Frosttheleopard wrote:I'm crying so hard... My mom hates me, I just know it. I love her so much though. When she yells at me, I feel like something inside me died. She hits me with her words and threatens to take away my electronics, but their the only way I can get out of the real world drama. I have a horrible life even without the stress my mother gives me. My friend who betrayed be is spreading rumors about me, my siblings, who usually can comfort me, are off in colledge, and I feel like no one understands me. I just want to run away from reality. I want to run away from the world, I want to run away from life. There is more, but I don't want to tell about it. I feel like my friends on CS and World of Warcraft are the only people who ever care about me. I'm bullied, I'm yelled at, no one cares in real life. I need a hug.
I know exactly how you feel. Almost everything is the same there, apart from your siblings at college. :c
What I find can help is if you focus on something you enjoy, something that can't be taken from you, like an art 'project' type thing or writing songs. Maybe even taking up an instrument. I have always wanted to play guitar, and now I'll be starting in a week or two, and I'm looking forward to having something to focus on, so that i can just sort of forget the outside world for a while.
It's definitely worth while to take up something that you can flow the energy through. If it's built up anger or anything people often take up drumming, or if your more mellow there are a lot of different things that you can do. It just depends on what it is your looking for, but when you find it, you'll know
If your struggling with friendships getting a pet can be a good thing to focus on. Although it does come with some effort and responsibility that needs to be put in.
If you have a pet then spending time with it is a great way to make companionship and have someone to spend time with.
Everything above really depends on the individual, but I hope I could help in someway. c:
