta move on, okay? Find a nice boy (or girl. I don't judge. c:) that you love, and be with them. They don't deserve to ruin your whole life. It ain't your fault.
Okay?
Okay.
Now go eat some cookies and pet some kittens. c: -hugs-
You are a beautiful person and you should feel beautiful.
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