Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Euphora-Saur]

Dear L,
I'm glad we are no longer best friends-just friends, even. Everytime, you convince me to keep being 'best friends', and manipulate me into believing all of your lies. You know I found out that you've been talking about me, and you deny it? I've had countless people come to me, telling me this. Not everyone is a liar. This time, I've finally moved on. Keep trying to get me to come back. My answer will not be swayed anymore. For once, I've finally had no drama in my life since I stopped hanging around you. I actually feel great now with friends that respect me! The only thing I pity, is that your boyfriend(who used to be MY best friend) was taking away every since you dated him. I found out that you wanted him to stay away from me, just because you were jealous? He was my friend, much longer that I was yours. I miss him dearly now.. but because of you, he isn't 'allowed' to hang out with me without you getting furious with him. Honestly? I hope you has the courage that I finally got, and leave you. So, have fun with your new 'bestie' (though you try to tell me that she just follows you).

Love, a lost friend.

[xXMisfitXx]

Dear Skater Boy,
I love you hon, but why wont you reply? If your ignoring me because your skating then you are mistaken if you think I WONT be mad. Please talk to me . I do worry about you honey, especailly when you tell me that you got in trouble and you LAUGHED. Really!? I was worried to death because of you. Be more careful... please.
Your Girl,
Em

[tears of laughter.]

Dear "friend",

What's your problem.? You have a cold, heartless soul. No care for anyone or anything.. except yourself, and the things you care about, which, apparently isn't much. How could someone be so cruel..? I thought you were supposed to be my friend. The politics thing used to be a joke.. but you took it too far. I've fallen into a hole of depression && can never climb out. You can't see it, you don't understand it. My eyes were swollen the next day.. from crying. I tried to explain some of it to you.. But all you said was "It's not that big of a deal!" Yes it is a big deal. You could've said, I'm sorry you feel this way, or something instead of totally blowing off my feelings. You say you have depression. Well, you're a fake. Not only are you a careless faker, but you're rude. Not only to me, but to others too. You ditch our lunch table.. Well go ahead, you'll treat them better. You've swore at me multiple times, you say my comments are over-dramatic. Then you go complain to your mommy. You said you've never had many friends at your old school.. I can definetely see why.

I'm not saying this to rude, I'm being completely honest.. you sent me a voice memo of you singing. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to be rude, but honestly, if you were on XFactor, Simon would say that you're one of the worst he's ever heard in his life.

[Rini]

Dear _____,
Hah... I filled the amount of blanks with your nickname. If you weren't ignoring me you'd say, "How funny, Beansprout."
I think this started the night I went to your college class with Nev. You saw me and we got along and you, as my butler, were forced to eat those Twizzlers... it was torture, you hate Twizzlers, but it had been over a year since I'd seen you and I really missed you. I was wearing my shorts and cut up leggings and you said they were flattering and you really liked them.

However, things, I've found, can't always be great like when you and I were in fourth grade. You were my only friend.

Remember when we went to Sky Ranch? I still have the pictures. I look at the scrapbook that you got me for my birthday when I was nine and the pictures your mom gave me. I was so little back then - you taught me what 'gothic' was in fifth grade. Once I stayed at your house for a week in a row and we played rain-forest under the water that was raining from the water hose beneath your treehouse at your nan's.

We were going to start a band. It was called Roxtarz. Well, we were in fifth grade and couldn't think of anything better...
Then we started writing the songs that we were going to cover. You wrote Speed Over Beethoven and I wrote some old Kelly Clarkson songs down. It was fun...

You taught me how to play Sally's Song on the piano. Your nan was selling your piano for $50 and I begged and begged my dad to let me buy it but he said we didn't have enough room in the house and "how were we going to get it in, anyway?"

Then in sixth grade I'd sit outside with you every once in a while after school before we got picked up.

