by dragón » Fri Nov 16, 2012 6:35 pm
Dear best friend,
Do you remember in the forth grade when we were having problems with those girls? That was my fault. From what you said, I was the one that got it all started. I'm the reason the forth grade was terrible for us as well as them. The thing is, you know a little forth grader can get into things on accident, right? I think that it's quite possible that deep down inside, I was enjoying the problems I'd caused. I found entertainment from my own sadness. I thought it was all such an interesting story. Somehow, I seemed to have been able to hide that from everyone. I remember that in the end, I was almost a bit sad to be leaving the excitement of our troubles. Of our 'adventure.' I stopped being friends with you for a short time. What you don't know is that I went behind your back and said terrible things about you. There is no describing how much I wish I could take that back. I will always hate myself for what I did. I think it may have been the influence everything around me had. I thought that it was 'cool' to be a stuck up creep. I wanted to be what I was. For some reason, around the fifth grade, I began to become a bit less terrible. It didn't last long, of course. I began to pity myself. {The reason I stopped being friends with you.} I felt like I was alone. I was being an idiot. I didn't really know what it was like to feel alone until around the seventh grade. I'm so grateful that once I entered Jr. High I began to become human. I just want to apologize. For everything I put you through. To tell you the truth, I don't know what was going on in my head back then. Seeing as how I am what I am today, my guesses should be pretty accurate. Anyway, that's not the point. I just want to say that I'm so sorry. I love you. You are like a sister to me. You're one of my best friends and I could never hope for you to be any better. Your loyalty to me for this long has proven that you are an amazing friend. I wish I could be as great as you or any of my other friends, but I'm not. Thank you for staying by my side, even when I put us through unnecessary harm. Thank you.
-Frosty
Dear other best friend,
I can't express how grateful I am to you. You've been my friend for a good 6 years now. You've met the popular kids and have made friends with them. With all of them, you still care about me. You still know that I exist. I can't thank you enough for that.<3
-Frosty
Dear, Grell.Sutcliff, Bear, {Insert name here}, whatever you want me to call you.
You're an amazing person. Please remember that. You're awesome and I really just want you to know that I'm really glad to be your friend. I'm sorry I don't really have much to say other than that, but I've really just explained it all in a few short sentences. c:
I'm sorry for being an obnoxious butt at times. I can be that way. Or if I sometimes seem a bit uncaring. That isn't the case. I just forget I have emotions sometimes. *Huggle*
Love ya, bud.
-Frosty
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