by Moceanu » Sat Oct 20, 2012 8:08 pm
Dear You,
Yes, I know I screwed up...
And I'm really sorry for it.
And I know we'll never be the same-
it wasn't possible..
That's why I wanted to keep it a secret,
because then I wouldn't have ruined everything.
Just, please try to help it be like it was?
We were great friends,
then I told you,
and I kept things,
and I didn't explain anything.
I may as well not give you your birthday present.
That USB is useless now.
It explains what you know,
and don't care about.
Please help me fix it,
even if sticky tape doesn't hold,
and the I pulled the metaphorical glue apart anyway.
But sticky tape is better than nought, right?
And please don't be angry at me,
Because I keep doing what I think is right,
But what I know is wrong.
It's because I'm selfish, and I don't want to lose any of you guys,
Even though I know I already have.
Oh well... I guess it doesn't really matter to any of you any more.
I'll just be that social outcast I sang about.
-Bear
I never had any friends in the first place, did I?
"remember how we forgot?
remember how no one ever really died in the wars we fought?
because each gunshot came from our fingertips
and we never really kept them loaded, just in case
because each enemy was a friend and none of it was about oil, religion or land
it was all just pretend;
remember how we used to bend reality
like we were circus strong men
like our imaginations were in shape then
like we were all ninjas trained in the deadly art of "did not"
like "i totally got you!"
"...did not"
remember how we forgot?"