by Rebel Faery » Wed Oct 03, 2012 4:16 am
Course its not, JF! Its just what comes naturally. When somebody says 'jelly tots', most thing of the sweet. I think of the character I created....
Anywho, time for more!
Two days have passed. I've been too busy to write, and now my feet are aching.
But it's so, so worth it.
Bob is going to the extremes. He's helping me and Tallulah work on the songs. He's given Brandon a drum kit instead of his bongs (which he absolutely loves) and Tallulah an electric guitar. She acted cool, but I thing she's secretly in love with it. Kitty's also been given a guitar and is learning quite fast. Alex, it turns out, can play the keyboard. Who'd've thought? And I'm having vocal lessons- though even my instructors say I don't need it.
We've just had our first big rehearsal. The only thing missing was the crowd. Oh, here's a list of our songs:
Free Enough To Fly
Crash And Burn (Pieces Of My Life) And then four new ones:
Whispers In The Dark
Sick of It
Take Your Time
Real Or Not Real?
Anyway, we were set up on stage. Lights were flashing. And then Bob gave us the signal.
I close my eyes.
I let myself dream,
I dream of skies,
With stars in my eyes.
I am free to walk this world,
I'm alright, I can touch the sky!
Even though, I know, some day I must return home,
I will sing until I'm free enough to fly
-Free enough to fly-
And not let the world pass me by!
I dance around the sun,
I shine like the moon,
And then I sing,
Giving the world my heart,
Oh,
I am free to walk this world,
I'm alright, I can touch the sky!
Even though, I know, that someday I must return home,
I will sing until I'm free enough to fly,
-Free enough to fly-
And not let the world pass me by
I am the only one who's seen,
I know all the secrets you see,
Don't dare try to double-cross me,
'Cause you see
'Cause you see!
I am free to walk this world,
I'm alright, I can touch the sky!
Even though, I know, that someday I must return home,
I will sing until I'm free enough to fly,
-Free enough to fly-
And not let the world pass me by!
I am free to walk this world,
I'm alright, I can touch the sky!
Even though, I know, that someday I must return home,
I will sing until I'm free enough to fly,
-Free enough to fly-
And not let the world pass me by!
I am free, oh-oh, this world,
And not let, oh-oh, pass me by!
Even though, I know, that someday I must return home
I will sing until I'm free enough to fly...
Free enough to fly...
Second signal. Second song.
I spread my wings and try to fly,
I reach out and crash from the sky,
I guess when my mother told me I could to anything she lied,
Your sayings were a pack of lies,
Your songs bring tears to my eyes,
Your words destroyed my life,
Your words turn to dust,
Your voice has me crushed,
And now I'm left to collect the pieces of my life,
Your eyes burn me out,
I scream without a sound,
And now I'm left to collect the shattered pieces of my life...
My mother told me that to fly,
I need to spread my wings and touch the sky,
But after I tried I knew it was a load of lies,
Your sayings make me want to scream,
Your songs are nothing but an empty dream,
Your words caused me to crash and burn,
Your words turn to dust,
Your voice has me crushed,
And now I'm left to collect the pieces of my life,
Your eyes burn me out,
I scream without a sound,
And now I'm left to collect the shattered pieces of my life...
Now Kitty's playing your guitar,
And Brandon's bongos take us far,
And somehow we'll just have to move on,
Somedays its hard not to hate,
Yet it's not to late,
Every time I see those shattered pieces I smile,
I crash and burn!
Your words turn to dust,
Your voice has me crushed,
And now I'm left to collect the pieces of my life,
Your eyes burn me out,
I scream without a sound,
And now I'm left to collect the shattered pieces of my life...
Now Kitty's playing your guitar,
And Brandon's bongos take us far,
I crash and burn!
Your words turn to dust,
Your voice has me crushed,
I crash and burn!
My mother told me that to fly,
Was not to touch the sky,
But to be free and see the truth in lies,
Your sayings made perfect sense ,
Your songs were always the best,
Your words caused me to crash and burn!
Your words turn to dust,
Your voice has me crushed,
And now I'm left to collect the pieces of my life,
Your eyes burn me out,
I scream without a sound,
And now I'm left to collect the shattered pieces of my life...
Shattered pieces of my life, yeah!
I crash and burn!
I crash and-
Pieces of my life!
Third signal. Third song. The first of our new songs, Whispers In The Dark.
Such a long time ago,
You told me to huddle close,
'Cause its cold outside.
The snow is falling,
Fire is burning,
Flowers turn to flames,
And flames to dust,
But that's all happening outside,
In here we're safe,
Whispers in the dark.
It feels like only yesterday,
When you told me its dangerous to think,
Don't dare put a foot outside,
'Cause you'll fall away.
The snow is falling,
Fire is burning,
Flowers turn to flames,
And flames to dust,
But that's all happening outside,
In here we're safe,
Whispers in the dark.
Told me never to doubt,
Told me not to make a sound,
Your voice led me through.
Only because of you!
The snow is falling,
Fire is burning,
Flowers turn to flames,
And flames to dust,
But that's all happening outside,
In here we're safe,
Whispers in the dark.
