Dear you,
Did you know that I'm listening to my favorite band..? The one you liked, too? Everytime I listen to them, or my favorite song, you always come into my head... Did you know that there's a guy that wants me to go out with him, trying to turn me straight after you? No, you wouldn't know that, because I haven't told you.. I can't tell you, because I'm afraid of you. Not in the, Oh, she'll hurt me! kind of way, but in the fear of your reaction. I don't want you to say that you don't care.. I don't want you to leave me, even if you're just a friend.. Had I known that I bother you so much, I wouldn't have let you know about my feelings. Had I known that I'd be feeling this sick of being without you, I wouldn't have started anything.. If I had been less clingy, would you have stayed? If I had shown more affection, would you have stayed? I should've told you from the beginning that it was hard for me to say I Love You, but I didn't. I've never lied to you, no matter what you think of me.. I've never been able to lie to you, or hide what I'm feeling. You've always seen through my mask, and I don't know how.. You keep telling me that I don't know anything about you, but I do.. I could've known more, had you been open to telling me, instead of being secretive and refusing to tell me anything until it was too late. I never cared about the bad things you did, I just wanted to help you.. That's all I've wanted.. It hurt when you said you didn't love me, because I thought you lied the entire time.. Maybe that was just a plan to get back at me.. I just know that I fell too hard, and now I don't know how to pick up the pieces without being cut by the memories of you.. Every happy moment, was with you.. I'm sorry.. So sorry..
~Nobody, In Your Eyes.