Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Solfeggio]

Dear thirteen-year-old self,

It's kind of weird reading your journal. Kind of hard to believe I used to be you. Reading the stuff you wrote makes me wonder why my point of view was so terribly shallow. The things that are so important to you are stuff that are no longer important to me. Sometimes I laugh at your self-centeredness, sometimes your writings make me cringe with embarrassment.

You're gonna grow up soon. You're gonna realize some things don't matter as much when you look at the whole picture. You're gonna stop thinking your crush is the center of your world and isn't actually the guy you're destined to marry. You're gonna realize there are much more important things than the things your world is revolving around.

You're going to grow up soon. And I hope to God I've become more mature than you.

Hang in there,
Me

[Transmute]

Dear Friend,
I know you're in a bad mood. I understand. I don't comfort you because I can't. I've never comforted anyone in my life - it's weird for me. I'm sorry that you can't understand that. But you don't have to take out your bad mood on me and make my day bad from the beginning. Thanks, a lot. Next time you're in a bad mood, and I know how to comfort you, I don't think I will. I'm not the one being shallow - you are.

Regards,
Zale

[global.]

Dear _____,

You, whatever am I going to do with...you? I feel so far away from you, and everyone in general. I don't know what to do...I need you, I just simply need you. But why can't you see that? I'm dropping hints as big as the ocean and yet you blissfully ignore them, content with how our 'friendship' is doing. I can't sleep, ok? I am loosing sleep over a stupid boy, a boy that is making me go insane over himself. I never even see you anymore, or hear from you for that matter! Why are you just so, ugh! I can't finish this...

NeedtoBreathe <3

[.:BrokenHeart:.]

Dear _______

I may not have gone with on the school camp, but I have been told about what you guys say about me. Why can't you understand that I'm not the kind of person that goes out looking for attention, but rather wants to stay away from it? You have hurt me many times, and now I'm begining to wonder if our friendship actually means anything to you.

I hope I'm not just another false friend
Broken

[kyayura]

Dear _______,

I can't stand your 'oh-so-defensive' acts. Why should you defend my so called 'friend' when she's being a total geezer rejecting you and talking behind your back. What's the use anyways? You always try to be defensive even when it's not even necessary. I hate it. It annoys the hell out of me, but it's either you're really annoying or I'm the annoying one. Quit defending,seriously. It isn't necessary. You always think I'm some low IQ anti-social weird dwelling who games all the time and doesn't study, so who cares? I hate it. You know nothing about me so don't act as if you do. The only person who knows 100% the real me would be myself. Even when I get the top in class, you doubt my skills. Everyone has their own flaws, I know, but why do you just have to keep pushing my buttons when I'm trying my best to control my temper? I'm so sorry that I have to be so bad tempered and straightforward but I'm being perfectly honest here.

Sincerely,
Me.




Dear life,

Why do I always feel invisible? I'm not good enough to anyone. Whenever I try my best to fit in, I always get rejected, ignored or laughed at. I don't get life and question about it at times. Some people think depression is a laugh off but seriously, how would they like if they were in the people who have it in their shoes? So shut up and mind your own business unless you're going to help. At times of the year, I would feel really blue. This seems like the time. l: I wonder how am I going to cope next year, my only best friend is leaving. She's like a part of me, bonded with me. At times I may get mad at her for the simplest things but we always laugh it off and start joking again. She's irreplaceable. Whyohwhy. I hope I'll be able to socialize and make some new friends. c: I hope too that my bestie will have a great year ahead. <3 Friends who are not a bunch of attention seekers who just use you and ditch or oversensitive ones.

Random thought, I hate people who are always trying to be too 'honest', 'nice' and 'oversensitive' . As in, the ones that go around teachers like a sick puppy dog or to people. Oversensitive? Gah, I love laughing and joking but it spoils my mood whenever they start twisting the topic to a more serious one and be all 'youbettersaysorryoriwillpineappleyoumore'.I'm not jealous that they're successful at it but, really? They're as bad as those drama girls, but right now, I think those girls are better.

My family's relationship is healing, I guess. I'm so happy. My mom still gets on my nerves at times though. She insulted me a couple of times on the last few days and she really mean't it. It hurt me to even hear her words. I don't wanna type about it. ): I will try to get over it.

Sincerely,
me~




Dear Wubbles,

For some reason, I feel like my crush towards you is being deterred. It's slowly fading away and I'm back to my own normal non enthusiastic self. I guess you're just like those in and out small little crushes. :C I still sort of enjoy our night session Facebook chats but I wish it would be as fun as before. >//< I smiled when you actually asked when you get to see me again and admitted you couldn't wait to meet me. But romance is not my major but I think I'll make the conversation go rather jumpy, short and random. xD I do want to get to know you even more though, I like observing you a lot. Actually, I like observing everyone and yeah, I sound like a creepy stalker now. xD

From,
your derpy crazy fan ;p

[stargore]

Dear ________,

I love you. If you ever found this out, I'd have thought you'd shun me, told me I was confused. I wish I could tell you.

-Marshall

[Foxanna]

Dear Cammie!

I hope you're doing well. I wrote you a Private Message in hope you'd get to read it.

Lots of love, Ana!

[I n f i n i t y]

Dear Z,

Okay, You don't like me. You like that other girl. Please just don't make me feel like you do like me, and don't make her feel better because she's already treating me like a jerk....can't you see she's not the right girl for you? I'm not saying I am the right girl, but that girl has two sides, and she only shows you the good side. She gives me the bad side. She must've found out you liked her because she's been giving me smug looks and treating me like a slave. Maybe we can just be friends, Z? Please quit playing with my heart...

Sincerely,
The Broken, Sad, Confused, Lost Girl

[ShadowOfAGirl]

Dear you..

I'm sorry. I am so, so, so, so sorry. I was confused..and scared..I didn't know what to do and my heart was confusing me. I was so horrible to you, I know you weren't nice to me either, but I can forget that. I want you back...I need you back. But..it's not going to happen, we don't speak any more, we now hate each other.

I'm sorry for what happened between us and though I feel I want you back..I know it's just because I'm lonley and not because I actually love you.

Maybe I don't want you back at all now I think of it..

From
Your ex
xxx

[violeta.]

Dear you,
Thanks for the memories we made last year. We had so much fun with the others in our group but... Sometimes you had taken things to far. I know you know I liked you last year and you really don't deserve a second chance after some of the things you said and did.... But maybe I still like you... Maybe I want to give you a second chance because I believe in some things most people don't. I don't want to, but their voices will be getting to me sometime... I suspect you feel the same about me but... Please, just tell me. Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Are we ever going to be together without being ridiculed?
Snowflakes~

Dear pots,
Like the nickname? Well whether you do or not, youre stuck with it so deal with it. Now, what I really want to say is that you need to move on. I know you've liked me for two years now, but you're not the one for me. You don't stand or fight for things, we don't have the same common beliefs. I've been testing you over the weeks to make my thoughts certain, and when you offered to take me on that trip, I knew it was too far. Pots, youve had the good life compared to me. I'm just work. The boy I like now, the boy that likes me, he would fight. He would take a stand. He will be there to fight the demons with me. Why? Because he knows what a scar is. He knows the truth about a lot of things. And I know I've known you longer, but you don't know the fight I'll have to go through just to be next to you. And that path isn't the one I want to take. So please, I need you to move on. Youre not my match, if I chose you my options and dreams would be limited. He would fight to make sure my dreams are safe and that I would have the ambitions to achieve them. Please know, I'm not the one for you.
Snowflakes~