life has been very, very hard for me lately. When I was little I was abused by my father, and my. Other was abused by him too. Well we ended up moving and life got better. Throughout my whole life it's been just me and my mom and we have become extremely close. Their has been a few boy friends, but none of them like Bill. Bill and my mom have been dating for 2 years, and bill hates me. He treats me horrible, but I put up with it so my mama can be happy. Well, bill has an older son and some stuff happened.... I am just going to say bills son hurt me, badly. I ended up having to move to NY to live with my cousin who is an actress and going to therapy and stuff. I love my cousin, and she is absolutely amazing!!! But it's still hard... She is hardly around due to all of the filming, and modeling she does. Well, I have been living with her for about two months now and I am getting better, but I miss my mom. But I feel like my mom doesn't care about me anymore. She has only called once, and when I call/text her she doesn't respond, if she does it's about a 5 minutes conversation. I just.... I just don't know what to do. Then these girls are being really rude and stuff, and I keep holding it in. Well, I have been very angry lately and taking all my anger out on my cousin, and she has already ended up crying 2times. Every time I see she is crying, I cry, especially when I know I caused that. I don't know what to do anymore. I have nothing to live for. I can't even play sports at the moment, and sports are my life.
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