by xXMisfitXx » Sun Oct 21, 2012 6:36 am
Dear Trenton,
Why did you say that? How could you say that? I did that for you and then... you treat me like your b-----? What the heck!? I didnt want to do that anyway! I'm not your b----! You cant treat me like it anymore! If you ever want me back you better start acting like it! You say you're not ok? Hah! What do you think I felt when you said that?! I was thinking of suicide because of you! Why!!!!???? I dont want it to hurt anymore! Maybe I will kill myself, you wouldn't care though. Would you Trent? *sigh* I can't beleive you're the same guy who was worried about me.
Your ex,
em
Dear cassi,
I love you, your like my sister. Without you, I might be dead right now. Thank you
Love, em
I think my heart is breaking...
I'm not trying to be my saint, I don't want to be president someday, I'm just trying to make my way...oops my bad i never said id ever get it right! :p
Teddy bears of pink, ducks and lambs of white, don't you cry i'm here now, ill be your nightlight...carry the peace and the coolness of night, and carry my sorrow in kind, luna you're loved so much more than you know, may troubles be far from your mind, and forgive me for being so blind...isn't it great to be different, isn't it wonderful to be exactly who you are.../)(\
I'll keep going, just stay by my side [<3] i beg you, please please dont let this life go to waste...
I am the one hiding under your bed, teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red...I am the one hiding under your stairs, fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair...I am the clown with the tear-away face, here in a flash and gone without a trace...I am the who in the call who's there, i am the wind blowing through your hair...I am the shadow of the moon at night, filling your dreams to the brim with fright!
This is Halloween!
I'm tired of: being fat/ugly, being lazy, being judged, being ignored, being the wierd girl, being hated, being a freak, being hurt, having no privacy, hating myself.