The snow is falling,
Fire is burning,
Flowers turn to flames,
And flames to dust,
But that's all happening outside,
In here we're safe,
Whispers in the dark.
The snow is falling,
Flowers turn to flames,
But that's all happening outside,
In here we're safe,
All we are is whispers;
Whispers in the dark!
I love that song! It took Talulah and I nine hours to write. We never even took a break.
Fourth cue. Fourth song. Another new one; Sick Of It. This one, surprisingly, Alex wrote with Tallulah when I was in one of my vocal sessions. So she's singing most of it.
Oh, yeah yeah,
Ohh,
So what if I'm the smallest,
So what if I'm not on key,
So what if I'm not the prettiest,
What's that got to do with me?
I don't have to be you,
I just wanna be me,
No matter who that is!
You treat me like a fool,
Treat me like I'm dumb,
Treat me like I've got no-one,
But I've got feelings too,
I've feelings for you,
So could you stop it please?
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it,
I'm sick of it,
Oooh,
So what if you're not the best,
It only matters that you try,
So what if they whisper,
What's it gonna do?
You don't have to be me,
You just gotta be you,
No matter who that is!
You treat me like a fool,
Treat me like I'm dumb,
Treat me like I've got no-one,
But I've got feelings too,
I've feelings for you,
So could you stop it please?
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it,
I'm sick of it,
Oooh,
So what if you can't change me?
I like it the way I am,
So what if I'm a stranger,
You've got to be the best you can!
I don't have to be you,
I just wanna be me,
No matter who that is!
You treat me like a fool,
Treat me like I'm dumb,
Treat me like I've got no-one,
But I've got feelings too,
I've feelings for you,
So could you stop it please?
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it,
I'm sick of it,
Oooh,
So what if I'm the smallest,
So what if I'm not on key,
So what if I'm not the prettiest,
What's that got to do with me?
I don't have to be you,
I just wanna be me,
No matter who that is!
You treat me like a fool,
Treat me like I'm dumb,
Treat me like I've got no-one,
But I've got feelings too,
I've feelings for you,
So could you stop it please?
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it,
I'm sick of it,
Oooh,
You treat me like a fool,
Treat me like I'm dumb,
Treat me like I've got no-one,
But I've got feelings too,
I've feelings for you,
So could you stop it please?
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it,
I'm sick of it,
Oooh,
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of it,
I'm sick of it,
Oooh!
I can almost hear the applause! I'm thinking of making Alex my honorary sister. Cue five. New song; Take Your Time.
Someday you've gotta choose,
Even though you're torn,
I'll be there for you,
So just take your time.
Yes, yes I know,
That I've gotta decided,
But the clock's on my side,
I can always change my mind,
And don't you dare cry,
Just take your time,
Someday you've gotta choose,
Even though you're torn,
I'll be there for you,
So just take your time.
Yes, yes I see,
That I'm gonna be in tears,
I can't let you go,
I can never set you aside,
Don't you dare cry,
You've just gotta take your time,
Someday you've gotta choose,
Even though you're torn,
I'll be there for you,
So just take your time.
Someday you've gotta choose,
Even though you're torn,
I'll be there for you,
So just take your time.
Someday you've gotta choose,
Even though you're torn,
I'll be there for you,
So just take your time.
Take your time.
Take your time!
Even if it takes forever,
Just take your time...
The next song is our last. It's called Real Or Not Real? And now is the sixth cue. Next song.
I could never make you out,
You make me scream and shout,
You make me cry,
So I tell myself to take one step at a time,
Love me or hate me?
Help me or betray me?
Heal me or hurt me?
Real or not real?
I don't know what you're playing at,
You make me laugh and smile,
You make worth my while,
And then you change it all around,
Love me or hate me?
Help me or betray me?
Heal me or hurt me?
Real or not real?
So just what tell me what you want,
Help me to see,
Do you love me,
Love me or hate me?
Love me or hate me?
Help me or betray me?
Heal me or hurt me?
Real or not real?
Love me or hate me?
Help me or betray me?
Heal me or hurt me?
Real or not real?
Love me or hate me?
Real or not real?
...And now I've gotta go. I'll make time for you soon, J, I promise. But duty calls!
There you go. Sorry for the fact that its mainly songs. I just had to get all that out there. And- ooh! I just got an idea for a poll!
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I've decided it's time to move on, and so I've quit CS. It's been a good three years, but, well, as of May 2014, I don't think I'll be coming back. I'd like to say thank you, to all of you. Thank you for encouraging me, inspiring me, and being my friends. I've had so much fun, but this is the end. Seeing as this is my last visit, I've changed my username back to the original, Rebel Faery. It's a name that I no longer go by, but a name I'll always remember. I'm so sorry to every fan of TIAJNAD, to everyone that read my writing, to, well, everyone. But it's time to move on. To make like Elsa and let it go. (I was still on CS when Frozen came out. It feels like so long ago.)
let it go, let it go, and I'll rise like the break of dawn
let it go, let it go, that perfect girl is gone
here I'll stand, and here I'll stay
let the storm rage on
the cold never bothered me anyway