Bringing Me Back
The decadence of expression,
This machine enslaving my evanescent mind,
Here in this bitter-sweet digression,
I see a boy who talks so wonderfully kind.
He's what wakes me from this emptiness,
He brings me to the brink of destruction.
This lonely spark of carelessness
Made me forget this loss of emotion.
Hate and despair are hand in hand
Out of reach I scream for you
Auguries of life are filling this land
This illumination of heart is due.
Take me away to the land of you.
Bring me away from my own calamity.
I've been lost in your sweet serenity.
This foolish dream I know I can't persue.
I have followed through to amity,
but can I see through this deceitful insanity?
Winter drew my heart's transgression,
I love you but you must be carelessly blind.
Why is it that everything ends in question?
From the endless sea of faces, in you I find
The comfort of your arms in truth I witness
Your words are hauntingly familiar instruction.
This empty shell of mine finds it marvelous.
I want you to love me, but the promises broken
Please tell me that this wasn't planned.
In this vision of mine, I know that smiled clue
This emotion I have attempted to command
I know in my heart that the pain will ensue.
Take me away to the land of you.
Bring me, I ask, from this calamity.
This emotion returns with serenity.
I know this dream will not persue.
Instead, fleeting is this sweet amity,
Leaving me with bitter-sweet insanity.
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