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[Seven silverheart]

ok i dont know what my deal is but ive felt bad since i got back to school and saw all my friends again. thats not normal for me i dont know what my deal is, i feel like nobody cares how i feel anymore, i try to reach out and nobody texts me anymore, i go online and only creepy people message me, i cant stand most people, almost everyone at school drives me nuts and my parents too, i hate ms.durden, i hate that im ranting, EVERYTHING in my life just feels weird and i should know by now how to deal with it but somehow i just CANT i cant focus. i did fine today, before i really talked with people or tryed to text them again, you know? and well, i was the first one done with my test and now i cant TOUCH my homework if so ticked and my internet gets cut off at random time cause my stupid parents and im just ticked. there. thats whats on my mind.

as an update, my mom has also just decided to tick me off worse with a conversation about my grades. actually it was more like yelling at me cause in "stupid"

I have another update. I tried to text the only person who I feel cares about me at all MAYBE (maybe not anymore after some stupid drama... NOT my fault) and she answered but she doesn't even care about anything I told her and I got to wake up to her texting me that I still owe her money. On the edge of losing my mind and she says she wants her money.

I feel like I was so stupid and I gave everything up. I used to be smart I used to be liked I used to know what I was doing and what I liked. I gave up who I was and wasted my time. I became someone who I never really was. I gave up something that could have been fun. Lost fourteen years got nothing back. Knew some people who never had my back. I was stupid, confused and lost in the black.

Ok I got nothin else, in meantime I will be rotting in my sadness and self-pity in a sad little dark corner...


update:im in desperate need of hug now :'(

[Moved]

I swear I am going to have an emotional breakdown soon. To start off; everyone hates me. My friends feel the need to punch me so hard my arm bruises, and the others never liked me either.
I can't rant more because I will probably repeat myself or get a board warning because inappropriateness... I just need a hug... I think..

I'm sorry you're going through that. <3 *hugs* It's hard when people take out there anger on you verbally or physically, and you feel horrible because you think it's your fault. Chin up, love. There are people who care about you, even though it may not seem like it at the present time. And even though I'm just a random user on this game, my inbox is open if you ever need to vent or just some comforting words.

[Scarlett Redd]

Hugs please...
It's not much, but I went 'flying' at lunch today and landed hard on my backside. Now my back, tailbone and elbow are bruised, as I kinda skidded into a bench... Hard. :'(

[jacketgirl]

ok i dont know what my deal is but ive felt bad since i got back to school and saw all my friends again. thats not normal for me i dont know what my deal is, i feel like nobody cares how i feel anymore, i try to reach out and nobody texts me anymore, i go online and only creepy people message me, i cant stand most people, almost everyone at school drives me nuts and my parents too, i hate ms.durden, i hate that im ranting, EVERYTHING in my life just feels weird and i should know by now how to deal with it but somehow i just CANT i cant focus. i did fine today, before i really talked with people or tryed to text them again, you know? and well, i was the first one done with my test and now i cant TOUCH my homework if so ticked and my internet gets cut off at random time cause my stupid parents and im just ticked. there. thats whats on my mind.

as an update, my mom has also just decided to tick me off worse with a conversation about my grades. actually it was more like yelling at me cause in "stupid"

I have another update. I tried to text the only person who I feel cares about me at all MAYBE (maybe not anymore after some stupid drama... NOT my fault) and she answered but she doesn't even care about anything I told her and I got to wake up to her texting me that I still owe her money. On the edge of losing my mind and she says she wants her money.

I feel like I was so stupid and I gave everything up. I used to be smart I used to be liked I used to know what I was doing and what I liked. I gave up who I was and wasted my time. I became someone who I never really was. I gave up something that could have been fun. Lost fourteen years got nothing back. Knew some people who never had my back. I was stupid, confused and lost in the black.

Ok I got nothin else, in meantime I will be rotting in my sadness and self-pity in a sad little dark corner...


update:im in desperate need of hug now :'(

*hug* My inbox is open if you should like to talk about anything. Anything at all.

Hugs please...
It's not much, but I went 'flying' at lunch today and landed hard on my backside. :( Now my back, tailbone and elbow are bruised, as I kinda skidded into a bench... Hard. :'(

*HUGS* I broke my tailbone a few years back so I know your pain. I'm so sorry, that is not a fun experience. :C Make sure to take good care of yourself.

[Lake Petal]

I swear I am going to have an emotional breakdown soon. To start off; everyone hates me. My friends feel the need to punch me so hard my arm bruises, and the others never liked me either.
I can't rant more because I will probably repeat myself or get a board warning because inappropriateness... I just need a hug... I think..

To add onto this.. My friends are BSing me with a bunch of suicidal and very triggering (Well.. For me.. Considering my past..) things. Its not the usual "Oh I feel like cutting today" No, it has gone beyond that. It has gotten to the point that had it been on anything but Skype it would be report-able. I've asked her to stop. She never does. I had to pull a day off school the other day because the above did happen. I had a breakdown.
I've tried telling her to go and get a doctor. I'm just a teenager. What help am I compared to the professional advice?
I'm beginning to feel like a pushover. I asked ONE favor from her the other day, she turned around and snapped, yet she feels it is alright to come to me with this when she knows it is triggering, and yet I have to sit there and try and comfort her.
I.. I need a hug.. And maybe someone who has been in this spot and who can help..

[Dymestl]

I love my best friend to death. She's like a sister to me.

However, she constantly downs on herself- calling herself stupid and useless.

She says that I'm prettier, smarter, and better than her...

I don't agree with her, but she keeps insisting.

I understand that she's had a rough past, but...

*sighs* I wish she'd just think better of herself...

She's a fantastic person that has incredible talent with writing and drawing...

But people bully her and make fun of her behind her back (infront of me).

I'm scared she'll turn to self harm..

Can I please have a hug?

[classi]

Hug? I need one. Badly.
I'm so sick and tired of crying, and feeling lonely, and worthless, and stupid.

[jules9009]

Hug? I need one. Badly.
I'm so sick and tired of crying, and feeling lonely, and worthless, and stupid.

{ *Hugs* }
{ If you need someone to talk to, don't be afraid to pm me. ono. I hope whatever it is gets better soon! }

[oikawa]

I love my best friend to death. She's like a sister to me.

However, she constantly downs on herself- calling herself stupid and useless.

She says that I'm prettier, smarter, and better than her...

I don't agree with her, but she keeps insisting.

I understand that she's had a rough past, but...

*sighs* I wish she'd just think better of herself...

She's a fantastic person that has incredible talent with writing and drawing...

But people bully her and make fun of her behind her back (infront of me).

I'm scared she'll turn to self harm..

Can I please have a hug?

aw im so sorry. :c
tell her she's beautiful when she needs it and just show her you care by being friendly and going places with her and such
tell those bullies not to make fun of her, next time. maybe they'll stop.
i really hope you and your friend feel better.
-hugs-

[. ME]

Ugh...
I just...could use a hug...
It's really complicated, I don't want to explain...