Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[lucee]

Self;
You're insecure, you're sick and you're permanently worrying about something or other. You have these sudden bursts of deep thought that your actual self is buried under mounds and mounds of lies and this needs to stop: now. Hon, you're just the same as any other human being and we all go through these crazy phases. There's no 'inner self', everyone guessed a long time ago what you really are and you know you're way skinnier than you really think you are. Does that make you anorexic? I guess it could, but it needs to stop. You can't starve yourself forever and with this whole vegetarian craze you're putting on that's actually just to make you eat less because your mom would flip if she knew you were dieting … it's destroying you.
Everyone always said you were a lovely kid. The kid that everyone went to if they had trouble, the kid who never had any enemies and the kid who was basically the shoulder to cry and rant on. Now you're a teenager you're slowly isolating yourself from the world and are experimenting self-harm. That's where the lies and bitterness come from. No one notices the bruise on your jaw so you make up a crazy theory that you got hit by a door and blab it to everyone in hope you'll get some attention.
1. No one cares.
2. You're not fat.
3. Since when have you actually cared about the slaughtering of animals?
4. Quit gaming and stop getting Ds and Fs in everything.
5. Be a nicer person. Gift away all your pets or something, I don't know. Anything to make others happy.
6. Smile.

Lots and lots of love from
me.

[Spence]

Dear Pandora radio,

It's great that you want to broaden my musical interests, but I really don't care.
So play stuff I actually want to listen to maybe?

Sincerely,
Me.

[Sun Bean]

Dear ______,
Please, please, please...just give me a chance. I know you're all high and mighty being 17 and a Senior, and i'm just some 15 year old Freshman with a dumb crush. But i've liked you for months now, it's like I can't see anyone else but you. I love your eyes, your smile, your voice, your sarcasm, every little thing about you is so ethereal. And it's not like i'm some random girl, you know me. You can't deny that you felt a spark that night watching the movie...I know you did. And I know it's been a while since then, but please, you don't get what you mean to me. Just seeing you can suddenly brighten up my whole day and I can never seem to keep the smile off my face when i'm around you. I'm pretty sure you know I like you, so please just give me some kind of sign, I can wait. I can wait however long it takes.

[horizon.]

dear a specific someone,

thanks a lot, you gigantic ****.
i feel so much better about myself now.
yeah, i know i have stretchmarks, i know i have a belly.
but what exactly is wrong with that?
nothing.
i've been overweight my whole life, you telling me isn't changing anything.
just leave me alone.

-- panic.

[penguinlover2447]

Dear bf,
i want to break up with you but i cant because i dont want to break your heart. through all that weve been through, uve been a horrible person to me but still i tell everyine im happy with u. but somehow, you make it up with words. so, can you please do me a favor and break up with me so i can fake cry and pretend i care while inside im actully dancing?

[Seven silverheart]

dear ____,

i forgot what i was about to say... thats a good thing :)

EDIT: i remember now

Dear ____,

why do you care if i talk to other girls? does that really bug you so much? i almost feel more bad for them because when i talk with them its ALWAYS about YOU. (i had _____ make an account on cs just so i could chat with her and get help as to how i could make you happy or make it work) you said yourelf you dont like it that i talk to _____ and get hugs from her, but im talking to her about you, trying to get advice on what to do, and the hugs are cause im stressed to the point of well... its not so good... but if you want hugs from me just. ask. i would love it if you did, and honestly it means way more to get a hug from /you/.. in fact im sick of this, im not waiting any longer, im gonna start asking you from now on unless you dont want me to. i just cant handle my stress anymore, so choose; add to my stress till it kills me, or help take some away. please help take away stress :) that would be AWESOME if you did.

if you think this is asking too much or anything, dont forget, i told you id do anything i could to help you... if you dont tell me what i cant change it. i cant read your mind... maybe... just please be an awesome friend and help me.

[Haagen-Daagen]

N,
Must you be ever so desirable? WHY must you continuously answer our teacher's attendance questions with the answers you give? Really? The Walking Dead, guns, aircraft? You're driving me nuts N.. I hardly know you, but I want to know you. I am entranced by your stunning blue-grey eyes everytime I see them, and I just can't help it. Why must you be the son of a Marine, wearing camoflauge as often as you do? And N, why must you it right underneath the clock? DX I glance over to check the time and I wind up gazing at you until my friend elbows me in the side. Why N? Just why?

And A,
I really wish you would make your feelings towards me more clear. I adore talking with you, and everytime we pass between 2nd and 3rd periods, I just wish time would stop so I wouldn't have to leave so soon with barely a "hello" from you to think about. The conversations we had last year were so great, and I just wish we had at least one class together this year so we could get that back. Talking to you again tonight, with you in your football jersey, just made me long for last year even more. Being in band, I never get to watch your games. We're always performing at the varsity games and practicing during yours, and I wish I could be there to watch you perform as well as I know you can. I miss having PE with you, playing capture the flag with you and helping you defend our side. Even hearing you boast of how many pushups or pacers you could do.. A, you are so great. I can have conversations with you that I can't with anyone else. But that hardly happens anymore. I just miss you so much, A, that my sentences and explanations are jumbled and make no sense, so unlike my usually well-written self. I miss you A.

[lights;]

Dear You,

You broke my heart. You really did. I remember that last day at school, I remember it perfectly. You came up to say goodbye and we hugged. We went our separate ways. Through a friend who knows you I found out the truth. You never loved me. You said our relationship was **** and you asked another girl out.
That was what broke my heart. I pretended to myself that I liked your best friend but my thoughts just kept on coming back to you. Why do I have to love you? That last day was the last time I ever saw you. And I actually thought you loved me back then. I don't know how I could of been so silly.

From, Me.

[fear themself]

Dear body parts,

STOP GOING NUMB >__<

[xXMisfitXx]

Dear T,

Thats what you get m-ther f-cker! >:D

Hate,
Em

Dear Sid,

Give him Hell.

Love,
Em

Dear B,

Im interested in this Ben guy, get me a pic of him please. He seems nice and I hope we can date.

Love,
Em