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[glitters]

Today my friend told the school counselor that I was planning suicide.
So they call me out of my band class, the only class I like, and make me wait in agony and anxiety for about 20-30 minutes. Worst moments of my life. They asked me all these questions about why I mentioned it and my biggest worried in life. I cried almost the whole time. all the questions, and my hard core anxiety.
I lied my way out of it. They forced me to show them my arms and I had scratches from my cat. They said does your mom know you have cat scratches? Ugh. Yes.
It was horrible. They said they'll keep an eye on me. 3 of my friends have been busted to them for cutting, so I guess I'm not alone. But I can't trust anyone with my problems can I? And they called my mom. When I got in the car my mom immediately got on my case about how I shouldn't talk about it and that I'm insane. I have just about had it. Something I kept concealed for years almost got loose. Luckily I'm good at words, and lying. They work very well together. I'm better off without the therapists, please do NOT tell me they were trying to understand and help, I don't want to hear it, okay? I'm already shaking with anxiety. Ugh. I hate people.
I already have trust issues.
I feel ashamed walking around school. I might move schools.

[luxuriantluke]

So today everyone in my grade went to a highschool that we are going to next year
I asked my friend if i could hang out with her and she said sure
she totally ignored me and ditched me and went off with other people, not even
telling me and not inviting me over
wow thanks
its not like your my only true friend ;n;

[MEAT!]

So today everyone in my grade went to a highschool that we are going to next year
I asked my friend if i could hang out with her and she said sure
she totally ignored me and ditched me and went off with other people, not even
telling me and not inviting me over
wow thanks
its not like your my only true friend ;n;

{❥-hugs-
im so sorry, perfy <3
dont worry. if shes going to completely throw your
plans away and ditch you for others, shes not a true
friend.

-ⓒⓔⓒⓔ †

[evol]

Today my friend told the school counselor that I was planning suicide.
So they call me out of my band class, the only class I like, and make me wait in agony and anxiety for about 20-30 minutes. Worst moments of my life. They asked me all these questions about why I mentioned it and my biggest worried in life. I cried almost the whole time. all the questions, and my hard core anxiety.
I lied my way out of it. They forced me to show them my arms and I had scratches from my cat. They said does your mom know you have cat scratches? Ugh. Yes.
It was horrible. They said they'll keep an eye on me. 3 of my friends have been busted to them for cutting, so I guess I'm not alone. But I can't trust anyone with my problems can I? And they called my mom. When I got in the car my mom immediately got on my case about how I shouldn't talk about it and that I'm insane. I have just about had it. Something I kept concealed for years almost got loose. Luckily I'm good at words, and lying. They work very well together. I'm better off without the therapists, please do NOT tell me they were trying to understand and help, I don't want to hear it, okay? I'm already shaking with anxiety. Ugh. I hate people.
I already have trust issues.
I feel ashamed walking around school. I might move schools.

I'm sorry. The exact same thing happened to me last year and my parents forced me to move schools. If you feel like you don't have any extremely close friends and things have gotten that bad around there, I would actually switch schools if possible. Will you pm me what's going on so that I might be able to help? It's okay if you don't trust me enough and I understand but it may help me be able to understand what's going on more c:

If anyone needs help and is scared to post here, you are free to pm me whenever <3

[dead poets society]

i am such a loser. my day hasn't been going very well. ;n;

first, i woke up late since i've been on a trip and i didn't get very much sleep, so my mom had to drive me to the bus stop. i usually love the bus because there are a lot of older boys who flirt with me and are my friends, but lately they've been ignoring me, so i was lonely on the ride to school.

after that, i had p.e. which i hate because i'm overweight and don't need people to see that i can't run for 2 seconds without dying and gasping for breath. p.e. is very degrading to me.

next, i had orchestra, which is usually okay. i realized my violin was horribly out of tune, so i got up to take it to the teacher to tune, since i didn't want to break it, and my friend/stand partner offered to tune it with a digital tuner she got. in the process, she broke my string, so i have to buy a new one.

