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by tawnypelt3 » Sun Feb 10, 2013 8:53 pm
You dare make jokes when I am hurting so bad? You dare change the subject when the most important thing is preventing a death? You dare be the comic relief when I'm about to lose everything? I've forgiven you for many things over these years, but this, I can't forgive you for this. And when the memories come flooding back and the old wounds start leaking blood again, there'll be more things I can never forgive you for.
But this whole thing is a memory, nearly two and half years old. It already happened. This is just something I remembered. It's already over. You failed. You couldn't even save, didn't even try to save him. You let him die. Dammit, I just wanna scream.
But releasing strong emotions of any kind is forbidden here. So I'll just suffer in silence, which is no less than what he went through those two and a half years ago. It's deja vu, except I'm not gonna die. It'd stop hurting if I did, but I'm not that type of person.
Guess I'll just waste away in life.
No life can ever be more important than his death. But living hurts more.
I was hacked. Not going to remake all my groups and such unless I feel like it. That's a lotta work. Don't bother with trades, everything's a mess.
Need:

Will offer
reasonable overpay.
.Note to self:
Reduce idiot level.

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by Bennymegi » Sun Feb 10, 2013 9:01 pm
My pills make me really twitchy.
I keep twitching randomlly.
Body, stop. I should be asleep right now, but you keep twitching, causing me to be alert and therefore awake. ;-;
Oh be calm.
Be calm.
I know you feel like you are breaking down.
I know that it gets so hard sometimes,
Be calm.
Take it from me, I've been there a thousand times.
You hate your pulse because it thinks you're still alive
and everything's wrong
It just gets so hard sometimes
Be calm.
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by tawnypelt3 » Sun Feb 10, 2013 9:07 pm
I am officially out of Kleenex, but I haven't stopped.
Guess I'm sacrificing my pillowcase. Sorry, pillow, you'll probably get wet, too.
And now someone's trying to be kind and comforting, but I can't handle that.
My video screwed up and stopped on the picture of the man I hate most in this world. Then my flash player crashed.
An omen.
Only a good one if it means I can kill him myself.
I was hacked. Not going to remake all my groups and such unless I feel like it. That's a lotta work. Don't bother with trades, everything's a mess.
Need:

Will offer
reasonable overpay.
.Note to self:
Reduce idiot level.

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