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[Mari_hadalittlelamb]

If guys c:

I've been dealing with a few problems..with the threats of North Korea and some pretty back storms here i've been also under alot of stress. I told my mom how scared I was (for some who you don't know my parents are devot christain) and she just talked about hwo it's a sign that the Rapture was happening and how she doesn't want me to be left alone.

She also went on to express her concerns and how God doesn't want lukewarm christains. and I've started to get really upset because ever since I told her, things have NEVER been the same..we're not as close as we were..and I hate how she just always brings the bible into everything, I understand that it's her belief..but don't shove it down my throat PLEASE.

Anyway..earlier at school the Rapture came up again and my friend went on to say that ' IF you're not in heaven you'll be threatened to be marked by the beast and tortured until you get martyred. " sp I said "..what???" and he also said "They will torture you, I mean like rip your face off and burn you alive. and then kil lyour pets and everyone you love! But don't accept the mark!!!" and I got REALLYYYYY NERVOUS AND FREAKED OUT SO I SAID "Ohmygosh please just stop! STOP I...stop1!!" it really scares me..since I was raised by Christain faith and stuff.

Plus I had a dream about it..and..it took place at my highschool..and we were eating lunch and the sky turned completely black, and everything just turned into static..and then some people were taken from the cafeteria and I just heard screams and pain and stuff..Guys really I'm scared..i've never been this scared before! EVER. and in the dream they killed my friends..my family..my cat..everyone..I'm really starting to question myself now. Is it just because I was raised in the Christain faith? Or is it a sign that I'm in the wrong. I'm completly happy wiht being Wiccan..I've never felt joy and happiness when I was Christain. I feel like I belong as a wiccan

IM SO SORRY THIS IS LONG..I JUST NEED GUIDANCE ;-;

[bears]

What do you mean?. Your mom means to say that North Korea planning on bombing us is the Rapture? [Had to look it up, silly me!]. I'm frightened too, but they've hated us from day one, and if you're my age you are almost used to it. I was just a little thing when 9/11 happened.

[Mari_hadalittlelamb]

Oh nononono my bad. The threats of North Korea is freaking me out..and my mom said that it may be a sign of the Rapture. I know most of it is a littleee drawnout. I'm just scared honestly, and I haven't slept in a few days because I don't want that dream again..it was terrible ;-; *rocks back and forth*

[bears]

*Pats comfortingly* I'm frightened too. My friend and I talked about it today. It seems like everyone hates America. But apparently Sweden friggin' loves us. My friend's older brother Ty is on his 'mission' there. Ty was talking to people and some drunk guy invited them in for dinner, and when Ty said he was from America the guy literally threw his arms around him and kissed him on the cheek. We know who to look to as an ally >w<

And I was raised LDS, but I never firmly believed in it. I know my gods, and I trust them. [Loki has a heart, sometimes he just isn't the funnest, but I still trust him.] But all the same I still feel this thing in my gut telling me they [who ever 'they' is.] will torture me. I.will.have no.where.to.hide. I'm scared too. I don't have terrible dreams though, but I am scared.

[Mari_hadalittlelamb]

Oh..atleast we may have an Ally..I just hope WWIII doesn't happen..

I'd like to get in touch with the gods and stuff..but I still don't htink i'm stable enough, it serious exhausts me to go see my spirit animal guide. Sometimes I just go visit her so I can get to sleep at night..but when I do It's like I can't focus like I used too..sometimes it's like I'll 'jump' and go to the real world and that world. IF anything SEVERE does happen..I really just hope i'm gone before it does

[willowkit17]

I just read about this whole North Korea thing while writing in my journalism class the other day, and I got really freaked out. I don't know what to think of the nightmares, it seems like your worries taking over your subconscious. If I were you I'd put some gems (whatever you think would suit your needs to stop having nightmares) under your pillow. It's what I do. I also suggest getting a ball of yarn and wrapping a strand around your bed, calling the watchtowers, or anything that you believe in to protect you while you sleep. I really would just try to ignore what people are saying, as most Wiccans and Pagans I know, if not all, don't believe in a devil. My idea is that if you refuse to believe in something strongly enough, and there is NO PROOF to it existing, then it really doesn't exist. Life is what you make of it, make it not suck...Lol, now I want to put that last sentence on a shirt xD

[Mari_hadalittlelamb]

^^ yEs! That sentence "IF you beleivei n something strongly enough, then to you it may happen" I told my mom that if she beleived in her faith so much then when she died obviously she would go to the her idea of the afterlife, as I would hopefully go to mine. Thanks for the idea too! <3

[Coexist]

ok lets say this again shall we? What I believe, and it helps ever so much when believing in the gods; christianity and pagan. Is... If god and Jesus who are essentially the same person have many names, whats to say they dont have many faces? God can be Buddah, Zues, Alah, Gaia and more. Female or male doesnt matter its the spirit of the soul. Part of that soul is in you, you were made from the earth which is from the power of this spirit. So believing in the spirit no matter how you see it is beliving in yourself and your power to be stronger to make things happen for the good of the planet. I finally understand I have been called to teach Coexist, I am Gaiaschild and I hope I helped with this.

[Mari_hadalittlelamb]

Thats actually a really good point.. Thanks ^-^

[Neforium]

Okay. Hi people ^^; ive been a bit hesitant about posting here because im not too informed about Wicca. I just moved and i lost the book i had bought to read and learn more about it and i havent been able to find any good resources. Would anyone like... be willing to help me learn? ^^;