Owner Name: Vazchu
Name: Za'afiel
Gender: Male
The name:I like naming Runes after the characters from the fantasy series known as
“The tears of Artamon” by Sarah Ash. This time I chose Za’afiel, who is referred to as the Drakhaoul that is the
“Blower of Icy Winds”. Therefore I thought the name would suit him, mostly because the first thought I got while looking at him was that he gives everyone quite the uneasy feelings while they’re around him.
Would you like to breed him in the future:Yes please.
He already has a Lady to call "mate", if I dare to say so this early. (;Why do you wish to have him:I always take a look at each and every one of the new Runes; but those I like the most are the ones I visit more than once. This little fellow was one of those I came to like really much even though I told myself that I wouldn’t have time to try out for another Rune in quite a while due to all the things I’ve to do in real life… But I really couldn’t resist him, not at all in fact. He was just too lovely.
Purple is my favourite colour and I love the way he looks. As for the description about him; it made me like him so much more. It seemed to be so sad yet at the same time so perfect that it caught my mind completely.
I guess that I simply am one hell of a weak person when it comes to those Runes who look like demons or are ghosts. I like them far too much for my own good and I’ve always enjoyed things that are sad the most…
Where will you keep him:It’s getting quite crowded in my signature now, but I’ll come around to re-work it in due time; so I’ll make sure that he'll get his rightful place in it along with Nilaihah and Sahariel. Other than that he’ll be in the group on dA where I’ll upload art and similar creations. I’ve also been thinking about to create a thread here on CS. So I think that I’ll say that when and if I get a third Rune they’ll get their thread where I’ll put everything others need to know about them. And I'll also go on and put my ideas and plans for a Rune bearer into action as well, after all, I think they deserve a Rune bearer now.
I also have a thought of making him a part of my room as well. After all; I've a whole lot of purple fabric that have been waiting for just the right moment to be put to good use again.
Personality: | Broken | Deceiver | Indestructible | Opinionated | Rancorous | Cursed | Za’afiel is what you would call a broken soul; maybe even the heart that once beat as loudly as ours is what we should call broken too. His life was for many years just like anyone else’s life, until that day when everything changed. It was in that last chapter of his life everything he once was broke down into small pieces. He left everything he was in life after his death to become the Rune he now is. A wraith, broken and cold hearted towards most Runes and humans who comes too close to him.
He wouldn’t say that he tell lies, it’s rather that he avoids telling the truth. Though, that should probably be deemed as a liar if you ask anyone. Deceive others is what he does best these days. Not even Za’afiel knows why he does it… But if one should guess; it’s probably his lack of trust and belief in others that makes him to the perfect deceiver. Those who claim to know when someone lies should meet Za'afiel. He would be able to say that he was a charming bird with rainbow coloured wings when he lived without sounding stupid.
Both in the life he once lived and in his immortal life he has always deemed himself as indestructible… Of course, he was proven to be wrong when he was killed, but now it might in fact be true. Nothing seems to hurt him physically these days. If he’s stabbed in his un-beating heart he can feel no pain. However, when it comes to mentally; the result changes even though he doesn’t want to admit it. Za’afiel might not show his pain to the outside world, but the truth still lies underneath his surface. He does feel pain, both that from so long ago and the pain that others might end up creating right now. So his thought of being indestructible is not entirely true.
For many years he has believed that someone cursed him at some point during the last chapter of his life. He doesn’t know why or how, but that does not stop him from believing in his cursed past and present. A life such as his, filled with happiness and friends, can’t just change into hell without a good reason. He wowed by his own dead body to find the truth one day, after all, he has an eternity to find it. That’s where he’s quite the opinionated lad; he refuses to give up no matter what. Quitting isn’t an option in his “life”. When he wants to know something he won’t give up, the same goes for his beliefs. They’re a part of the Rune he became and giving up on them would be just about the same thing as quitting being yourself.
Za’afiel does not forget nor forgive. So when you’re around him you better watch what you do and say, make one wrong move and he’ll never trust you no matter how many apologizes you say or how much you try to make it up for him. He’ll never forget his tortured past nor the ones who put him through it even though they’re long dead. And he’ll never forgive what happened to him. Never…
Do you hear the clacking?
The bones upon the hill?
The skeletons are dancing,
And take your soul they will.
Don't you want to join them, and dance all night long?
In the inky darkness, cares and worries gone?
I know the skeletons beckon you, beating on their drums,
so go, just run to them...
