Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Paycho]

Dear ------------,
Why on earth can't you FEEL?! I asked you the other day, "if you were all alone for weeks in the apocalypse with nothing but your iPad what would you do?" And you said "I'd pull up Siri and ask her to take me to a planet with life". You wouldn't even cry. You wouldn't say "I miss my friends" or "I wish I did more" or maybe "I wish I had a girlfriend". I said "siri needs Internet to work" and you said "I'd build a satellite" not write your good-by's or "oh, maybe I'd try to find you and my friends?"
It's been years of other girls flocking around us when we talk, setting us up on fake dates. And I really like you. Once I gave you my number so we could "meet and plan a way to get the girls to stop crowding us" and you never called. How thinly veiled was that? Every time I see you I blush, but you just turn around and talk about minecraft.
Why do I bother wasting my heart on someone who doesn't even seem to have emotions?
Either talk to me or stop being so close.
Please.

[`Hypnotic]

Dear Jackie -
I hatre you :D You're the most popular girl in school, with your 'beautiful' hair that looks like a RAT took a DUMP in it. You stole my romanian from me, and you're OLDER than him. TALLER than him. SMARTER than him. [Well, maybe not smarter, but for the sake of no better words.] I'm so glad you broke up. Oh, and the episode you had last week with Jenna? I was sitting with my REAL friends, watching the whole thing go down. And girl, if they asked me if you were cussing, screaming, and pullin' hair, for sure I would say yes.

Dear Raz,
Lol. I knew your relationship with Jackie wouldn't last but a few days. Your so different. Maybe you should date me. After all, when you walk behind me in history, you always touch me c: I'm a little ashamed that you asked me out over a pen, but whatevs. I would've said yes, but I don't think I could deal w/ you.

Dear Domenic,
Rude little boy. You don't deserve to be in our classroom. All you do is fool around and tap your pencil. You disrupt others, and should be in the normals classroom.

Dear Jenna,
Being as you've been treating me suspiciously nice, I still want to be your friend. Maybe you should talk to me more.

Dear Jersey,
Uh.. We sat by eachother in math class.. You're awesome, for a gotho-girl.

Dear Hugh,
Ugh. You're such a SNOB. I can't stand the sight of you.

Dear Cami,
You barely talk to me, but whatever.. Just stay that way.

Dear Ciara,
You're cool.. Except you won't admit you don't like Ronna. Haha, I hate her too.

Dear Christian,
Annoying boy... Don't make smart comments in sports.. If you were great, I could understand.. But you say everything like it ISN'T. Plus, you can't hit a 'GRAND SLAM' [nick] or a ' DON'T TOSS IT' volleyball serve. JUST.SHUT.UP.

Dear Ronna,
YOU SUCK. You talk to me like I'm an idiot. Worthless. Like I mean nothing. 'Oh woe is me, gifted it too easy.' UGH. Well 'They don't let first year students in, or else I'd be better than you at EVERYTHING, so shut your trap, snaggleberry.' Asian false-chick.

Dear Eddie,Alicia, and all the other people I don't like -
Yu all are weirdos who think you're better than you are. I'm not perfect, but atleast I can face reality..

Dear Devon -
You know, you don't have to be so attention-seeking. >| WHO CARES IF YOU BROKE YOUR LEG? NOT ME, thats for SURE.

Saving my teachers for NOW c:...
Dear Ms. Homan,
You're pretty nice, and I like you c; You're new like me, so we get along. Plus, you listen to my suggestions!

Dear Mr. Kain,
My nickname for you is 'Kain Kobra' for a reason... But, you're a o-k teacher c:

Dear Mrs. Hale,
I wish the class would shutup too! Also, thanks for giving me a -positive- refferal c:

Dear Mrs. Philpott,
UGH. I HATE YOU. you stupid art teacher, you're the worst. How can I have like THE HARDEST classes w/ A's, and a B in REGULAR ART CLASS? o.O

Dear Mrs. Frantz,
You're epic. NWTS! :D

Saving the best for last..

MRS.B,
You're my faveeeee -infinite eee's- teacher. You can keep everyone under control, and you understand. You want to help, and want me to succeed. :D You rock!



-sincerely Hypsterock c':

[Metallic Dragon]

Dear Dustin,

I don't know what I did wrong, but please... talk to me... This is killing me inside, not knowing if I messed up or not. And if I did, I don't know what I did or how to fix it unless you tell me... Please Dustin... I really miss you...