after that, i had english, which i usually love because i have it with both of my best friends and my major crush, ryan. i got there a little early and sat in my usual seat, which is the seat behind ryan's seat. he came in and sat down, and then my friend came in, and she sat down and told me to go with her outside to the hall. i went, and she told me that while i was on my trip ryan had been saying really bad things about me. i'm really confused because ryan is really nice to me. he talks to me, when i drop stuff he picks it up, etc. and now i found out he doesn't like me?

and then when i went to get on the bus, i sat down, and this other guy, alex, who i have a crush on sat by me and talked to me most of the way home, which was a highlight to the rest of my day. as usual, i walked home alone. behind me was this guy named chad who i used to bother and constantly pester until it got so bad his mom had to have a talk with me. i've cut back on bothering him, i don't stare at him anymore, i never talk to him, but my mom told me to say hi when i see him to let him know i'm not going to be creepy anymore. so i said hi to him and he looked at me then looked straight ahead. i stood there, waiting for an answer until he walked right past and turned the corner. i started crying as i walked home. i really wanted my mom to hug me and tell me it would be okay, but she was gone, so i laid on my bed and cried until she got home, and i felt miserable. i'm just having a bad day. i need some hugs and advice on how to handle chad and ryan. please, someone help me. ;n;

~alexander.

[MenheraCollie]

May use this a lot, great idea whoever came up with this topic! I like giving huggies! *hugs all of the above* I know life ducks, and we all have problems so I honnestly think this is a great topic, thank toy for making it!

[Riverspell]

So I know I'm brand new to this thread, this being my first post, and I know I'm not one of those Pro Huggers (probably got that name wrong, pardon me xD). But I would like to offer myself up as a person to come to and talk to and dump all you need to on to. I've been through serious crap in my life, not as bad as some and I won't claim to have had the worst life but it had it's really bad moments, and so I can understand a lot of what people are going through.

Here's a bit about why I say I understand. I'm leaving out the worst things.

I have been abused in practically every way since I was a young child. My parents constantly screamed, spat, bickered, threw things, and tore the house apart. My mom abandoned us children on a couple occasions. She was frequently in the hospital for mental illness. I was constantly bullied and abused at school. My parents eventually divorced and I now live with my awesome dad and his wife. (Not that I have to, I'm almost 21-22)(No exact ages right?). In the last year I've been in the hospital 6 times for depression, cutting, ideation, and psychosis. I have Schitzotypal, PTSD and Aspberger's and I'm NOT afraid to admit it. (Please refrain from calling me a retard, that's happened a few times and I don't appreciate it. >:( )

Yeah, doesn't seem like much but I'm sure to the group of you that went through similar things it is a lot. But in any case, I just want you all to realize I'm not joking when I say I understand in some small way and that I want to help.

[jacketgirl]

My anti-depressants stopped working and therapy is not helping. This is extremely taxing because the depressed thoughts are coming back. I'm terrified because suicidal thoughts is starting to resurface. I don't know what to do anymore.
People are trying to help but I want to be independent. I hate worrying my family. My friends tell me to snap out of it and give me weak advice.
I don't know where to turn...

[zombie.]

I'm tired of being verbally {& physically} abused by my brother.
None of the adults in my family, including my mother who I thought I could go to, gives a thought about the situation.
Maybe sometimes I start fights. Maybe sometimes he starts them. That does not mean he should be allowed to push me down, or physically attack me. Or maybe that's fine. Maybe I'm overreacting.
God, maybe your family can do whatever the they want to you.
"It shouldn't matter they're family."
They hurt you because they love you.
I'm done, so done guys.

[OrangeNeon]

This may sound petty or whatever, but oh well. I really need to get this out.

I really like this guy, I sit near him in a few classes. I know there's two other people who like him. One girl I know for sure he doesn't and never will like. The other one... I'm not so sure. She's known as the brat in my grade, and a lot of people find her annoying. Including me. She sits at his table at lunch, but Idon't how he feels. Either he feels like the rest of the grade, or he likes her.

Gosh, I don't even know where I stand in this DX If I had to put myself somewhere, I'd probably say neutral. Leaning towards positive. I talk to him frequently, and he teases me a lot in my last class of the day where he sits behind me.

I just had to get that out.