The night has only just begun.
Any Quirks: Za’afiel has a habit of often saying or thinking “I thought to myself” or “I reasoned with myself” before he says or thinks something. Though, he doesn’t seem to be aware of the fact that he’s doing it.
When he decides to make a fool out of someone he doesn’t like (this goes especially for humans) he tends to steal the things that are most precious to the person he’s aiming for. Of course he tends to watch this person from a distance for quite a while before making his move; this in order to find out what the person cares for the most.
Sleeping is something he deems as useless; he’s dead after all. So why should he need to sleep? Though, even Za’afiel enjoys a nap every now and then.
He loves meat; it’s probably the only thing he eats. Oh yes, he eats even though he’s dead, he still has his sense of taste from the time when he was alive after all.
((...Or at least he thinks so... In fact, it's just his memory of how meat tasted that fools him into believing he still have his sense of taste) For as long as he can remember he has enjoyed the night skies when they’re only filled with stars that are glittering and filling the nights with a gently light.
Za’afiel likes shiny or glittering things a whole lot, especially pearls and gemstones. Or ordinary stones that glitters or shines in the sunlight. It’s just something about them that makes him happy.
Liars are something he really dislikes, which is odd… After all, he’s quite the liar himself.
By some reason he likes rings as well; especially if the ring has a gemstone.
Parchment and scrolls are also something he likes, he deems those as interesting. Especially as a bed those few times that he decides to take a nap.
Most of the things that he doesn’t like are things that he has no opinion at all about… He deems it as unnecessary to have any opinion about things he’s not interested in.
Other:The last day
Those of you who doesn't like torture and the mention of "blood" too often shouldn't read this part! ~And thanks Celestial Skies, for helping me out with my grammar!
Hatred, it can consume us all at some point during the life. It can trap us when we expect it the least, it can haunt us for an eternity. Love creates hate; hate creates suffering; suffering creates revenge. All those feelings we know about are tied to each other in one way or another, it’s like those almost invisible threads in a spider’s well woven web.
It wasn’t I who chose my path of hatred and pain; another chose it for me. Why or who; those are things I do not know. Everything happened so quickly, and it left me sore. I don’t know for how long my soul has been left to rot in this hell; the hell of mine that someone decided to give me with reasons that remain unknown. It feels like an eternity, but I can still remember the time before this. The time when I smiled, the time when I was someone, the time when I was not left all alone. Who am I now…?
Each and every day is now the same, it makes me lose count of the days I had before and yet makes me remember them all the better. It’s like they wanted me to remember, they wanted me to hate… They wanted me to die. Why am I still here…?
I guess my own will and determination was to blame for that… I’m indestructible after all, they can harm me to their hearts content, but I’ll not break entirely. I cannot break, because I am Za’afiel. They can try all they want; I’ll just make sure to escape from these chains when I get the chance.
The steps in the stone cold stairs echo between the dark walls; which were just as cold as everything else in this chamber. The light that should have been warm and caring was to me cold and harsh, appeared on the wall close by to the stairs.
I thought to myself; so it’s about to begin again, is it? I thought with an empty gaze, eyes locked on the women who appeared in the stairs.
The fear I should have deep inside of me was not there, and my strength to resist had left me all alone long ago. So in my silent thoughts, I wished that it would come back to me.
“Oh, look at you! How pretty you are! Laying there in your own filth and your own blood…” the women cooed, seemingly overjoyed, as usual, when she came closer to me. “What do you say, lad…? Should we make you even prettier today?”
She put the lantern on the large wooden table that still was covered with lacy trails of blood. My blood to be precisely. The woman came closer with the bronze keys glittering in the dull light. I was past caring about the pain I felt as she took hold of my wings to drag me up from the floor, and unlocked the chains. Still laughing that insane, maniacal laugh, as always.
I thought to myself; this is my chance to escape. I thought when she had unlocked the last chain.
My mind responded in each and every way possible, and squirming with pain, but my body didn’t respond. Not at all. In fact; it simply had no strength to resist her brutal touch. Helplessly I let her carry me to the table where she let go of me.
“Now then… How do we make you pretty today, lad…?” she whispered those disgusting words while she leant forward. Her head with the black, greasy hair fell over me and I tried to get it off. However, my efforts were in vain, my body too sore to answer my commands.
“Oh my, so you’ve brought it out again?” the man had apparently come down without me noticing it.
“But of course, we still have so much to do with him!”