Heartbroken,
Metta

[Zeee]

dear best friend,

please, please, please quit scouts. if it's gotten to this point, you need to quit. i feel so extremely bad for you, because you get bullied every single day and you said something went wrong with your surgery that you had a year ago. please stop crying. you're making me really upset. i feel extra bad because i can't relate to you... i can't help you a lot.

just please, please, please know you can ALWAYS talk to me no matter what.

i'll always be here for you.

- best friend

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dear same best friend,

YOU ARE THE BESTEST BEST FRIEND I COULD EVER HAVE. i love you just for trying to get me concert tickets for my favourite band for my birthday. seriously, you are so amazing. you are the best person in the world just for trying. even if you weren't trying/weren't getting me tickets, you'd still be the most amazing person i have ever known.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuu bby <33

- best friend

[solo]

Dear self,
Get your art commissions done! You are SO behind. And your homework! Stop getting on tumblr, making tea, watching BBC, making coffee, writing in circular Gallifreyan, making coffee cookies, making more tea, and practicing violin. And memorizing all song from BBC Sherlock on your violin. And then memorizing the Doctor Who theme song on violin. And writing useless things on CS like this. Basically everything but what you're supposed to do.
Stop procrastinating!
-your non lazy voice that is losing

[jennn]

Dear Lover,

I wish I knew what I did that made you hate me so much. I wish I wasn't just a punching bag to you,I wish you loved me as much as I love you. I wish that one day you'd come up to me and genuinally apologize to me about how you called "disgusting" "ugly" "dumb",when you told me "You will always be alone,you will never find anyone to love you." when you told me that I was just going to be promiscious and never given love. I wish you never fooled me into loving you. If I knew how much you would have changed,I would've stayed away. I have nothing but remorse from falling in love with you now. I used to be so incredibly happy that I loved such a wonderful man,but now you are just dark,you call me names everyday,you make fun of me,you don't care about me,you treat me like poop. I loved and still do love you. But there is only so much I could take,yes,I lied to you a few times in the beginning,it wasn't to hurt you,it was to keep myself secure because I used to think you were just trying to hurt me like the rest. Maybe if I didn't lie you would love me still,yet I never cheated on you,never lied so big that it became serious,yes,I've broken promises. I'm sorry I'm so useless and can't do a single thing right,I always expected you to keep me on my two feet,but you cannot. Every time I confined you my feelings and problems,you rejected me and made me feel even worse. I wish you loved me. That is all,just your love is what I wish.

Jenn.

[spaceguinea]

^^^ That's horrible. They obviously doesn't deserve your love. I hope something works out for you soon (:

Dear ____,

I love you.
I miss you.
I can't tell you these things,
because I don't want to ruin anything.


Love,
~~~~Shadow.

[runnershigh]

Dear ______

I love you so much. You don't know it, but I do. Yes, I've only seen you twice. But we are good friends, and you are a really cool guy. I feel happy and....... normal...... around you. Other guys make me feel vunrable. But with you, I can just... be me. I can't wait to se you next week. But I hope you'll reliese how much I want you sonetime in those 4 days we'll be able to see eachother. I know it's kinda hopeless. We're both really shy. But, please, just reliese it. I've been crushing on you since we met. L ove your smile, your hair, your eyes. But most of all, I love your personality. You make me laugh all of the time. Make me feel beautiful, even though I'm not. I can't get you outta my head. Every love song reminds me of you. I love you.

Love,
Sandstorm, your secret admirer.

[Metallic Dragon]

Dear life,

Why must you hurt me so much in such a short amount of time?

Feeling very broken,
Metta

[Zaphod Riker]

Dear mon ami,

You may not be meaning to, but you ar ignoring me.
What had I done to cause this?
I try to contact you, and I know you read the messages.
Yet you ignore those even in my time of need.
You claim to love everyone, but my doubts are rising.
Had I tried everything I could to help?
I am across the world, there is only so much possible.
Maybe is it because I enjoy speaking with you?
Because I look up and trust you?
You ar most likely wanting to be with other friends.
I can truly understand that, and have nothing against it.
But you have shut me out, and it hurts me.

With a heart burning like suns rays on my skin, Syo