I kind of want to rewind about 4 years or so. Back when role playing wasn't so stressful. I was in a really close group of online friends to role play with, the role plays were active, lasting months with countless posts in one day. Sure, I was very, very far from literate, but it was fun. Now my writing is better but I just don't quite get that enjoyment anymore. I stress about getting a form done, stress about what other people think about my writing, stress about what they think of my character, basically stress about getting my writing torn to pieces for grammar or my characters personality being analyzed before I even get a chance to play them. I really think sometimes role playing is taken entirely too seriously. They're or there, your or you're, yes I know the difference, but if I am typing and one comes out before the other and I don't catch it when I read through it because I am skimming because I know the basics of what I have already written, I don’t want someone jumping down my throat for it. I am doing this for fun, not to be graded. I went through high school and am going through college; I don't need more English teachers. I'm not the best at commas I know this, but when I read/write something I put commas where I hear a natural pause. I live in Mountain Maryland, its how we talk. I don't mean this to offend anyone, but this has been bugging me and holding me back for a while. I would go to less literate role plays, but I want to be able to role play with people on my level. And if I go to join a more advanced role play and they check my history and see nothing but illiterate role plays, they are going to deny me. I just wish there was some middle ground. /endrant.