I despised them; those two humans shouldn’t even be called humans to begin with. I watched them with my eyes that had lost everything. My mind didn’t bother with listening to their discussion, why should it? They only tried to decide how they should make me look even “prettier” than what I already did.
A pair of grey tongs was what they apparently had chosen for today. The man took hold of me and held me tight, one hand gripped around my wing and the other around my chest. Those disgusting hands were weathered and strong; there was no way I could fight back.
“Stay still, little one…” the woman had that insane smile all over her face again and those muddy brown eyes had an even brighter maniacal gleam than usual.
She moved the tongs closer to my right wing and a part of me screamed to not look, but I couldn’t turn away either. One after one she removed my feathers. Each one hurt even more than the one before and for each one a drop of blood dripped down on the table. I couldn’t scream in pain, because my throat was far too dry to make a single sound. Both of them laughed their insane laughs, they seemed to enjoy it more than sual. But I did not enjoy it, no, not at all.
I reasoned with myself; I want to kill them. I want to end this. I thought as they started to remove one feather after another on my left wing too.
Their laughs echoed all around me and within my own mind, I couldn’t shut it out nor could I ignore the pain that made my whole body feel numb. When the two of them had removed my last feather, the man picked me up and threw me in my corner again. He didn’t even bother with putting the chains on me this time. I couldn’t move, so I decided to lay still and just wait. Just wait for the right time to escape from this hell they had cursed me to live.
“Sleep well, lad…” the woman was the last one to leave the chamber due to that she had to wash the tongs. “We’ll put your pretty feathers to good use while you rest.”
I must have fallen asleep even though my mind could not find rest. My body was still numb and I couldn’t move when I finally woke up. It was dark in the chamber, no lights were to be seen anywhere. Still, I could hear someone breathing in the darkness. I recognized that heavy breath, it was the man. Why had he come here all alone?
“You seem to be in quite much pain…” the man spoke now and thanks to that I could make out that he was right in front of me even though I couldn’t see him. “It’s such a shame… Shall I put you out of your misery?”
I thought to myself; good luck, I’m indestructible you know… I’m Za’afiel after all… I might break a little but I cannot break entirely. I thought grimly to myself. If I had been able to smile, I would have.
“Are you unable to respond?” the mad picked me up since I couldn’t resist. “… Allow me to assist you…”
After that it happened so fast. I felt a sting of pain in my chest as he stabbed me with a knife. I was still awake and alive as he dropped me and I hit the stone floor below. I laid there as he walked away from me, laughing that laugh I despised so much. Before I realized myself, I floated in the sky, watching myself laying in pitch black puddle of my own blood. Was I dead..? But that’s impossible, I couldn’t die…
My body had turned purple and it could no longer feel any pain, but the scar where the knife had sunk in still remained. My mind however did feel the pain and it did feel the hatred. As I watched myself I wowed to never forget; to never forgive; to take out my revenge on the ones who had made the last chapter of my life into hell.
I reasoned with myself; they’ll regret doing this to me… And they’ll never do this to anyone else ever again… I’ll haunt them and make sure they die in fear. I thought, a furious anger bubbling inside of me.
I, Za’afiel, was murdered that night so long ago and I never left those alone. I will never stop haunting the ones who cursed me to this existence.
I was starstruck, love struck, the minute that I,
Had rested my sight on those clear golden eyes.
The world was off my shoulders, my worries tossed aside,
All for those golden eyes, mischievous and bright.
Like I'm floating on air, held by strings, and almost let life go,
But you're there to hold me, and keep me back below.
Those golden eyes, so full of light,
Like lanterns on a Halloween night.
They light the way to guide me home,
Through the hills where demons roam.
I used to be one of them, but now I realize,
I've caved and softened for those warm golden eyes.

I look into the broken glass and all I ever find,
Is a pair of blind and bleeding eyes, staring into mine....
What have I become?
And now what shall I be?
But all I get is silence from the eyes staring at me.
Looking in the glass, is the X across my heart,
The mark of when my hell had burned and tore my soul apart.
Each wingtip a pointed dagger, each one a deadly blade,
Bony from lack of feathers, which have been yanked away.
My spirit is unbent, yet I see in the broken glass,
A defeated and slain monster, weakened by the past.
I look into the broken glass, and finally I found,
The tears streaming down my face from the pain to which I'm bound.
The glass does not lie,
It's only shows your eyes,
But in them, things may strike you,
Take you completely by surprise...
I beg your pardon for my horrible English, I try my best to become better.