And I didn't see you until eighth grade again, when we had gym together. You came up with calling me Beansprout and you would put your hand on my shoulder and count to five and I'd say, "It's not rape if you're willing," and you'd make that face and leave me alone. But once you pinned me to a wall and I did a spinny thing and knocked you over. I had a crush on you once a long time ago. A big one. I wouldn't call it a crush, maybe... puppy love.

You got your mp3 player stolen and I was laughing about what Neila said, and you thought I was laughing at you. I remember little things like this because the time I spent with you was the best.

After eighth grade you went to a different high school than I and I didn't see you until just last summer, so it had been... three years, almost? About. However, that was during the summer so it had been another five or so months since I had seen you when I saw you yesterday.

You didn't answer any of my texts, or comments on DeviantART. You spoke to a friend that was standing right next to me and kept walking afterwards and didn't even look my direction. You did the exact same thing today. To be honest your having done this really got to me; nothing has really gotten to me lately, but this really just cut me in half.

You know I adore you?

Why is it that you're ignoring me? Is it because I'm friends with Nevaeh?

Because... I hardly speak to her anymore.

And... I am done with both of you.

❥~ Beansprout.

[for baltimore.]

Dear N,

When we first became friends, I didn't think much of it. I mean, you were a wee freshman that I only knew because we were on the quiz bowl team together. When we actually started talking more often and getting to know each other, it was sort of nice to have a guy friend around. We didn't (and still don't) know everything about each other, but in good time, I really hope we will. Somehow, over the course of the summer, I developed feelings for you that came along because you found your way around the walls I keep up. I found myself able to trust you, and you seemed to be everything I wanted in a guy - friendly, intelligent, hilarious, absolutely adorable...

But you could have at least told me once and for all that you didn't want any sort of relationship with me instead of saying "not right now" and giving me hope. I observed you for three months, and the mixed signals had been stressing me out for ages; I mean, I'm still trying to clear up the breakout that resulted from all of my overthinking. I feel much better than I did a week ago, now that I've talked to you about it, even though I've got to try to move on. That shouldn't be too hard, I guess - I wasn't head-over-heels in love with you, after all. I just hope you don't find trying to be my friend awkward. Everything seems to be okay, now that we're starting to talk more often again. I just want my bro back, y'know?

- Stars.

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Dear T,

I'm actually pretty glad I'm out of your life. We had some fun times together in the year that we were friends, but in that year, I'd managed to fight more with you than I had with any of my other friends. You did nothing but put me down and make me feel like s**t about everything you knew about me (which was quite a bit, since you used to - maybe you still do? - read my Tumblr). I haven't had any drama in my life, aside from N, all month, and it feels really good to not have to worry if you truly hate me. I hope you enjoy your life without me as well, since you've got your boyfriend & friends at your school. Thanks for showing me some great new things about the world and ruining my own self-esteem and view of the world at the same time.

- Stars.

[kes.]

Dear people that I am roleplaying with,
I'm am so sorry that I can't keep myself entertained with roleplays... They seem interesting at first, and then I just start loosing my interest... I will reply eventually, though, so... yeah...
Sorry,
-jack.

[Starfalling]

I have two.

1.Dear freind,
I miss you and wish you had not moved. I know we only met a few weeks ago but I already liked you.(As a freind.) You are a very kind person and I will always remember you.

2. Dear cousin,
Even though you are rude sometimes I love you. You are very kind. I wish we could video chat like we used to and that we could keep in touch. Neither of us ever get a chance to call each other anymore and I miss you. I can't wait until after Cristmas when you can come visit me. You are the best cousin ever.

[supernovacity]

Dear L,
If you move to Alaska...
fffff
I SWEAR
I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN,STUFF YOU IN A SUITCASE AND BRING YOU HOME.
>.>
-Kiwi

[casasss]

Dear somebody,

We talk everyday, for hours. But I miss you. How is that?


Me

[oyakawa]

Dear J,

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 u

-A