by Dragonair_Blizzard » Fri Jul 02, 2010 8:08 pm
First post on here for me~
Well anyway, this week is the last week before school holidays, and it also happens to be on the same week as my music test and getting my half-yearly reports. Well, because of this, I was kinda stressed and annoyed, not to mention even more pessimistic than normal. And yeah, as you can see, I was in a very bad mood for the week. Well, anyway, my friend, lets call her 'Vio', asked me a question, and I answered in a somewhat annoyed tone because I was quite stressed. Then, the nest day, sports day, 'Vio' came over and I said I wanted to be alone, so she left. Because I was busy finishing off a project all of lunch and recess this week, I wasn't sitting with 'Vio' and my other friends.
Then yesterday, I told one of 'Vio's friend that I think she hates me, because she kept avoiding me and refusing to even talk to me. But you know what, that friend said 'Vio' told her that I hated her for no reason. As you can see, I was like, "What? I don't hate her."
Then today at school, I was in class the two of the other friends I sit with, and they were like, "Hey, why do you hate 'Vio'?" By then, I was very cranky. I said, " I should be the one saying that to her, she keeps avoiding me and glaring at me!" Those two then told me ," No, she doesn't hate you. She said she was confused why you hate her." I was like, WTH. Then I remebered Sports Day. Sure, I told her I wanted to be alone, along with the rest of the friends. How come the others didn't complain, and only her?
I was really depressed because I can't even sit with my friends anymore, because 'Vio' told them I hated her, so they side with her, and also because, 'she is funnier than me and the best friend of the popular one of the group'. God, I don't hate her, but if this continues, I might as well hate her. I'm thinking of saying sorry, but I don't believe that it is my fault. Either way, I told a friend to tell 'Vio' I didn't hate her.
>_> I really need a hug. Also, anyone have any advice on this?